July 28, 2022; 1:34 PM; Thursday

Jaja’s Note:

Dear Lord:

Thank you for this day. Thank you for your love, guidance and protection. I love you and I miss you. I have talked to you a lot oh Lord. Thank you. When you always appreciate me. When you always believe in me. I thank you. I’m sorry for the times that I have been so negative. When I only thought about myself. I am so sorry. I didn’t know silencio before. That in silence we can communicate. In silence, we can understand. We can think clearly. We can be the master of our soul and our lives. The most important thing is that I was able to learn and understand your word and your lessons. Please help me to be prepared on the next chapter of my life. Let go of everything that is so heavy. I’m coming back to you nude. Please accept me once again. I want to be more mature. Willing to accept your challenges, In Jesus name, Amen.

Love,

Clarie

1.  July 29, 2022; Friday

Calm down

Relax

Stay Calm for the Kingdom of God is at hand.

Write this:

I am the God, I am your God. Be still, be brave, be courageous. Be who you are wherever you are. Be loving, be courteous, be polite. Be who you are always wherever you are. I, your God will not abandon you, I’ll bring you hope, no suffering but abundance.

Remember this: If the Word of God is in you, talking to you, heed and believe. For I in you. Do not  be afraid. Do not doubt. For I am the one doing all theses things in you.

Filled with the Holy Spirit write this:

The Son of Man is at hand. His Love is everlasting. He endures forever.  Pour yourself unto Him. Love Him with all your heart, bod and soul. For He is Me and Me is He.

Continue writing this:

1. “ He is Me and Me is He”

July 29, 2022

Walk down the aisle of persecution
Amid all of these
Come down on Jerusalem
For the Son of Man is at hand

The world is twirling
The voice of the evil/wicked is loud
but my Spirit is upon you oh Jerusalem
My loving Son is at hand

Bow down oh Jerusalem for the Son of Man is at hand
Beware of Satan
Beware of bad words
Beware of lust

Beware of earthly/worldly things
All of that will past, but my Word will never last.
It is your soul
It is your life

The everlasting life
I gave you the love that is for you Clarie
Never did I abandon you right?
Do not be anxious. Do not doubt, do not fear

for I am in you, you are in me
My love for you is everlasting
Filled with joy, I announce to you!
My  daughter, whom I am  well pleased…

Hear this. The time is coming.
The time is running.
What are you waiting for?
Follow me and be my bride.

When the I say bride, never be separated from me. I am yours and you are mine. Our conversation private. I want you to be more discreet. I will reveal/show to you the time when to reveal to people.

Be calm, be still and know that I am here. Be calm, be still and know that I am here.

Be vigilant for the time is near. Your time is running out.

Be with me my Queen… (I am not worthy of this.)

Be with me, just be with me, never be separated from me. For I am gentle and kind.

Amen, I say to you, rejoice for the Son of Man is at hand…

• PS. don’t worry about your — —, she is in a working in progress pot. I’ll mold her anew. And soon, just like you… Your Ate  will be renewed and you’ll reunite for a very special mission. I am not joking. I will always firm on this. I will repay you when the time comes.

I love you Jaja. Do this and you will inherit my kingdom. Be with me this time. Never be separated from me. I love you…

Always,

Jesus,

your God

You are my bride, remember that, ok?

• July 30, 2022; Saturday

Bear with me Jaja and know my words. Acknowledge in all you do. Never abandon me for the time is near. My love for you is everlasting. It is my joy and privilege to talk to you for I am your God. Hear me, follow me and listen to me. The God of the universe is at hand. Bow down before me. Never ever leave me or by my side. my child, my daughter, the end is near.

Filled with my Holy write this:

• I am in You , You are in Me

July 30, 2022

I, your God, I am a jealous God
Filled your heart with joy and know that I am near
My love for you is everlasting

Feel my love for you Clarie
And see in my very eyes
what I have in store for you
the life of everlasting

Our covenant, never forget
I for you and you for Me
My darling, my daughter, my bride
I am in you and you are in Me.

Filled with the Holy Spirit write this:

Do not be afraid. Do  not be tired to write fro me and only me. My love for you is everlasting. My Jaja, I love you! I know you love me. Be specific with what you want and I will give it to you. But, first follow will. My will is for you to make amend to your Ate for she needs you more than you know. She is in grief and her heart is broken. She wants to talk to you but she can’t because of her pride. She is a working in progress. Learn and know what your Ate S told and taught you.

• You know already what is the weakness of your ate. You. Your presence. She can’t abandon you for she loves you.
• When you came to her come to her, accept her negativity. Understand her fully. I say to you she needs you.
• You can help through chatting her every now and then.

– You chat her on August 3, 830am.Ask how is she doing. If she answers she’s fine. Then just answer, I miss you —, I’m just here.

• If she will not reply, just leave her alone. Her heart is bleeding now. If she will not carry it anymore. I know she will contact you and talk to you! Promise you. Be prepared for the reconciliation.
•  From time to time you talk to your — —– and ask her what to do
•  For now, I can’t reveal to you the reason why I chose you to talk to her despite I said already to you not to give the letter. I did not mean no to communicate to her anymore.
•  I am the God talking to you nothing else. Never doubt . Just trust.
• When the times comes, I repay you.

I will reveal to you everyday on what to do. Be happy about it Jaja. I know that it is hard for you. But she really needs you. Just follow me and everything will be alright Okay? Do not be afraid. I am in you and you are in me. My love for you is everlasting. Endure the pain, the more you gain. I love you Jaja, my child, my daughter.

Be with me always and everyday.

Love lots,

Jesus

August 1, 2022; 12:17AM

Jaja’s Notes:

Thank you lord, unti unti po. Natatanggap ko na, Healing touch. Kasi I cannot hug. So I can chat. My concern is touch… Healing…My thoughtfulness is healing.

From now on, I surrender everything to you. Whatever it is.. I will follow. You know my heart Lord. Then, your will be done. Amen.

• August 1, 2022; 12:37AM; Monday

Jaja write this:

The Son of Man is at hand. Never abandon Him. Your body is weak but your soul is lively. Hear me, hear me. My voice is soft my voice is tender. Listen if you have ears. When I say listen, do not listen with your ears, instead you listen with your heart, body and soul. Your whole being should listen to me attentively. Never be afraid. Never doubt. Everything is in control. In my control.

Value the friendship that you had. Look unto very soul of each and everyone. Look at how she treated you. Like a queen. She really loves you. She wants to be in deep relationship with you because she has nothing to turn to. She liked you a lot. She admired you. Be of clean thinking Clarie. Be clean and innocent. Do not give malice. Be attentive once again. Listen to the little voice that you can hear. If you have a little faith on me, you can say to a mustard seed to live like a big palace place, I mean a mustard seed can be very big. Have faith in me my child. Follow me.

When you come before me, you agree for a very special mission. Be vigilant for the end is near, Again,,, I am asking you do you really love me Clarie? Will you deny me again? Work for me, I say to you, I will give you abundant life, not here on earth but in my kingdom. Come before me Believe me. Please…

Okay Lord, Who am I to abandon you? I am nothing. I could have not been here without you.

Verily, verily I say to you. Go to your Ate’s house. Give her something she likes. She missed a lot of your baking. She is fond of it, beware! For she may reject you. But I will be there I will give you rest, I will give her rest.No, she will gladly receive it. Bring her the food she really likes. Bear with her.

You know there is nothing with what you are doing. I want you to make amend because she needs you. Restore your friendship. She needs someone like you. She is in danger. She is vulnerable. She is miserable. Try to put yourself to her situation what will you do? Will you be happy if someone leave you?

Lord, you know how she hated me, (She does not hate you). She just doesn’t know how to show emotions. She is hiding a lot of emotions. Lord, Can you tell me, why me? (Yes, I can tell you. Because you are my disciple and I am so pleased of you. I know that your presence will heal her. Are my missions chat her and bring her food? (No..  you still have so many things to do.. This would be long. One day, I’ll reveal to you).

1. Be patient
2. Be kind
3. Be gentle
4. Be loving
5. Be who you are

Love me, follow me, hear me, I will give you rest.

If I will not do it what will happen to me?

You know jaja… you are hurting yourself. I know you love your ate. Help her okay? Love her as if no one does for her. Because doesn’t have anyone. But you are willing to take the risk. Nothing is impossible with me. I will do all the things in you. Live in my glory. I will repay you. Till here and tomorrow again. 10PM I will talk to you. Be in silence and hear my voice. Do not doubt.

Love,

Jesus

August 2, 2022;12AM

Jaja’s Notes:

Dear Lord:

Its 12AM already! But you keep your promise. You really talk to me around 10pm. I Love You! Sorry if I am afraid of doing my mission. I’ve been there. But she is very hard. I don’t really know what to do. That’s why I said please take over with my life. I miss you Lord, This kind of talking to you. When I have decided to move on. I decided to let go because I really understand her. I just want to give her space and her time for her life. Yes, maybe it is better that we will stay away from each other. I accept fully. But you turn it around. I can’t really say No to you. Though my will not be done but yours.

Love,

Jaja

• August 2, 2022; 12:12AM; Tuesday

Bow down before me!

Filled with my Holy Spirit, write this:

I your God! I am a living God. Follow my instructions. Follow my will. Filled with my Holy Spirit I just want you to listen and feel me. Just this moment Okay, feel me for  awhile. Let’s feel each others presence.

Makinig ka sa sasabihin ko sayo…

1. Lagi mong tatandaan na ilagay ang sarili mo sa sitwasyon or kalagayan ng iba kung ano ang nararamdaman nila. Sa kahit anong hirap ng buhay na dinadaraanan mo.
2. Si — ay isang patunay ng taong nagmamahal. Marunong magtago ng totoong nararamdaman para sa proteksyon ng iba. Mahirap yon. Kaya marunong ka rin dapat magtago ny iyong nararamdaman na kahet alam mo gaano kasakit, maging mabait ka pa rin. Wag madaling magalit maging gentle ka, kagaya Ko.
3. Example ko lage si — mo kase kahet araw araw ng buhay mo na na aaalala mo sia di mo pa rin sia magets. Don’t think about yourself now. Think of others- ikaw- ako bahala sayo. Yong ibang tao na pinapatrabaho ko sayo , sila ang intindihin mo, okay? Maliwanag ba Clarie?  – (oo po Diyos ko!)
4. Ang iyong Ama sa langit ay nagagalak saiyong pagbabalik. Pasalamat ka sa Kanya.
5. Sa huling pagkakataon, tinatanong kita kung gagawin mo pinapagawa ko sayo, kasi hindi ito simple lang. Dito magsisimula ang mas napakadami pang misyon. Ang bawat pakikinig mo may kaakibat na responsibilidad. Your — will just help you achieve all these. Your — will help you in all you need. Just follow me.
6. Madami ang aking tinatawag pero kokonte lang ang totoong tumutugon. Kaya, ngayon palang sumagot ka na at ako ang bahala sayo.

-Sagot ko-

Ako si Clarie Mae Estella buong puso ko po tinatanggap. Kung ito ay simula pa lang. Alam kong mas madami pang susunod. Take over my life Lord. For I am nothing without You. My life is nothing if you are not my God. Amen

Okay then! It is settled. August 3, 830am, you try to contact her. Ask her how is she doing. Be courteous, be polite. Be humble. If someone rejects you it doesn’t mean forever. It is not the end of the world. I can change everything. And use for my glory.

Filled with the Holy Spirit… I hug you tight…. Feel me,,,

Be loving, be courageous, my child, my daughter my bride….

Love,

Jesus

• August 3, 2022; 6:42AM; Wednesday

Jaja Notes:

Dear Lord:

Good morning. Thank you for this day. Thank you for your love and care. I glorify and praise Your name. I’m so sorry for all my sins. From the blind spots, to what I know from the little ones to the bigger ones. May you always grant me the desires of my heart. Heal me oh Lord, and make me a blessing to everyone always

Love,

Jaja

Jesus:

Behold my sons and my daughters…

I, your God is pleased of you. Amen, Amen I say to you. Take up your cross and follow me. When I say follow me. Never look back on your past. Look on me eagerly and you will see the love I have for you. Following me is never easy, you think so? Open your heart, your body, soul, your whole being to me. For I am meek, gentle and kind. Do not entertain negativity. Just focus on me. What I am going to tell you and what you are going to do. My word is a rock to your soul. Be brave, have faith in me, your God. When I tell you something, believe on it. It will happen. Even a little faith is still a faith. Come, and follow me. Your God and only God. Your mission is never easy. But my love for you is everlasting. Be with me as the days come. I will repay you soon.

My daughter, look unto the very eyes of your existence. Be gentle, be kind, be courageous… You are who you are because of me and nothing else.  Be with me all the time. Do not be afraid I am in you and you are in me. I love you, Now, is the time for you to show to me my faithful servant–that you are worthy to be called my daughter. Do me a favor…

The favor that I will ask you is just simple. Follow my words, my command, never in doubt. Anything that comes from me is from me. Never ever doubt. I am faithful. I answer promises even the old ones

Write this:

 I own you, you are mine, do as I command:

• “My Love is Everlasting”

August 3, 2022; 6:59am

Justice will prevail
Love will win
God will win
Be with me all the days of your life

-for the days will come;

Prosperity is within your reach
Abundance will be at your hand
Seek then the righteousness
Seek then how to love

Love is the essence of all this
My love is everlasting, it endures forever
Flow with the river
Climb up the trees

Reach for the star
Come before me
Follow me
For I am gentle, meek and kind

Love and be glad that I am your God, Jaja. I love you. DO as what I told you. I am in you. Always and forever.

Love,

Jesus

August 4, 2022; 11:14PM;

Jaja’s Notes

Dear Lord:

Thank you for this day. Thank you I survived the first step. But shame to me, I am full of negativity. I am nothing. I fail You, I’m so sorry. Please forgive me. I just want to let her go. I pity myself in this situation. I’m so sorry Lord.

Love,

Jaja

11:31PM

Dear Jaja:

Filled with my Holy Spirit, follow me, hear me, listen to me. You keep on seeking me, I let you find me. When you find me, you are in doubt? What happened? I told you to be courageous, do not mind negative forces around. Just follow me. Focus on me and me alone. There is nothing wrong with your way. Do not be dismayed for what had transpired. I am in you and you are in me. If you are hurt, remember that it is not always about you. There is nothing about it okay? Do not entertain the thought that you’re of different thought. I am the one doing all these things on you.

I am your God, the living God. Calm down. Clear your mind and believe that it is me…

Feel me…. Feel me…

How do I become more mature?

When will I be able to be like you Lord?

I feel so down and useless

I feel unworthy 🙁

Answer? Why do you look at your weaknesses? Why do you keep on thinking you are not of? You are good. I created you good. I have given you with so much talent. I have provided you with everything that you need. I never abandon you. Enough with self-pity. Enough with negative thoughts. I, your Lord, the Lord of the universe is not happy, I am bleeding with you. I understand how you feel. Can you do this? Perhaps, you will answer no… You want to let go because you said it pained you… (Yes Lord, it pained me), knowing it will never be the same. — will never be the same to me. I don’t want that she will think that I am forcing something. I don’t want to force her to love/like me. I know You can give her the person she needs. I know you are powerful. You can do everything for her. She is okay as she said. She is alright. Okay na po ako doon Panginoon. Okay ako mag greet sa bday niya, Ang tanong ko po.. Ano ang pagkakaiba, kung ako and siya ay magreconcile?Baket ako po? Ako po ang hindi  niya kinakausap. Nagkakasakitan na po kami. Nag end na ang lahat. Kung ang treatment na ito ay pilit, para saan ang aking ginagawa? Kung iisipin ko ang sinasabi Niyo na siya ay mahina, nagbibleed, kailangan ako… Mukha po siyang Okay. Wala akong nakukuhang kwento sa kanya. Kailangan po ba ang tanungin ko? Ganun din po kung ayaw magdisclose ng information. Wala akong magagawa diba po?

Help me Lord to understand my mission. Help me as I am struggling. I f I could ask for help to anyone, is there someone I could turn to? Meron po ba ibang tao liban sa kanya na pede makatulong sa akin? Comfort me oh Lord and be my guide.. I am willing to hear your voice once again. Please Lord… answer me and comfort me and make a way for me, I am new, I suffer a lot from this.

~Hear me my child!

Hear me and listen, absorb every thought

1. I never said you self-pity. I said be courageous. Meaning prepared to be in pain. You should be brave. It is not easy. It will never be.
2. Never think of the negativity around you.. Specially on your mind. Be pure. Be clear. Think only about me.
3. Your mission is not about you. It is about others.
4. Be at peace , I will direct you
5. Do not think of anything. Think about me, your mission and how to achieve them.
6. Train yourself to think like me not of all people.
7. Be patient
8. Be who you are
9. Be courageous
10. Be with me

Never entertain negativity. Believe in me. Your success, depends on how you listen to me. Go deep down your heart, your very soul, the essence why you are here. I will not put you on this if you cannot do it. You can! And you will be.. Be on guard. When I told you, that she will not reply, leave her alone, she will contact you, believe me. She will. Wait for it. For now, you focus on Gervace and Greten. Be aware of your health and Greten’s should be given attention.Papayat, Kain konte. Be prayerful. Talk to me always, even when you feel you are not feeling well, Never ever be separated from me. Okay Jaja? Lastly, your mission is not for one day. It is just the first step. Don’t lose hope okay?I will tell you when will be the second step. Okay? Be ready. For now, leave her alone.. Wait for the time will she will be in touch with you and everything will be alright. Go with the flow. Trust the process… Everything that you should do, should be for the love of me.

Love,

Jesus

Smile and love Jaja, remember?

August 6, 2022; 7:48AM

Jaja’s Notes:

Dear Lord:

Thank you for this wonderful day. Thank you for your love , guidance and protection. May you always be with me and my family in whatever situation I may have.

7:52AM

-Renew your faith in me. I, your God is keen of your sins. But, I forgive you, I absolve you and you are clean and pure now. Be with me, wherever you are. Clean your lips, clean your ways,clean your heart, body and soul. The person who has an unclean lips does not fit to the Kingdom of God, for what is coming out from your mouth is unclean.Be pure then, and follow me. Being clean is free from dirt and stain, Be plain. Be simple, be who you are. How I knit you how I mold you is what to be done on your life. Whatever happens, it is me who is doing all of these things on you.

Let’s continue later….

Continuation ; 10:48 – 11:24PMPM August 6, 2022

Dear Jaja:

I want you to know that you are loved . Regarding your question what is it again? Think about it again. Write all your questions the next time you write. I will answer them one by one. Lord, why I am insecure? Why I self-pity and what will I do to convert them into positive one?

My child, my child… I want you to know that I am in you. Who can be against you? Look verily on your depth soul how lovely you are. You have everything that you need. I have provided you everything.

1. Insecure – It is because you don’t see yourself sufficient. You allow negativity to hover your soul. Look carefully how beautiful you are inside out. To be secure is to know that you have qualities of your own. Always remember that to be secure is to know and live that God created you with a purpose. That you’ve been knitted carefully, meticulously, detailed, with special care from God. Your life is not just an accident. It is planned. So don’t look at what others have. They have their own purposes. For example: being sweet and thoughtful. You have that positive qualities, others may not have. Discern closely as to whether your thinking or feeling is valid. Are you really not secure because someone you see is happy together or compatible with each other. You don’t really know behind everything. It can be lip service. It can be pretensions. Be keen. Be sensitive. Be clear of your perceptions. Not everything that you see are seem to be. People are deceiving. So the basic is focus of yourself. What are the positive values that you have? Discover yourself. Believe in yourself. Know and love yourself. So that no insecurities on your part. Now you understand your — — on saying she is not jealous or insecure. Because she knows herself

 (Why can’t she love me?) Your — loves you more that you know. Understand her fully. Okay? She is deep. She has gone a lot. But, remember, your presence is her weakness. She cannot think fully if you are in her side. But, believe me,she really cares for you. She has just been too overprotective on you. Because she knows -how vulnerable you are. But she needs to teach you a lesson, and you will be very grateful about it.

• Self-Pity – do not entertain negative forces outside. Self-pity comes in when you think that you are not capable of doing things on your own. If you are. Do not be dependent to one person and if that person turns you down, do not think negative about yourself. Let’s go back to the time when you were a baby, you know nothing right? But God formed you.. Your brain, your heart, your organs. It should be of God.. You should always remember that everything that you have is from God. The way you speak should come from God. The way you think is from God.Follow God. Think like God. Act like God. Focus yourself to God. No pity for yourself. Because if you think and act like God, you gonna have a happy self. And you could be a blessing to everybody. Your gifts will be used for His glory.

•  Low Self- Esteem  – Boost it with God. Go back to me. Those who are tired and I will give you rest. Meaning, Jaja, offer yourself to God. Give everything to Him. Restore your confidence. Know your good qualities. Know your weaknesses. When you know them, you will be able to determine on what course to rely.

My child, remember this:

I love you. I love you. I love you.

Do you love me?

-Yes Lord

Then follow me.

Remain to be faithful on me.

Remain to be pure

Remain to be silent

Remain to be calm

Be the woman of good governance

Be the woman of faith

Be the woman who have a good stand

Be the woman whom you can be

Let me be proud of you for making me happy everyday, every hour. Lastly,  be with me always as I am in you. My love for you is everlasting. It will endure forever. I will let you know when will be the second step. For now, focus on Greten and Gervace.

I will always be here for you, Amen I say to you,

I love you

-Jesus

August 9, 2022; 1:11AM

Dear Lord,

Thank you  for this day. I was happy for all of the positive comments for Gervace. May he survive Ste. Anne with renewed heart and mind. May you help him in all the things that he needs, so that if you will call me, my successor will be prepared. Hear me oh Lord. Thank you. Please help me forgive all people who have hurt me. Everything, everyone, everybody. Help me to be like you. I pray for all. For my family, friends and the whole word. Give us peace and harmony. Amen.

11:16AM

Make yourself clean. Away from impurity. Away from sins. Be holy like me. How po? Be aware of my teachings. Your body is the temple of God. I reside on you and you on me. Be pure then. Away from dirt. Amen, I say to you.. Be clean be good be honest. I love you… I love you too Lord! Then, follow me, then follow me be with me, hear my voice, hear my voice. Hear me whenever you are.. In whatever you do. Follow me and be with me.

Clarie, what is your question? Bakit iba ka mag isip? Kase you are for me. I form you for my own happiness and glory. Iba ka mag-isip simply because you are unique. I formed you afar from others. You are for me, I am for you. Some may not understand you. Some may ridicule you, bully you. Because they don’t understand you. The mere fact that you’ve everything that you need. You didn’t see it. Be positive. Regarding your — Saying iba ka mag isip because you don’t get her message to you. Your — wants to be with you, she wants to talk to you, but you told her to talk to someone. Just imagine yourself on her shoes. If ikaw sinabihan, would you be happy? For now, enough about her, enough thinking about her.

Does this mean we don’t have something to do? Are we done with her?

No, not yet. I want you to focus on Gervace and yourself. You want to proclaim my Word? Then, I’ll give it you you, you will become one of the Lecomms. I promise you, but you promise me to forget you — for this moment. Enough. There is time for her. Not now. Be strong first. Her time will come. Just wait. She will be the one who will contact you in no time. And if that comes, be prepared. Second step will resume.

For now:

1. Love and guide Gervace
2.  Coordinate with Teachers and therapist
3. Be loving to Greten
4. Express your love
5. Be humble
6. Hear my voice everyday, I will talk to you. Just call me. Okay?
7. We are not finished with your –. She is still in the process of molding.
8.  Be vigilant, for the time is near
9. Hear the sound of silence then you will hear me
10. Lastly, Be with me. Always remember to smile. Be happy, generous and kind. I love you! my bride. Always remember to choose love.

Love,

Jesus

August 12, 2022; 17:49PM

When you said Lord, that I write all my conversations with you, I believe You are the One talking I am talking to. Holy Spirit please guide me all throughout my journey on writing God’s words. Amen.

17:51

Amen, Amen, I say to you I am your God. Do not be afraid anymore. My love for you is everlasting. Yes, I am your God. Bow down before me always. Be of my presence when you communicate with me. Be attentive and observant.

Lord, the voice that I am hearing is not the literal voice. But it is the dictation from within. Are there some kind of voice that I need to hear? What I writing is not the literal voice. Please explain to me.

I told you to be secretive. I told you to cover up the true identity of my existence. I told you to be like your Ate, knows how to cover her true emotions. I want you to do the same. If you are in a mission, you should be discreet. Okay. It is not about the voice that you can hear physically. It is about the inner voice that you can heed. It is me. The One talking to you. Be protective with your mission. I want you to keep it a secret.

1. Never ever trust anyone except me
2. Bow down before me
3. Love me
4. Love others
5. Be with me, and my words will remain in you
6. Believe that I am the one who wants you to write
7. And lastly, let the Holy Spirit be your guide

Amen, I say to you, bear in mind all that I’ve said. Be always with me. Be on guard. Protect your mission. Protect your  loved one. Just keep your silence. Be silent. Be pure. But, I told you, reveal when the time has come. There is always time for everything.

I’ll show you the step by step process what you are going to do:

1. Be devoted in proclaiming my words (thru LECCOM)
2. Be meticulous and kind towards Gervace’s studies
3. Love you husband
4. Love others, never ever get tired of helping, giving and be sympathetic
5. Always pray and ask for guidance forgive others and be a blessing to others
6. Your other problems will be solved by me. Just trust Me.
7. Pray for your — –. BE gentle to her. When she contacts you, never be afraid, I’ll to you my Holy Spirit so you will be guided
8. Yes, Amen, I say to you wait and see that the time has come

Now, Clarie, are you okay?

Yes Lord

Well then, be prepared

Be cautious

Be vigilant

Be observant

Be confident

Be with me, I’ll be with you

I love you and I’ll always will.

Remember to be secretive. Protect your mission. Protect your life and others. The time will come, great pain, great testings. But all of that will pass. But my words will not. I, the Lord your God, command you. Be on guard.

Love,

Jesus

August 15, 2022

Dear Lord,

Sorry for having offended you. May you forgive me. Be wth me always Lord. Be with my family. Please help me manage our finances. Help me to have in control of the expenses. Make me a wise person in handling everything that you give and blessed me. Amen.

Love,

Jaja

21:37 – 22:10

When you pray, you fast. Before you come to me, you fast. Choose me first everyday. Every hour, always me, From your thinking, from your heart, from your emotions. What I mean is: always choose me, for I am a jealous God. Bear with me, cling with me and be with me. Okay? I love you! -I love you too God! Hope I deserve to say this. 🙁

Do not be sad, do not be dismayed, my love for you is everlasting. No one will hurt you again. I will protect you from harm. From every evil. Remember always that I am your God. No one can harm you. No one okay!? Like my Mother Mary, you sing a song for me. I will be happy if you do. Your love for me may you feel you don’t deserve. But I accept you. You are my own. What is important is you follow me. My commands are important so bear more fruits. Don’t be sad, be happy always. Rejoice for I am in you and you are in Me.

I have another mission for you to do… you wait for it. Will you help m about it? (Yes Lord, you can count on me.What is it Lord?)

Filled with my Holy Spirit, write this:

“Tree of Life” (1^st Vision)

August 15, 2022; 22:10

Come oh Holy Spirit, Come Almighty
Be brave for the One is at hand
Then joy I have for you
The love I have for you
Is everlasting and enduring

Remember my love for you is unique
I form you to be mine
Come follow me and be my bride
Walk down before me

Walk in a white dress and mantle
Follow on a rocky path
Fly high to the heaven
With pink blossoming flower
Dance with joy

— Lord, I can see super white plain light then lightning in a white cloud
–but pink background after I saw the white one
-I am afraid Lord, Please comfort help me–

I am the Tree of Life
My branches are blossoming above the clouds
-I, your God, walk through me-

–But I’ve seen a background of dark pink sky–

Filled with my glory, I say to you
Every mountain, green leaves will sprout
My kingdom is at hand
Amen, I say to you
“I am the tree of life”

Be kind to yourself for I will show you more. Your mission will be revealed tomorrow. Wake up early. Choose me always. I love you. Take a rest and I’ll show you vividly tomorrow.

Love lots,

Jesus

August 16, 2022; 6:38AM – 7:04AM

Dear Lord:

Thank you for this day. I wake up early and is able to do your will. Thank you for my life and for the people that I am with everyday. Heal me and heal everyone of us. Guide us always. Be with us always. Amen

Love,

Jaja

I, the Lord, hear me

Go and proclaim my glory

Amen, I say to you as the days go by

Hear me, follow me, let me guide you

Allow me to enter unto your very soul, heart and body

Filled with my Holy Spirit

I command you to bear fruits

Come follow me and be my servant

The kingdom of heaven is welcoming you

Vision – to see things you did not see ever by your naked eye

I will show to you my goodness. Come my lowly servant. Be prepared for the Kingdom of heaven is at hand

Prophecy– Testify for me, your God. I am pleased of you that’s why I reveal this to you. Be at peace and know that I am God. There is nothing is above me. Follow me.

Mission – it is what you are going to do! Spread Good News to all people. Let them feel that they are loved Let the whole world know that I am God. First, know me, be intimate with me. Be my bride… I love you!

Every single detail you are going to see is from me. So, be keen to understand. Be who you are with me….

• “I am The Tree of Life” (2^nd Vision)

August 16, 2022; 07:04am

Mountains of green pasture
Indigo clouds in a calming sea
a circle of opening
There comes dove flying out
People are working on the fields with trucks and gold straw of wheat or weeds
The mountains, the clouds and the Tree of Life;
A peaceful  and serene life would be if you follow me’
From a velvet sky to a clear blue sky
, full of trees, yellow leaves, valleys, a city is built

–Angels are dropping from an opening up in the sky–

And God said: I am pleased to show to you that gold is not the important thing on earth! It is the nature that keeps you calm

The seas, the deserts, the Iceland, the rainforest
The rivers, the trees around
The clean flowing waters, the green pastures, that people cannot create
Look around you, and you will see how beautiful the world is

I, your God, am a jealous God!
Clear sky in the morning where the clouds are white
The sky is blue, the sun is shining brightly

During the night, the city is gloomy
The red/ black background can be seen
How dark your life can be
If you did not see my nature?

See? Don’t be blinded of my creation
Do not be deceived by people’s inventions
My creation is everlasting, including you
What do you gain if you have that gloomy city?

Your life has no color
Be with me and I will give you a vibrant, clear and colorful life
Be with me, be with me. Amen
I say to you, I am the Tree of Life

Love lots,

Jesus

August 17, 2022; 22:58pm

Dear Lord: ( Done rosary with Gervace… So happy, he slept early. Thank you Lord!)

Thank you for this day. Thank you for the gift of life. I bring back the glory to you oh Lord! I’m so sorry for all my sins.  Sorry for to be a good follower of my shortcomings. Sorry if I doubt. Sorry if I think negative always. Please forgive me. Give me more chance to be a good follower of you. Lead me to good people who will help me fulfill my mission. How I will do it and what I am going to do. Whatever your payment for me, I will accept t. I mean like in the parable, Everybody is equal. Here is no special treatment. Everybody has his own purpose. Thank you Lord. Never abandon my family. Greten, Gervace and family and friends that I have. Amen,

Love,

 Jaja

23:13 PM to 23:36PM

Dear Jaja:

Hear me my child: Hear me, believe in me and  be with me. Peace be with you. Amen, I say to you, bea at peace with me.

Calm down

Get rest

Sleep

Be silent

Be with me

Hear me

Think about me

Love me

Heed me

Amen, I say to you do not worry okay?

It’s just a process. Don’t urge yourself to do the tings the harder way

Take it easy. Be a t ease. It is true that I am a jealous God. But is me also who planted a seed to let you love what you feel today, it will be forever. You want to forget everything about her? Are you sure? I just want to focus on you,

Jaja: Oh Lord. Why did you planted this kind of love for her?I don’t deserve to be treated like this Lord…You know what I mean. I just want to be at peace with You, what shall I do?

Lord: Verily, verily I say to you, I planted a seed in your heart for you to lov her because of your mission

Jaja: But she doesn’t care about me anymore, Lord what sall I do?

Lord: I said, wait for the time will come

Jaja: Am I kulit Lord?

Lord: Yes you are! Hmmmm, Be brave Ja! Be brave! Temporary neglection of thinking is detachment. Practice it. That’s what I want you to know… Feel on someone’s shoes. Thinking a lot is bad. Always meditate and reflect. Don’t be stressed. Kaya mo! Andito ako okay? Wag mo na asahan si — mo. Ako bahala sayo. I will reveal when will be the time of your reconciliation. Be patient okay? Everything will be alright.  Be prepared be discreet. Be who you are and be humble. Love even if it hurts. Love her even if she despised you. Love her even if she doesn’t show love to you. Because you are doing that to me. True love doesn’t need to be loved back. Love even the are not?

I told you this, go to a place where you can find peace. A nature. Make poems or songs for me. I would love that. Love my creation, my nature. Make poems, songs for me. Sing a hymn for me. I would love that. Love my creation, my nature. Go to places you’ve never been to. Go and meditate. Write, compose, Later you will publish them. Many will love your works. Because it is me who is doing all of for you.

I assure you, your — loves you, care for you. Will not despise you if you need her. I promise you, she will be there for you. She is not angry with you. She is just in the place of knowing herself more. Its her molding stage. Be aware: great heartache. Prepare your heart. Comfort her. Be on guard. Never leave her when the time comes Okay? Stop being jealous. Do your job. Do your mission. When that comes, I’ll be with you Okay. For now, make poems and songs. Appreciate nature. Love even if it hurts. Be patient. For the time is near. Okay? Til then. Don’t stop talking to me,. I will give you rest. Amen.

Love,

Jesus

Batch 1 ; Green Diary

Batch 2, Pink diary

August 21, 2022; 9:52-10:20am

Dear Jaja:

My beloved, never mind if it is noisy outside. What is important, you can still hear me. Yes, I am talking to you.

Jaja: My God, why are you so good to me? I don’t  deserve you!

God: You don’t deserve what? My goodness? Of course you do. Everybody is. Okay?

Jaja: Thank you Lord!

God: You are indeed so wavery.  Always remembers that you always deserve me. Okay? I love you. No one else will love you as I do. Okay? Smile and love Jaja! I am always saying to you.

Jaja: Is it right that I will sing those songs for her?

God: Okay! It is a good feeling and intention that you want to sing for her. And I can see how much you really like your —. The question is… Is that really what she wants from you? You know what I bleed for you. You want to know why I let everything happened? Because you always thought, that what you are doing is for her to be pleased or happy. Wake up Clarie! I love you! I am here. Could you do the same thing for me? I mean, I want you to do the things for her, you do to me. Could you do that? When you do things for her, you do it for me. So, I urgently say to you. Do that to me first. Give your all to me.. All… Then yourself, then others. You can do more if you love me first. I really appreciate your intention. But, me first. Okay? What do I mean, Me….

1. Talk to me
2. Think about me
3. Be with me
4. Love me

Jaja, I need you to be holy. For you to be able to do your mission. You will suffer a lot for me, You have to choose me always, above everyone else. It is never easy. Why? Because I am perfect. No one will be above me or below me, You should be of my level of perfection. So, when you die, you live for me forever. Your — she has her own life. Correct. Your — she wants some space. She needs clear mind. You are not her priority. So give her the space she wants. But, don’t leave her. Let she feel that you are still there… Hang on! Okay… I’ll let you do that! But first, make me one wonderful song or poem for me.. and you will see and realize what I mean you sing for her. You make me a song or a poem. Make a hymn with your —. Do it before her birthday comes. October 5 deadline. Then, publish and share to other people. I want you to sing it for me okay? October 5. Then I will tell you to sing for her or do s en a drawing of Gervace. I will be sharing with you. What true love is. Okay? Remember love can sometimes be painful.

Jaja: Okay my Lord and my God! Challenge accepted! YOu own me, I will follow you, your will be done. Amen

God: One more thing Clarie! “Think, what other people may think of you before me and before them. Always remember, it I who matters.

When you do the things I commanded you, do it out of love for me. Yes, I am a jealous God. But, I love all of you. So, Ill be fair. Do what you have to do and let me know the outcome. Amen. I will talk to you everyday. Anytime, anywhere.. So be ready. Okay? I love you my daughter!

Love,

Jesus

Batch 2 of Diaries

August 21, 2022; 9:52 – 10:20AM

Dear Jaja:

My beloved, never mind if it is noisy outside. What is important, you can still hear me. Yes, I am talking to you.

Jaja: My God, why are you so good to me? I don’t deserve you.

God : You don’t deserve what? My goodness? Everybody is.

Jaja: Thank you

God: You are indeed so wavery. Always remember that you always deserve me. Okay? I love you.

 No one else will love you as I do. Okay? Smile and love Jaja! I am always saying to you.

Jaja: Is it right that I I will sing those songs for her?

God: Okay! It is a good feeling and intention that you want to sing for her. And I can see how much you really like your —. The question is.. Is that really what she wants from you? You know what I bleed for you. You want to know why I let everything happened? Because you always thought, that what you are doing is for her to be pleased or happy. Wake up Clarie! I love you! I am here. Could you do the same thing for me? I mean, I want you to do the things for her, you also do to me. Could you do that? When you do things for her, you also do it for me. So, I urge you, Do that to me first. Give your all to me… All… then yourself, then others. You can do more if you love me first. I really appreciate your intention. But, me, first, Okay? WHat do I mean ME…

1. Talk to me
2. Think about me
3. Be with me
4. Love me

Jaja, I need you to be holy. For you to be able to do your mission, you will suffer a lot for me. You have to choose me always, above everyone else. It is never easy. Why? Because I am perfect. No one will be above me. Or below me. You should be of my level of perfection. So, when you die, you live for me. Your — yes she has her own life correct. Your — wants some space. She needs clear mind. You are not her priority, so give her the space she wants. But don’t leave her. Let she feel that you are still there… Hang on! Okay… I will let you do that! But first, make me one wonderful song or a poem for me… and you will see and realize what I mean you sing for her. You make a song or a poem. Make  hymn with your — —–. Do it before her birthday comes October 5 deadline. Then, publish. And share to to other people. I want you to sing it for me. Okay? October 5. Then, I will tell you to sing for her or do send drawings of Gervace. I will be sharing with you. What true love is. Okay? Remember love can sometimes be painful.

Jaja: Okay my Lord and my God! Challenge accepted! You own me I will follow yo. Your will be done. Amen.

God: one more thing Clarie! Think, what other people may think of you before me and before them. Always remember, it is I that matters. When you do the things I commanded you, do it out of love for me. Yes, I am a jealous God. But I love all of you. SO, Ill be fair. Do what you have to do and let me know the outcome. Amen. I will talk to you everyday. Anytime, anywhere… So,  be ready. Okay? I love you my daughter!

Love,

Jesus

August 23, 2022; 16:28

Filled me with your Holy Spirit oh Lord.

-Bow down before me

16:34 – 17:16

Clarie… peace be with you. Be with me and listen fully to what I shall say.

Jaja: Lord, why I don’t feel the same? Before, I tremble in fear, when you talk to me, now, I am numb.

God: Why do you think so?

Jaja: Maybe because I am not in focused?

God: Before, when I come before you when you are still new to our conversations, you are always crying and your heart is pounding of joy. Fear hovering over your soul.

Clarie: Yes Lord.

God: Now, are you used to it?

Jaja:  Sometimes I can’t feel you, it is so plain. What can I do?

God: Just pray. Stay with me.

What do you want to talk about?

Clarie: I just want to be with you first Lord. Please hug me first or let me feel you.

God: Would you like to talk about attachments?

Clarie: How could I forget someone Lord? How to stop thinking abut her? How to not fully care? How to not love? How could I be unattached? How could I move on? How  miserable my life. This is too much.

God: Clarie, I can feel your pain. I can feel you. I know you. I know your heart. Do not be blinded. Do not be miserable. Focus on me, It is futile to keep on crying. Strive to be  better person. Strive to be like me and enter the kingdom of God. I assure you one thing, your pain, will never be felt. Follow me. I will give you rest. Question: You want your mission to be fulfilled?

Clarie: Yes Lord.

God: Then, focus on me, not on the hurt and pain. Healing comes from accepting that things in the past cannot be undone. You cannot change it. But you can still strive to be better than before. I don’t want you to forget everything about her. I want you to make it an inspiration for you to strive to be a better person. All negativity you avoid. Look at the bright side. I allow everything to happen. I allow  it for you to learn. When you accept the mission, I allow you to think about it and you agree. Be patient. Stop thinking negatively.

First, being with me will heal you.

Second,: being with me will let you love people even better

Third,  I will give you peace. Peace be with you.

1. Unclutter your mind:

– make schedules, rules, stick to it

-make boundaries

-say no when you needed the most

-have self quality time

• Focus:

– Focus on the things that are necessary

– Focus on me

– Follow my instructions day by day        

• Love   

– Love me, love yourself, love others

Prioritize me (1) all that you do

Yourself  (2) take care of your mind, mouth body and soul

Others (3) Continue to do good, help others in need, care for them, show your concern

I, your God, will never leave you. I’ll teach you how to be independent with other people but dependent on me. I, your God will always talk to you wherever you are. I, our God will be with you will comfort you will love you, give you peace and rest. Allow me each day to let you feel how loved you are.

Clarie: Lord, I am no deserving of all your love, but still you give it to me. I thank you for the privilege that I can speak to you even in the very depth of my heart.

So, if you don’t want me to forget about — what will I do? Do I have to chat her, continue to befriend or sing for her birthday, give her gifts? What should I do? Because I can feel she forgot about me. I am nothing and it pained me.

God: Just give her space. Continue making the poem for me, even without tune. If no tune, you can make a lot and publish on your blog. You can put tune if there is someone who can do it. But if, — can do it before October 5, do it. Then, I’ll allow you to send the videos of your song to her.

Clarie: What if she will not greet me on my bday? Will I still do it?

God: Yes, because I said, continue to love. Continue singing , making poems. Continue because it is I who give that to you. So share them.

Clarie: Will she still greet or remember me Lord?

God: What is your basis of love? If she will forget about you, that is your perception. But! Your God knows well both of you are struggling. If she will forget about you, then accept it. But, remember your mission. Make it happen.

Clarie:

1. Follow me
2. Questions are allowed, but not too much, overthinking will kill you
3. Believe.. she loves you, wait for your time okay?

Now, poems… make poems for me: happy, sad, love… whatever comes within your heart, guided by me. The poems are my revelations. You need not to go out and write. I will fill you with lover, understanding and Holy Spirit. You can do it. You will do it. I will give you courage to do it.

PS: do not be sad if someone forgets about you. Remember I am always with you. Okay?

Love,

God

August 25, 2022; 13:12-1:41PM

Dear Jaja:

 Peace be with you my daughter, my bride. I love you. Kiss you, hug you and I will let you feel that you are always and forever be loved. Always remember this. Hear me wherever you are. Hear me when it is necessary. Hear me everyday. Don’t be sad. Enough with your negative thoughts. Negative feelings. Just focus on me. I feel you always. I know you. You are so sensitive and vulnerable. Please be with me.

Lord,  please help me start doing the poem. Let me hear what the people ought to hear.

—okay Clarie, let’s begin:

1. “My People”

August 25; 13:07

Hear me oh hear me oh Israel!
Your time has come to shine

Look to your East or West

and do all the things at your best

Be glad for the day has come

Rejoice, Alleluia!

The God of Israel has finally come

Amen, I say to you, Alleluia!

Proclaim the glory of God

Be glad and rejoice

I am in you, never be afraid

My love for you is everlasting

Filled with joy, hear my voice

Hear me, hear me.

Prepare your ears, prepare your heart

Let your being be glad

My love, my creation

Be alert, be cautious

The Son of Man is at hand

Let your heart be on guard

The fish and the birds in the sky

So happy as they swim and fly

They know their creator is here,

and they are saved from fear

Fly high. Soar high my child

Do all the works I have given you

Never be afraid, I am here

I will be here and there

Rejoice and be glad Oh Israel

Jump for joy! Jump for joy!

I am the God that heals

I am the God that you can implore

Lo, the world is round

It has ups and downs

But I say to you never give up

The hour has come for you to rise up

Until then, you will feel

Really the Son of man is real

I am here and there

Never ever feel surreal

I love you my people

My heart is for you

Never ever be afraid

I am here for you forever

August 27, 2023; 4:08Am

Lord, I am  your servant. Please let me write what you want me to write.Amen

Jaja:

Peace be with you! I, your God, is pleased of your realizations. I am happy! I wake you up to warn you. Take care of your health. Exercise, lose weight. Manage your finances

. Manage your life. A well-balanced one. Your dream of losing and falling of your hair in clumps , while you brushed them, entails of a new beginning with me. So, you prepare yourself for a lot of trials. Clear your mind. Be alert always. Guard your thoughts and your feelings. Control yourself. Be patient. . Be loving, be peaceful. I love you, Okay?

Jaja:  Yes Lord, Amen.

Therefore, I urge you to hear me. Listen to me my servant. Be faithful to me and to me alone. Do not doubt. Follow me, Know me more. You still have a lot of things to do. I’ll list them down. Don’t panc. Do not be anxious. For I’ll be with you through all these. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord.

As you write, learn to be discreet. It is between you and me. So listen.

1.  First Mission – make a lot
2.  Gervace – love him, no shouting. Gentle words,   have patience. Be patient. Gentleness comes from within. Do no be anxious always. Instill on him good attitude and behaviors . Eat healthy food. Train your child to be productive too.
3. Greten – be healthy. HIs prayers are to be answered. Help him. Love him. Only him in people. Because you are one. But still, remeber, you are my bride. Never be seperated from me. But I command you to give yourself to him as I love you. No buts and ifs. Ad serve with Him. Be gentle with your words. Be clean. Be pure. Clear your mind. Utter good things, words for others.
4. Ate Gi – Give her space. Love her. Still, be detached! On your mind, but still hang on. Care for her. I will allow you to send the video. Say thank you, but remember, there are consequences. – Like she will not reply. Up to you okay? Remember she is still hurting. Let her heal her wounds. From you, From  –  – – – – – She is is struggling too. You still have a mission on her. So, standby, when I say love her, don’t change. I know your heart. I can’t  reveal to you because it is so delicate and special. You wait for me to reveal okay?
5. Your Father and Tita Angie – Let them your confidant. Follow them. Hear them. I love them too. You want to know why they are on your dreams, because they are the ones who really care about you. They love you and they are proud of you. Believe me Jaja.
6. Pray for your mom. She is sick. I urge you to always pray for her.

Let us make your second poem. Okay? Okay Lord, Amen

• “Be Vigilant”

August 27, 2022; 4am

I say to you my people
Be vigilant, be keen
My heart is aching
Because of your hypocrisy

Therefore, bow down before me
Bow down and hear me
I am calling you for renewal
I am calling you for love

My heart is aching my people
My heart is pounding for joy
Opposite feelings because of hypocrisy
Bow down before me

Bow down before meIt pained me saw you

It pained me saw you

My people I am disappointed

Be ready for I can’t resist

I will shed tears,I will shed tears

For you don’t know how to heed

Where are you my people?

Do I have to look for you?

Where are you my people?

Why do I have to let you go?

Your hearts are like stone

Your hearts are like stone

Your minds are like concrete

Your minds are like concrete

Hard, so hard, I pity you

Hard, so hard, it pained me though

Be gentle, be gentle

My people, be gentle

Now is the time for you to know

I, your God is not happy

Hard heart, hard mind

Where do you go?

Why you wander from here and there?

Why you stray through the darkness

Where do you go?

My people, my people

My heart is bleeding

Hear me, hear me

And be with me

Enough with hypocrisy!

Love me, hear me!

Be with me and just be with me

Your God one and only

Amen, I say to you!

My love for you endures forever

My heart is for you

Don’t go too far from me

Be on guard, for the Son of Man is at hand

Be vigilant for I am going to see you

I will judge you

And I will be hard or so.

No worries okay? I’ll be with you. Detach with —- But still, love her, care for her. Wait for your time to come… I allow you to communicate with her but with consequences. Your mom, I love her, so love her too! She’ll be okay wherever she is. Pray for her too. Your father, pray for him too, but trust him. Tita Angie- trust her. Be a confidant to each other. Gervace and Greten – love them as you love me. Take care of your finances. Fast, be clean. Meditate and clear your mind…

I love you,

Jesus

August 28, 2023; 13:01

Write this:

Peace be with you, Jaja! My daughter. I love you. Bear with me. Be with me. Struggle with me. Walk with me, Everything is grace. Do not be  afraid. Be vigilant. Be loving. Be patient. I urge you to be more courageous. I love you. Don’t be anxious. Don’t be discouraged. I am here with you. Amen, I say to you. Be with me.

The world is round. It has ups and downs. It’s turning, revolving and is spinning. So, your life is. Okay? Everything that is happening to you has reasons. Be kind to yourself Jaja. I love you! I believe in you. I have given you plenty of talents. So use them for my glory. In so many things that you are doing, I am in you. Okay?

Jaja: Lord, when will I publish the poems?

Him: Oct 5 anytime

Jaja: Okay Lord! Amen

Him: Any question?

Jaja: How many poems I will make?

Him: As many as you can. Type every poems I’ll dictate to you. Type in your blog and publish by Oct5. Share in your social media accounts

Jaja: I got it Lord

Him: Would you still sing for your —?

No, I will detach now. I will choose you above all,

Him: Alright! Very well my child. I love you

Jaja: I don’t deserve all of theses. But, I love you Lord, my God.

Him: True love is when you let go. But still love that person. Care for him/her. True love is really painful at first. But it suffice. God alone, suffices, I, your God suffices.

•  “God Alone Suffices”

 August 28, 2022; 12:56 PM

In God, nothing is impossible

With God, everything is grace

So don’t ever dwindle

Remember God and always chase

God alone suffices

God alone loves

God alone forgives

Lastly, God alone lives

No one in this world

Will know the real meaning of love

Until you rest yourself

To the one and only God

God alone is everything

God is life

God is shelter

God is water

In Him, nothing is impossible

He is the protector of life

He is the provider of home

He is the fluid of the thirsty

So, when you fall down into the pit

Dark, deep and indeed you cannot breath

Hold on! Call unto God

He will never abandon you beneath

In every problem

God is always there

To help us solve them

Hence, God alone only suffices

August 29, 2023; 21:27 – 21:51

Dear Jaja:

Filled with my Holy Spirit, peace be with you. Love be with you. Amen, I say to you my child, I love you and I own you. Go straight your path of justice. Hear me my child, listen to me if you have ears. Straight your path. Walk with me and focus on me alone. Go with me. Journey with me. Always be with me wherever you are. Amen, Amen. I am always watching over you. I love you. Do not be afraid. Do not falter. Instead, be with me stay with me. Love me and never ever seperated from me.

Filled with my Holy Spirit, please tell my people:

• “Proclaiming”

August 29; 21:27

Go and  proclaim the glory of God

The God of the universe

The God of the sea and sky

The God of all creations

I am the God of every nation

I am a jealous God

I prefer my people

To be always be with me

In all you do, acknowledge me

Depend on me, dwell on me

I am meek and mild

Therefore, never be displeased

The hour is moving and ticking

Tiktak, Tiktak! The hour is rolling

Go therefore and be my prophet

Go and spread the Good News to every people

I, the Lord, your God

I am the living God

I live in you, I am in you

Never ever be in doubt

Go and tell my people

My mercy is never ending

Show them compassion

Show to them! show to them!

Lastly, when you proclaim

Never quaver

Never be in doubt

So that the Word of God will be heard

Go now, proclaim!

Be courageous, Be strong!

I own you! Do not be afraid

I am in you and you are in me

I am in you wherever you are

I see your heart, I see your being

Show me your talents, do my will

And I will do the rest, Amen

Now, you know what true love is. You know why am I asking you. Is that really what she needs? Allow me first to love you Clarie. Allow me, to let you feel what love really is. I it hard to follow me? Listen if you have ears. Love me everyday. Just listen. Follow, be obedient. Everything will take on its place. Be aware: Love is painful,  yes but is God, so who can be against Him. Who can be against you? Put me first. Put me first. In whatever you do. Be fruitful.

1. Patience
2. Love
3. Mercy
4. Humility
5. Compassion
6. Generosity
7. Attitude – Obedience
8. Acceptance

Go therefore… GO and proclaim God’s love in whatever you do. Clean your heart. Clean your soul. Do my will. Be with me. Sing for me. Dance for me. Study for me. Draw for me. Everything is for me. Do good be good. Be the best and you will be holy. My child.

Love , Jesus

21:51

August 30, 2023; 23:06 -23:50

Dear Clarie, my bride:

How many times I told you I will always with you. Anytime you just call my name and I’ll answer you. Therefore, be at peace okay? Waiting time. Despite negativity. Still learn how to love! Learn how to be humble. Your missions are on me. I am all-knowing. Alam ko kung kelan  ko ibibigay and ipapagawa. Wag mo ako pangunahan. Okay po? Lagi mag -antay. Wag magmadali. Okay po? (oo po) Aking AMa.

When you coame before me and asking for forgiveness. I forgive you. But please  be on guard with your heart. Control your feeling. Be calm. Be still and know that I am here.

You felt tired everyday. Be enthusiastic. Exercise, sing, meditate. Love. Clarie Clarie, I say to you, I am in you. Seek me. Knock on me. I will give you rest. Okay?

Everyday is a new day. You become a better person than yesterday. Think only about me. All about me. Me first, please (Yes Lord!)

First and foremost, I want you to know that I I love you. I care for you. You are not just special. You are my chosen one. THa’s why you are not rotten. I chose you because you are the best. You are fully equipped. I knit you,. I planned you. There is nothing wrong with you. Okay? Believe! Believe!

1. Control – first know yourself. When are you being triggered? Then distinguish is it good or bad? Always choose good. Always think clearly and calmly. Think less about yourself. Think and feel the feelings of the person you have encountered. Relate to them. Put yourself on their shoes. What would you feel if you are on their situation?
2.  Calm – calmness comes from within. Assurance that you will be okay. THat no one will harm you. No one will do bad things for you. You have your protector. So never be afraid or get angry. Protect yourself from such. Okay?
3. Love – is not about what you feel. It is about your commitment. It is action. It is a duty. It is nature. You cannot fake love. Emotions are fading. It is not steady. It changes. Love is not about how you feel about the person. IT is about your commitment that whatever may happen you will stay. Accept the fact that people changes. But still you love them.

I want you to understand that you are loved and accepted that who you are loved and accepted. That who you are, who you are in my eyes that matters. I know you! I know your heart. I own you. I mold you. I created you. No one else will be loving you the way that I love you.

Be happy, because I am deeply inlove with you…. (cried  a lot) I love you Jaja more than you should know. I will not allow anyone to destroy you. I build you, I own you, you are mine. And I know that you are mine. And I know that you love me and you will do my commands. Be goog always. I am in you. I am watching over you. Your life is not a mistake. Do not compare yourself to others. You are unique, peculiar, you are one and only. From now on, always remember this: I will always be with you, guide you and will never leave you, I, your God, I promise you ti  be faithful to you forever. Amen.

-God ; Aug 30, 2022 ;23:50

•  “Covenant”

August 30, 2022; 23:50

Be with me my child
Be with me my daughter
Be with me my son
Be with me wherever you are

My love is everlasting
My covenant is strong
My love is eternal
My covenant is indestructible

You and I are of pact

promise you heaven

I promise you everlasting

I promise you love

You and I will never be apart

Follow me, follow me

You and I should always be together

Do my will, do my will

I assure you one thing

Come to me, be with me

Never allow evil to triumph

I will be with you

And will always protect you

Live with my commands

Show me your love

Do my assigned tasks

And I will repay you so fast

My love, my people

Never ever be in dismay

Whatever you are going through

You and I have a pact

I own you, you are mine

Always remember and bear in mind

I will be faithful to you

Till the day our covenant is fulfilled

August 31, 2022; 11:06PM

Dear Jaja:

Good evening! Peace be with you. Feel my presence. Amen, I say to you. Be with me always. Be on my presence. Okay? ((Yes Lord) Bow down…

I  your Lord is happy. I am happy to let you feel I am alive. Like a lover. Kilig ka? (yes Lord). You alone suffice. No one else can make me feel like this oh Lord. )

Great! I love you my Clarie, you are mine. I own you. (thank you Lord! I am yours Amen)

Tonight, I want you to know that so far so good. You already have 5 poems you can take a rest. Continue doing after you have made ——– Clarie, be honest okay? Clear your conscience in everything.

Yes, I told you not to be jealous or insecure. Okay, if you are going to publish my poems… Then be free… Be free from hatred, jealousy, and negative feelings. So,  no restrictions it is for everybody. Who have ears outh to hear.

I want you to write in one stroke one kind of en. No one will erase when time  comes. The words that are written in this notebook will serve our conversation so you should be consistent. One stroke. One kind of pen. One color . Consistency as it’s best okay?

What color do you like?  – Black

What stroke do you like? – I want direct writng, not cursive. You can italicized if there are need to ephasize.

I want every word to be clear, directand consistent okay?

(Yes Lord, Copy)

(I  already changed to black. Is this what you like Lord?)

-Yes my daughter

(I love you LoLord!) – I love you my bride!

-K-I-L-I-G-

Okay! Okay!

Let’sget to work!

• 1. Mission – Making 10poems before October 5 publish by October 5, share to your social media accounts: instagram, twitter, fb
• 2. After you publish it, start sharing or publishing my revelations. I’ll tell you what are those from october 6.
• 3. I will allow you to send a video or more with drawings, flowers or a cupcake for your Ate. Do not be afraid, i am in you. Give it/them after gervace’s therapy session or you can Lalamove, if there is no session.
• 4. I will reveal t you the mission that you will have with your Ate by October 7.
• 5. I want you to be prepared.
• 6. The second mission will be tough. Okay? Prepare. Prepare. Muah!. I love you Clarie. I don’t want you to be scared. I am just comforting you and telling you that everything will be alright.

• 7. Write down schedules okay? Put in the calendar. October 5 Wed. 6- thursday 7-Friday
• 8. Be good in time management Clarie… I will help you, never be afraid. Okay? (Yes Lord)
• 9. Lastly, thee are the schedules for the month of  October. But, you should do them by September. About the tune, don’t be worried about it. I have made someone assigned on that. Okay? WIll reveal soon.
• 10. Jaja, love, be patient, be humble and kind even if you are struggling.

Love me with all your mind, body and soul. I will eventually reveal myself o you.. You will know me more, feel me more. Be with me and my bride. Always remember this.

We have a pact. I am your God, you are my bride. Never ever separate from me. Okay? (Yes Lord, Amen). Okay, sleep well. Be well.. I love you! (I love you too Lord). I am so pleased of you my chosen one. Be good, do good, think good.

Good night.

Love,

Your God

(Done 5 poems – in draft) Sept 2, 2022

Sept 2, 2022; 23:30

Dear Lord:

Good evening! Thank you for this day. Thank you for your love and protection. Now, I know the meaning of being discreet. And to whom I am going to trust. Thank you for your guidance and in what I am going to do.. Thank you for  all my realizations. Thank you. Thank you. I’ll have to focus first on myself. TO build my confidence. To be secured. Equipped. I want to fulfill my mission with you and I want to be happy with the results. Amen.

Love,

Jaja

23:41

Dear Jaja:

Peace be with you. Filled with my Holy Spirit, I want you to know that I always care for you and love you. Okay? Take a rest for now… I will talk to you if you are well. Okay? Just always remember  that I love you my bride.

Always,

Jesus

September 3, 2022

Dear Lord:

Thank you for this day. Thank you for everything. May you always be with me. I’m so sorry for having offended you. Please forgive me. I’m sorry. May you always be there for me even I am a sinner . I’m sorry if I disclose our conversation. Please let me me know to whom I can disclose and to whom I can trust. I am fully confused and sometimes excited to share you to others. Maybe you do the same for them. So, now I understand, that jealousy of God. Because everyone is unique. Therefore, you touched each and everyone of us differently. I am thankful for my life Lord. Please make me the channel of your peace and mercy. Amen.

Love,

Jaja

September 3, 2022; 12:30PM

Dear Jaja: Good noon! Good afternoon! Peace be with you my child, my daughter, my bride, I love you!

Jaja: You always make me kilig!

Him: Of course you should!

Jaja: I will not ask questions why I am your bride because hat’s what your calling me since I’ve seen the light.

Him:  You know what, I really like to let you know that you are my bride because I don’t want you to be separated from me. You are mine. I’m jealous of every person you value more than me. I want you to fulfill your mission with me. I am who I am. You are who you are because of me. Remember that okay? Love me with all your heart, soul being, all of you. Coz I am doing the same and more than you should know. I value you. i care for you. I will always be with you. Never will i abandon you.

Jaja:  I’m/ blessed oh Lordmy God. I am speechless. No one would do this for me, only you and you alone. I love youmy God my savior.

Him: I want you to be secretive. About our conversations. From now on, it’s only you and me. But, this will be revealed when the time comes. Learn to keep my secrets. No one will know, until I let you reveal everything. Build trust, build hope, build loyalty and acceptance. So that  when time comes all the people will believe that I am the God of all mankind. No one is exempted. Everyone is entitled of my love and affection. But for now, this is a secret. Be in love with me. I need you to be in love with me. Follow me. Rejoice with me, sorrow with me. Triumph with me. Remember this: when you are in love and stay in love with me, everything is grace. No pain. I’ll give you rest. I’ll give you peace of mind.

Jaja: I will Lod. And even if I fail, let me remain in you and only you. Amen

Him: Amen. I say to you Jaja, my bride. I love you. I keep promises. I’ll hug you tightly and kiss you… and will always comfort you. I will let you feel how much I love you. Remember love is not just a feeling it is a commitment. You are mine Clarie, you are mine.

Jaja:  Yes Lord, I am Yours. And I love you too. I may not be perfect. But, I will strive to be like you all the days of my life. Amen.

Him: Great job Jaja. I love you okay? I will always be with you. I assure you of that. Ako lang. Wala nang iba. Akin ka. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord, how aboutmy husband?

Him:    Yes, your husband give yourself to him. Okay? Wala akong magaaw kase di ka nagmadre. But do your duty. Okay?

Jaja:  Lord,I cannot u done what happened before. I imagined how sorrow you are when I did not follow you to become a nun. And to be your bride. Please give me another chance to fulfill my duty while I am married. Either way I serve you.

Him: Yes you are. That’s why you are my chosen one. You are not a mistake. It was already destined. But, it is okay! Be happy now, because it was revealed to you. Now, you are lovelier in my eyes. So, do your best, I’ll do the rest. Okay?  Depend on me, call on me, be with me, my bride, my love. I love you my dear Jaja.

Well, your Ate knew it. Don’t worry. Okay? I’ll let her know too. Please work with her for a special mission. I will be the one who’ll incharge with it. Surrender everything. Follow me and never doubt.

Jaja: Okay my Lord and my God. I will just believe and follow you. Amen

Him: Will continue later at night. Let us make the 6^th poem… OKay? I love you!

Jaja:  I love you too my God!

Love lots,

God

September 3, 2022; 22:11

Dear Lord:

Good evening! My ever living God. I adore you, glorify you, I praise you. Thank you for everything that you’ve given unto me. From my family, friends, shelter, food and everything. Thank you for my pain and sufferings because of them, I become more mature individual. Thank you for every breath. For my life. For the life of everybody.

Whatever may happens, I know you are just there and you will never leave me. Holy Spirit, please guide me as we continue to make the 6^th poem. Thank you so much. Amen.

Love,

Jaja

22:22 – 22:55

My Dear Jaja:

Thank you for abiding on me. Very well, I say to you, I am well pleased my child, my daughter, my bride. I love you. Now you are happy;?, I can feel it. I can sense that you are truly happy. COntrol your emotions. Manage your mind. I will let you know my inner beauty as the days come. Listen to me, my child. Listen and proclaim my glory. Everything is grace.

Now let us fulfill your mission. How do you feel? Isn’t it manageable? Isn’t it peaceful? Your life is meaningful now. Colorful and vibrant. Help more people. Be helpful. Be vigilant. Be good, be still, know that I am always here. Okay? Are you ready? (Yes I am Lord!) Okay let’s do it.

• My Bride, my Lover

September 3, 2022; 22:55

My Bride, my love

I call before you

Letting you know that I love you

I own you, you are mine

From the time, I knit you

I planned how do I form you?

Your hair, your body and your legs

I form you just like me

My bride, my love

Never depart from me

You are mine

And I am yours

My love for you is eternal

I am deeply inlove with you

I created you with so much love

I am the one who knew you

No one else in this world

Will love you in as much as I do

No one else in this world

Will love you in as much as I do

Your heart and your mind are mine

Everything is from me

Your lips land your ears are mine

Therefore, proclaim and heed my will

I am pleased of you

I have chosen you

I have entrusted you

You are my loving bride

My bride, my love

Come near me

Be with me, be with me

Never be separated from me

Feel my glory

Feel my love

Savor my triumph

And be my lover forever

I love you my bride

I love you, I love you!

You are mine, You are mine!

Be with me and be my lover

My God, My God

Your bride is jus as an ordinary

I am not worthy, but still You love me

I am forever grateful, for Your love is extraordinary

Yes my bride, I love you more than you should know

So follow me and never go away

Stay with me, remain with me

Make me your lover forever

I will be Your lover forever

I promise to be with you forever

I will fulfill my duty with You forever

And lastly, I will die and be reborn with You forever.

September 5, 2023; 11:46AM

Filled me with your Holy Spirit oh Lord!

I your God is loving and caring God. Be with me Clarie. Be dependent on me. Do not be weaken by your flesh, be strong with my Spirit. Amen, I say to you, you are in me and I am in you. Be peaceful. Be loving. Persevere, be determined. Never falter.

Clarie: What does the slain of Holy Spirit yesterday?

You said on a very light horizontal opening “Son of God, Son of God…

God:  It was me. Yes I want you to know that the Son of God is at hand.

Clarie: I felt so weak but I hear, see and feel you.

God: Amen, I say to you. I am going to reveal my inner beauty to you. Be prepared then. When you happen to experience it again. Just be calm and know that I calm and know that I am God.

Clarie: Yes, Lord, I will. Amen. Lord is it Sis Sam will make the hymn for the songs? (I mean poems)

God: I will reveal to you soon.

Clarie:  Okay po Lord.

God: For now, I just want to take a rest. Do not be stressed. Sleep a lot. Live a carefree life.

Clarie:  Yes Lord.

God: Are you ready on your new journey?  Please remain to be always with me no matter what will happen, okay?

Clarie: Yes my Lord and my God. Amen.

God:  When your body is weak. Let it become strong. Restore your strength. Clear your thoughts and stay focused on me.

Clarie: Thank you Lord, I will follow

God: I am the God of the universe. Do not be in doubt. Do not fear. Be vigilant. Be on guard. Be prepared okay?

Clarie: Yes Lord!

God: Okay then, filled with my Holy Spirit let us make it together my bride. Do not resent on me. I love you my lover. My intimate love.

• “Son of God”

September 5, 2022;12:01

Come down oh Jerusalem

Welcome me unto your heart

I acknowledge your wickedness

And I always forgive you

Go beyond the depth of your heart

Swim at the bottom of the sea

Say to this mountain, move!

Then the Spirit of God will do

My Spirit, my Spirit!

Filled with joy oh Jerusalem

Offer a song of deliverance

For the Son of Man is at hand

Yes, I am indeed in you

When I come to you

You should have known me

I am the Alpha and the Omega

Amen, I say  to you…

Be prepared! Be on guard!

Prepare my path! Prepare my path!

I am coming unto you my people

I am at hand, my people

Peace be with you!

I always greet!

Peace be with you!

All of you be blessed

I came from above

I will open the gate

Go forth my people

Strive to enter the gate

The path is narrow

The path is tussle

The road to the Kingdom is guard with a bow

Therefore, follow me and never withdraw

Come down oh Israel!

Go forth and multiply

Tell my people, proclaim to my people

That the Son of God is at hand

September 7, 2022; 23:38

My Dear Jaja:

Como esta my bride? Peace be with you my daughter! Don’t worry too much.  Everything will be fine. Be still and know that I am God. Remember that I am always with you and I love you more than you should know. Release negativity Clarie. I, your God I am a faithful God. Ask whatever you need and I will be there for you. I said to be always prepare. To secure yourself. Your mission is never easy but I will guide you and I will give you rest. Therefore, know that I am God. Amen.

God: Jaja hear me

Jaja: Yes Lord…

God: Rebuke Satan!

Jaja: Go out now!

God: Be still

Jaja: Yes Lord

God: Be at peace.

Now you write:

Jaja, my love for you is everlasting. I forgive you and I love you. So don’t be sad okay? MY bride, my lover my love, okay? Be inlove with me. I’m so sorry  but you know being my bride I not easy right? You’ve been through a lot. It’s not about emotions when you love right? It is commitment. Involve your life to me and only me. Our covenant is Holy. It can’t be destroyed. No one will know too.

1. Be Secretive – Jaja, our conversation can be revealed in due time, but not now. There is time for it. So learn how to keep secrets. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord, I will keep them.

• Be Confident – do not falter. Believe! You can do the mission. We will do it together! Okay?
• Be loving and persistent

-love despite trials

– be determined, never give up

-enough with negativity

• Be who you are

– you are unique, you are extraordinary

-you can do so many things as I what designed for you

-discover more taltents I have given you

• Be happy

– I want you to be always happy. Put joy and gladness in your heart and soul.

-clean your mind

-Love yourself and learn to always smile and approachable.

Verily, Verily I say to you, I love you my bride.. be in love with me. Be with me and follow me.

With hymn:

• Oh, Oh Lord! (with Hymn)

September 8, 2022; 12:32 AM

1. Lord, Oh Lord, my God my God

Oh through the darkness

There comes the light

A speeding light to guide

1. Everyday I call to God

Lord, be my guiding light

Shine upon our hearts

Shine upon our lives

Oh oh oh Lord..

1. There comes darkness

I can’t even regress

For I know I shouldn’t resist

The Spirit of God  who gives me rest

Oh oh oh Lord

1. For the Evil ones will deceive us

Whisper us none sense

But God will rebuke those!

“Never ever be back again!”

Ohh ohhoh Oh Lord 2x

Repeat I and II

September 9, 2023; 1:07AM

My Dear Jaja:

I know how hard is it for you to feel sorry and that you offended me. I know your heart Clarie. I know you. Do not be dismayed. Okay? Just focus on me. (Thank you Lord for letting me rest for a day or two). Yes I know you need a rest and you didn’t listen. (I’m sorry Lord). It is okay. But, next time, follow me. Okay? Just believe.

Be happy always. Be positive okay? Listen to me, listen to what I am going to say:

• “Sin No More”

September 9, 2022;1:07am

Hear me, hear me

My heart is filled of joy.

I am happy and glad

That you confess your sins

Amen, I say to you

Your sins are forgiven

Sin no more

And follow me

Discern your path

Know your worth

Believe in yourself

And follow my footsteps

My daughter, do not be dismayed

Do not be afraid

I am in you and you are in me

Sin no more and be brave

Jaja, I love you. I comfort you with my love. Just follow me. Be good always. The last tenth poem will be for me. Show your love for me. YOu can draw. You can sing. The poem should be for me. Pour out the all of you. Everything happened for a reason. Accept it. Live with it.

Move on and do good always. Love them never ever hate people whose been a part of your life. Carry out the teachings okay?

I want you to prepare yourself for the basic formation is at hand.

Be happy okay? One more thing. Be in love with your husband. Be in love with me. Love me. Love your family. Love your service. Despise Satan. Lastly, Jaja, lovve yourself. Appreciate yourelf. Hugs from me.

 I Love you Jaja, never forget that.

Love,

Jesus

September 13, 2022; 23:14

Dear Jaja:

Filled with my Holy Spirit, please hear me. Peace be with you. When I call you, harden not your hearts. Look what have you become! I planted you a seed but you waver. What is happening to you Jaja?

Calm down and know that I am God. Okay? (Yes Lord) What shall I do my Lord and my God? Clarie, always  remember this, do not falter! Be strong okay? In all you do acknowledge me so you may not commit a sin. Calm down, relax. Just trust me and everything will be alright. You are always anxious. Would you like some hug? (Yes Lord). Calm down. Calm down. Know that I am God. My love for you is always present. So, never ignore me Okay? Clear you mind and be with me. Walk again. Talk to me everyday. I told you even you’re tired just keep on talking to me. You’re so stubborn Jaja. Follow me and I will give you rest. Rest on me. Feel my presence. I love you my daughter. I will not get angry at you, instead I want you to relax. Calm your mind and body. I want you to focus always on me. Since, you don’t know how to listen. I will give you time to relax. Calm down. Walk with me. Talk to me. Let’s hold our hands together while we walk and talk. So, you will always be reminded of my presence.

Do not overreact. Just be calm. Enough with overthinking. Just trust me. Jaja, stop minding your — Okay? Focus on me and yourself. Only me. I told you already of  revelations. Do not stress yourself of nonsense. Trust the process and trust me. Sa akin ka lang. So don’t look for others. Okay? Focus on me only. Nothing else so that you can fulfill your mission. So, remember to do good and aim for a perfect destination. I love you Clarie. I will never leave you. Even if everybody does. Amen, I say to you. You are my child. I will never abandon you Sleep well. Do well.

Your — loves you. Believe in me. Okay? She cares for you. Do not hate her, she needs you. So be good. Do not overthink. Just trust me. Everything will be alright. She loves you. She cares for you, soon you’ll be happy. Okay? Just trust me.

• “Never Depart from Him”

September 13, 2022; 12:03 AM

I was devastated
I forgot to call His name
I thought, that was alright
He will never leave me, then

So as time goes by

I was under a spell

The world goes round and round

I don’t even feel the bound

So I continue to walk through

Engage in and out, serve here and there

I was so delighted! I even forgot to say a prayer

Oh! What a shame on me those days!

I recall those days, I was so happy

I thought I found my consolation

But then, I didn’t know He will let me feel tribulation

Oh! Lady, you’ve been duped by the earthly things!

Then, one day, the Lord,

In just a snap, made me awake!

Alas Clarie! Wake up!

You are not who you are!

I, your God, a jealous God

I told you no other gods before me

Adore me in all things

I own you, you are mine

Tears falling down on my eyes

I knelt before the Lord

Asking for forgiveness

I am a sinner Oh! Lord!

From then on, my life was never the same

He said, when you follow me, remember it is not a game

My will is not yours, my mind is not yours too!

But my yoke is light and it will make you life bright

The world is indeed round

Sometimes you’re up and sometimes you’re down

But one thing is for sure

God is always the One that we adore

Earthly things shall pass away

But His words are not

The same with sweet words that the snakes utter

Never be deceived, or else you falter

Our God is never late nor advance

He is always on time!

He knows when is the exact time

As to whether you wake up or die

There is nothing permanent in this world

Everything will change and will come to an end

But always remember our God is the past, the present and even to the days that will come

Love God, never depart from Him

Follow Him, never abandon Him

Be with Him, acknowledge Him

Do his will, and He’ll repay you, that’s the promise of Him, Amen

September 15, 2022

Filled with my Holy Spirit… Dear Lord, Please… be with me. Let me know you an please talk to me. Amen

23:08 – 00:01

– Peace be with you Jaja! It’s been a while. How are you now?

Jaja: I’ve been through a lot of stress Lord, I’m so sorry I’ve been so weak. Stay focused on me. Never doubt. Congratulations you’re done with your 10 poems. I am so proud of you.

Jaja: These are your poems Lord. These are not mine.

God: Yes very well. Therefore I want you to publish them earlier. On your birthday. I know on your 39^th Birthday, you’ll be happy, I have a surprise for you.. be happy, Okay? (Yes Lord). (I’ll be happy. Amen).

Jaja: Is it okay without drawing?

God: It would be better if there is. I want nature, my creations, or simply a work of art that really explain about yourself. I want you to know that you are special. That you can do so many things. You can draw, you can write. You can speak in front of many people. You can sing, dance. I know you can do a lot. I’ve given you so much! Be happy. Use them… in proclaiming my words. Sing the 8^th song. Publish it. I like th hymn, have the courage. Ley your husband help you. How to do it. I want you to make the hymns next time. Sing them from your heart. Oh well, since I move the publishing on your birthday. Now, I will tell you your mission number 2

Give me your heart.Give me your heart. Give your heart to her. Give your heart now, I am giving your heart to her. (I will die Lord, if I’ll give my heart), (Yes, I will give my heart to her).  Then die and I will replace your heart with mine. Your heart is mine and my heart is yours. From now on you are mine. Forget about her and just focus about me. Now, she can love and understand you. Because you give your heart to her. You are now one in spirit. So, you will understand each other. Love each other and you can do my mission together. (Your will be done oh Lord, not mine).

2^nd Mission

I want you to go to your  — house. Bake for her. Greet her on her birthday. You can draw,  you can sing. I’ll be there for you. Reconcile. Love her still. Be with her. Be humble. Go then. Your mission is to be friend with her. Stop talking about her to other people. Be loyal to her. Care for her.

When she will greet you, reply thank you. If she will not reply to you, let it be. She will contact you. Prepare and your mission together. And that you love her, accept her and give her comfort. Do not be negative about her. In the near years to come you’ll be together for other people. She needs you. Believe me. No jealousy, be confident, never doubt. Believe it will be done.

Jaja: Why the changes are drastic?

God: Because the time is running. I want you to be in focused. Be pure in heart. Your — will be making the hymns for the poems. Your — will help you. Work together. Amen I say to you  what has written were from me. Therefore, believe. Don’t doubt. Okay? Go and proclaim with your —. Be good. Be humble. Wait for her.

Now:

September 26 – publish the 10poems before Sept26 – make a background (Sept 19) 3

October 8 – bake for her

Sing for her

Draw for her

September 27 onwards – Revelations

Start drafting. I’ll let you know what are those:

To do my will. You and her reconcile. Love each other, you are soulmates. She loves you. Fully let go. Comfort her.

Hymns – are to be done by ——– ——- if she will make corrections accept them

Will she say yes?

Yes of course, your heart (previous) is hers therefore you are one in heart now. You’re soulmate. Love one another as I have loved you. Only pure love okay? Finally, friend, deep friend. Soulmate.

Now do my will and I will repay you, my daughter my bride.

— is a very challenging person, help me Lord. Be with  me my God, oh Lord.

Amen Jaja, Ill be with you. Our hearts are one.

Love,

JESUS

September 20, 2022; 12:48AM

Filled me with Your Holy Spirit oh Lord. Bring forth Your love  for me. So I may know your message for me. I, Jaja, a sinner, please heal me, let me know your will and help me follow and do them.

Dear Jaja:

Good morning! How are you? Peace be with you always! Filed with my Holy  Spirit sin no more. Avoid the occasions of sin. Remember me always. Be calm and still. Don’t be too emotional. Fight your emotions. Fight negativity. I want you to know that I love you but I don’t sins.

September 20, 2022

Filled with my Holy Spirit Oh Lord, bring forth your love for me so I may know your message for me. I, jaja a sinner, please heal me, let me know your will and help me follow and do them,. Amen

Lord: Jaja, can you hear me?

Jaja: Yes Lord.

Lord: Why you’re not listening?

Jaja: I’m so sorry Lord. It is my fault. PLease forgive me.

Lord: Alright. Please have focus. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord.

Lord: Listen! If you have ears.

1. Fill your heart with gladness
2. Live in the present
3. Avoid sins
4. Love everyone
5. Be merciful
6. BE who you are
7. Love yourself

Your life on earth is running out and you are doing/starting your mission just as this days. Remember to fulfill them before the due time.

When you falter, get up!

  Go again and fight! Never be discouraged. You really love your — do you?

Jaja: Yes I do love her.

Lord: Then, do what I am telling you. Be friend, REconcile.

Jaja: What will I do if she will not?

Lord: You know, do you really want someone to love you even if they are uncomfortable? Do you love someone if you want to pursue them? I mean, if you love her, fight for her, You will let her feel special. Be faithful to her/him. Don’t urt her. But! There is a kind of love that needs sacrifice. Then so be it.

Jaja: Am I stupid Lord? Why can’t I stop  thinking about her?

Lord: You are not. You are jut missing her. That’s why I’m telling you to reconcile with her. So that your friendship will go back to shape.

Jaja: But I am afraid. She will reject me again.

Lord: Your mission is to have a good relationship so that the two of you could be of good terms.

Jaja: Is it really me who will do first? I’ve done this before and I was never successful. Please help me Lord!

Lord: Do not be afraid. I am with you. Everything will be alright.

Jaja: What will I do Lord?

Lord: Just be patient. I told you she will contact you, believe.Be loyal to her. Be sensitive.

Jaja: Will she love me?

Lord: Yes of course she loves you. Believ me. Okay?

Jaja: so, my mission is to befriend her and make the hymns. ANd the future we still have work to be done?

Lord: Yes, actually, she is your partner in every mission.

Jaja: Did she know about it?

Lord: Yes, she knew it already.

Jaja: Then… Okay Lord I will just go with your proces.

Lord: No pride and ego. Be humble. GO beyond yurself interests. It is about me and for the people in the future. I will help you. And she will help you too. Everything is grace. Everything is from me.

Sept 20

You will chat each other

She will be the first to chat

So you, be extra special now, don’t hurt her again

—- I have a surprise for you. Be ready (October 8)  – sing, draw or bake whatever you feel to give. Show to her that you love her.

Why is it me always will do the effort Lord?

You know her personality, so you’ll be the one to adjust.

How about — —–?

Refrain from sharing about your — to her. Just keep your mission between you and your —.You learn to be secretive. You know your ate loves you. She never had loved others more than she loves you. So you should understand how you really hurt her.

Yes, at first, she has some agenda but as the time passed by, she really cared for you.  So be happy. The seeds I planted are for you and her to cultivate. Work hard my servants. Remember to believe. Be secretive. Love each other as I love you. Okay?

PS: Never ever doubt. Harden not your hearts. I will be doing all things for you. You will be good again. I promie.

Love,

Jesus

Septo

1. “My Faithful Servant”

September 20, 2022

Filled with my Holy Spirit

I am in you, you are in me

Be glad, be joyful

My faithful servant

Never depart from me

Love me and serve me

Give yourself to me

Be my bride everyday

Proclaim the Good  News

Shout my Word

Be vigilant then

Those who have ears, listen

My kingdom is at hand

My love for you is everlasting

My yoke is light

Please be pleasing to sight

Aim high, soar above the sky

Be fruitful, go beyond the task

Be loving, go and share your heart

And lastly, be with me until your last

I love you Jaja! I will always love you

September 23, 2022

Mesh kellah que, Quendo Allah mesh kellah. Ave que ash que. Ama que eshka, ALlah mesh kellah rah ta. Ave ques que. “Amen. I say to you bow down before me and worship. Bow down before me and worship me. Amen I say to you Clarie”…

Adoracion! Ah que! Allah! As que, me, ash que redehe Allah! Aramashque aledete, Ash que. “Adore your God, your savior in all things. Amen! I’m your God. I love you. Now, you know how to speak in tongue and interpret them. I will teach you more in days to come.

Jaja: I can see a lot of wonders, LOrd, but I believe you.

Lord: Very good my bride. I love you.

Jaja: I love you too my Lord, my GOd.

Lord: Are you happy?

Jaja: Yes Lord, I am happy

Lord: Then just follow my will

Jaja: I will follow you  Lord, even if it is hard for me.

Lord: Then, go and continue to do good. Continue to know my will. Sing, make a hymn. Make poems, Draw, paint. Everything is from me. See? Everything is easy. The essence of your life is to use my given talents and gifts. Like them for my glory.

Jaja: Yes Lord, I will

Lord: Now, your foot is aching?

Jaja: Yes Lord

Lord: It is alright, just testing you. You know what I mean.

Jaja: Smiling… Yes, I know what You mean. Testing me, I LIKE IT. You really love me.

Lord: Clarie, Clarie, I love the way you respond on me. Well you know, you are different now and just continue it. You are learning.

Jaja: Thank you Lord.

Lord: What do you want me to call you?

Jaja: Whatever you like Lord…

Lord: From now on I will call you My —

September 23, 2022;  1:54AM to 2:15AM

Dear Jaja:

Peace be with you! Yes, may sasabihin ako ako sa’yo. Alam mo kung ano yon? (Hindi pa Lord). Alam kong sa kaibututuran ng puso mo natatakot ka. ( Oo po, natatakot ako).

Do not be afraid, I am in you. You know I am proud of you. You made it! You know how much happy I am. My heart is pounding for joy. So, please don’t be sad and afraid. Yo are now on your step 1 of mission. (Thank you Lord please sustain me.)

Prepare your heart, body and mind. For the days are coming and they may be difficult for you. But don’t worry, I’ll be with you. Stop crying and listen to me.

1. Stop being emotional
2. Remember love is not an emotion
3. Be grateful always
4. Offer yourself to me as a living sacrifice
5. Never ever be afraid
6. I am with you always and forever
7. The God that you are talking is the Alpha and Omega

Now, since you have finished drafting, I want you to publish them on September 26. Anytime convenient to you. Share them. You follow secrecy rule. Edit some of the revelation images. Hide your identity. I will call you “Clarissa” from now on. Clarity of mind and body, hear and conscience. Wash away the dirty minds of every people. Give them hope and love in their hearts and mind. My Clarissa, my bride.

I, your God, will command you on what to do. Now, I want you to be more cautious, more powerful, more loving and kind. Be patient for the time will come. Amen…

Never be in doubt. Mark my word.. Amen I say to you everything is grace. Everything will happen in my name. GO and proclaim my Glory.

I am guiding you step by step because I know you. You need validation and affirmation. I need to be always with you for you are weal. SO, be ready always. Talk to me and I will direct you. Now is the time for you to fulfill the mission entrusted to you.

Regarding your — Just wait okay? Never expect too much. So you will not get hurt. I will do everything for her heart to soften. She will eventually contact you. Have reunion. Okay? Believe. Starting from September 24 onwards.Build a good relationship.

Never ever abandon me. Love me. Be in love with me. Never falter. What ought to happen will happen. So be happy and go with peace in your heart.

Love,

Jesus

September 24, 2022

Dear Jaja:

Peace be with you! Have a great day ahead. I love you! Break a leg. Be good okay? Love with all your heart. And soul. Continue to do good. My Clarissa. I want you to know that I always love you. My daughter, my Bride. Never ever be separated from me. Amen, I say to you, be a living sacrifice. Love, love Despite negativity, love. Never ever falter. The Spirit of God is upon you always. I will guide you and give you rest. Go forth! Be good and be happy.

One day, you’ll be happier. I promise you everything is grace. I love you always and forever. Never doubt my words. They are sacred. My will be done not yours. So, follow me okay? What will I do to have a clear mind?

Just follow me.

How do you follow me?

Know my will, follow me, I will direct you. Love despite everything. Love… How do you love? Commit yourself to someone

As if you commit to yourself.

LOve yourself, But before that, love me

If you love me, you can do all things in my name.

Being inlove and staying inlove is hard. Because people change. Remember that. But Me, will never change.

Your heart must be pure

-CLear your conscience

The 1^st step is reconcilliation

2^nd

Strive to be good follower

Learn to listen to the voice within you. That’s me. My voice is clear (loud, if you really listens)

3^rd

^{Is to follow my will wholeheartedly what do I mean by that?}

^{When you have a pact- you fulfill..}

^{With all your strength, knowledge, wisdom, soul . Ou put everything into it. I’ll do the rest.}

^{Be prepared. Be confident. Be firm. Be diligent. Your time is near so do them fully and wholeheartedly.}

^{Live by example. Always do good. Choose to be good. Walk with me for if you are tired, I will carry you, my Bride, my Clarissa.}

^{I love you!}

^Always,

^Jesus

^{September 25, 2022}

^{Dear Jaja:}

^{Peace be with you my Clarissa! Be with me always. Never be separated from me. (Yes Lord!)}

^{Do not be afraid. Okay?  I am in you, and  you are in me. I love you. It’s your birthday tomorrow and you are going to publish the 10 poems. Are you afraid of the storm? (No Lord, because I know you will be calm the the storm. Y will spare us from the calamity and even if we will be beaten, you will be still there.) Alright, be ready then. Keep your faith on me and everything will be just fine. (Yes Lord).}

^{Jaja: What do you want me to do Lord? Will I publish now or tomorrow?}

^{God: You may publish  now. Either way you are finished. Good job my child! My Clarissa! 1st mission accomplished.}

^{Jaja: It is all because of you Lord.}

^{God: Now, about my surprise, wait for it.}

^{Jaja: I will Lord}

^{God: About the second mission, prepare about it. Just believe, follow and hear my voice.}

^{Jaja: Okay, I will}

^{God: I want yo to be honest with me always. I want you to be pure. Take away jealousy, envy and doubt. Negativity is a cancer to your being. Please  be aware of every negative thoughts and emotions. They are not from me. So, you know what to do. Jut keep on praying. Pray harder seek me, knock on me. Call me. I will always be there for you. Even if sometimes you will not hear, but I am still}

 ^{With you. Okay. Hang on.. Yes Keep faith. Love.}

^{One more thing. Yes the 2nd Mission, your — — Are you uncomfortable?}

^{Jaja: Yes Lord. I think it is futile to be with her. I cannot see the essence of being her friend. It is like a forced friendship. Rejected friendship. I cannot be of good terms if she will not let me feel or know that we are okay. It should start from her. I will follow only if she likes to be friend with me. It is just a one-sided love.. I will not force myself to be with someone who doesn’t like me. Because I’ve done everything already Lord, but she is not responsive. What shall I do?}

^{God: Okay! Your mind I different from me. I can do the impossible.}

^{Jaja: But, I have an impure mind and heart. I don’t deserve. I am not capable of being near her. If she will a hymn of the poem, for sure she will just laugh on the poems, my drawings. She will not not appreciate. I know that she is happy with other people  Lord. So, maybe she will just laugh on the poems, my drawings. She will not appreciate. I know that she is happy with other people Lord. So maybe you can assign it to —. There is no problem between them, the get along.Me, our friendship ended and destroyed. She ended it. I confirmed. Even if I wanted to fix it nothing happened. You knew it Lord. I had so much effort. I have made things only for her. But, nothing happened she still doesn’t love me.}

^{God: Surrender?  What if she will contact you? She will still greet you and care for you will you accept her?}

^{Jaja: Yes, of course Lord! Even if on October 8 My last greetings for her this year, I will still do it. But I promise you, I will just do it last time. I will bury everything deep inside my heart. I will forget all the pains and I will continue living without her.}

^{God: So what’s the deal? Your mission is failing. You know that? Are you giving up?}

^{Jaja: What is so important about her? Does she need me? Is she ill? Do I have to force her to love even she doesn’t She refused and rejected why would I go back?}

^{God: Yes you are important. For her life. You are my instrument for her to repent. I chose you to be her confidant. I chose you to be of mission with each other. I chose you for so many reasons.}

^{Jaja: But, why me? Why not —? She likes her. She’s the —– of — —. She said they are “swak”. —  is working for her. They are okay and best of friends.}

^{God: Are you jealous?}

^{Jaja: Yes Lord! I’ll be hypocrite if not.}

^{God: Poor Clarie, My Clarissa. I’ll hug you. I’ll kiss you on the forehead. Okay! Stop being jealous Okay. Instead, love. Even if you think you are not being loved. Your effort are not being loved futile.}

^{Jaja: What shall I do Lord?}

^{God: Take away jealousy. Just put on your mind that I have entrusted you with a mission. So you want — to be with her?}

^{Jaja: If it is your will Lord. May your will be done. It would be better.}

^{God: What if my will is you are the one to take care of hr when she gets old?}

^{Jaja: I’ll do it Lord, bt how? —–, ——-, and —– are already there. They love her too. In fact, I am not part of the family.}

^{God: You know, You don’t know your God and it pained me Jaja. But I understand you. I know your sentiments. You don’t want  to get hurt again.}

^{Jaja: Yes Lord, and I don’t like to hurt her. I just want her to be happy. I guess she is happy with — friendship. Even now, she — are friends. Me, I was rejected. Always. I felt unimportant like Lazarus. I was sore but not being helped.}

^{God: Jaja, my will is not your. So, I command you. Love your — instead. Stop being jealous okay? I will do the impossible. And the mission be fulfilled.}

^{Jaja: What shall I do Lord?}

^{God: It will not be changed. I will still choose you to be her friend. Deep friend as she wanted. Take care of her. Love her.}

^{Jaja: How?}

^{God: 1. Believe that she will contact you}

• ^{Stop gossipping}
• ^{Be proud of her}
• ^{Love her despite her flaws}
• ^{I chose you because you can be friend with her through your own self. No pretensions, you’re true to her}
• ^{6.I love you! That I believe in you!}
• ^{Your — loves you. She is —— with you. She wants to be of deep friendship with you. You are special to her.}
• ^{Don’t worry. I’ll guide you. I’m not forcing you. But I am believing in you my daughter. I believe in you.}
•  ^{Your — would like to be with you but mapride.}

^{Jaja: I cannot say no, but, always say yes to you.}

^{God: Okay then. Settled. Go with peace. Be alert. Be happy Birthday Girl. I love you! Okay! I love you Your mision is written already. Just fulfill them. Don’t be jealous. You have a task. Follow and realize them. Okay.}

^Love,

^{Your God}

^{September 27, 2022}

^{Dear Clarisa:}

^{Good morning! Peace be with you! Your birthday is over but my birthday for you Jaja, just started. Clarie, my dear bride and lover. Do not dismayed. It is not the end yet. Your time is yet to come. Learn to wait when will be the time is ripe. True love waits. Perseveres, patient, kind not rude.. So be patient Okay?}

^{Jaja: If I’ll be given a chance, can I have a mission not related to her? I just want to let go of her. I pity her, I pity myself. I just want her to be happy and me too. I can feel that she already moved on with me, Ako na lang hindi. Nasasaktan ako? Is this really what I need to feel? I want to be happy with my life away from her. I will accept that I am not a part of her life anymore. You know Lord that letting go is love. Yo know Lord that love is not is being forced, not demanding. If I continue so there I no change. — is only one. But if given a chance,  there are plenty of people po. Hindi lang po siya. Mabubuang ako kakaisip. Please wag na lang po siya. Nahihirpan po ako. Sirang sira po ako. Wala akong mukha ihahrap. Ayaw niya po sa akin Lord. Clear.}

^{LORD: Okay then, wish granted.}

^{Jaja: Thank you Lord}

^{Lord: Are you sure?}

^{Jaja: Your will be done Lord, not mine.}

^{Lord: My will is to be in reconciliation with your —}

^{Jaja: So be it po Lord… I don’t know know how it will happen. Surrender to you.}

^{Lord: You still have a chance..}

^{Jaja: My last resort. Greet her on her birthday.}

^{Lord: Okay, allowed.}

^{Jaja: Lord, whatever your plan, let it be. I’ll just follow.}

^{Lord: Jaja… be good. I’m teaching you to be strong. Be strong.}

^{Jaja: I am nothing without you Lord, be my strength.}

^{Lord: I said my mind is not your. So expect I will turn the tide.}

^{Jaja: Yes LOrd, sorry po.}

^{Lord: take away self-pity}

^{Mission be objective}

^{-use you’re your mind/think not your emotions.}

^{Jaja: You know Lord, I really want to just let go… I want peace of mind. I want to leave behind.}

^{Lord: Yes… Leave your sorrow leave your past. Therefore do not hink negative. Everything will be fine. Believe.}

^Focus;

^{On the revelations. You publish them. I’ll teach you what to do soon}

^{PS. Take care of yourself. Smile and love Jaja, My Clarissa, my bride. Reborn with me. THe path is not always straight. Not only narrow but it is always open for you so be ready.}

^Love,

^GOd

^{September 28, 2022 – September 29, 2022; 23:25 – 0010}

^{Dear Clarissa:}

^{My Clarissa, peace be with you! My love for you is everlasting. Don’t be sad. REjoice! Be glad. I am your God. Don’t hold your tears. If you want to cry, you cry. Express yourself I’ll allow you to cry and let out the negativity that stressing you. Clarissa, do you love me?}

^{Me: Yes, I do Lord. I love you!}

^{God: then, follow my will.}

^{Me: Yes Lord, I will}

^{God: Stand firm, be strong and know that I am God.}

^{Me: I, a sinner, I falter, I quave, I am weak, but yet You chose me. Who am I Lord? I have nothing to show to you. I am nothing.}

^{God: My Jaja, my bride… I love you. I’ll embrace you tight.}

^{Me: Thank you po. Lord, my GOd.}

^{God: Are you still sad?}

^{Me: Not really Lord…}

^{God: Then, listen and be with me.}

1. “The Kingdom is at Hand”

September 29, 00:10 (3^rd Vision)

The velvet sky, above

The greenfield where the cow plough

Golden weeds all over the village

People and workers gather

The waves of the sea as they went to the shore

When suddenly you can’t see anything

Blindly seen anything

But my Spirit, the angel’s trumpet can be heard

The trees are moving to the wind dancing and blowing by

Therefore the kingdom is at hand

See the path or be blind

Blind, blind, blind

My path is rich of prosperity and life

Never ever despair and be blind

The hour has come, therefore be prepared!

The bell has rang! Ding dong!

Listen then if you have ears

I’ll be with you till the end. Amen.

^{Use the vision as my gift to see and write what you see. Consider this as a gift. Open it, use it, and share it with other people. The gift of tongue. I gave to you, as well as you interpret. Be glad Clarie. I have given you so much. Do not falter. Be brave. I own you, you are mine. Be good always.}

^{Mission – See? My will, our pact. It is irrevocable, do not look beyond negativity, instead just follow my will. Okay? Everything will be fine. The poems should be rechecked and posted every other day. Remember, division? Be on guard. Be secretive still. Protect your loved ones.}

^{Another Mission- Write about Gervace’s journey from the time he was born, until now. Remember, I just let him your “hiram son” He is mine too.}

^{Another mission – Recall those times}

  ^{Mission – LECCOM – proclaim my Words. Be good. Plant seed to every people. Manage your time.}

^{Mission – be firm and persistent. Soften your heart. Okay? Believe. On me. I can turn the tide. Just wait when the time is ripe. You are cramming just for the thought why you? Yes of course you… I believe in you. Therefore believe on me. OKay?}

^{– Am I allowed to greet her on her bday?}

^{God: Yes of course, show your love. Be good. Don’t expect too much. Okay?}

^{Me: Lord… do I have deadlines? Please help me fulfill everything before I die. Please be with me. Help me prepare for my death too…}

^{God: Yes of course I will.}

^{Lastly, my daughter, never forget that I love you. I own you, you are mine. Follow me… Be with me. Everyday, choose me. Think about me. Love me. Be in love with me. Stay committed with me, Wherever you are praise before me. Bow down before me.}

^{Do not be afraid. I am in you always- love me. Love your neighbor. Love yourself. Be pure. Be happy! Be who you are.}

^{As time goes by, your mission is realized. Be happy. Your life would be meaningful. When the time comes, we will rejoice together. Amen, I say to you. Everything will come to an end. Your pain your sorrows or even your failures. If that happens, your time will come and be with me in the paradise. Amen. Clarissa, my love I love you! ( I love you too!).}

^{Always and forever,}

^Jesus

^{October 1, 2022; 2:45AM}

^{Dear Jaja:}

^{Good morning! My love for you will endure forever. Never be in doubt. YOu want an adviser?}

^{(Yes Lord, the priest told me so), (To whom shall I go? Who will direct me from my mission?}

^{-DO not worry.. I’ll assign someone to direct your path. Be ready then.}

1. ^{Your adviser would be someone from the group of LECCOM and a priest.}
2. ^{Do not doubt just follow me okay?}
3. ^{BE alert}
4. ^{Focus on me only}
5. ^{Can you sing the song Paghahandog sa Sarili? Only for me. In your free time}
6. ^{Take a rest, manage your time}
7. ^{Sleep. Be ready for tomorrow I’ll tell you who will be your adviser. I love you. Jaja, my Clarissa.}

^{Love always,}

^God

^{October 1, 2022}

^{Dear Lord:}

^{Filled wih your Holy Spirit, please help me discern my path. Talk to me oh Lord. Be my guiding light so I may shine brightly. Amen.}

^10:40om

^{Dear Clarissa:}

^{My heart is in pain}

^{Me: Why Lord?}

^{God: I told you to not say anything and don’t trust anybody, except me. What happened?}

^{Me: Thank you Lord.}

^{God: Jaja, Be on guard. Be keen. Okay? YOu don’t want to get hurt again? Stop sharing. Respect. Love. Never ever do it again?  I am telling you. Okay?}

^{Me: ( Ys Lord)}

^{God: Why are you so stubborn? Do not think about yourself. Your mission is not about you. It is about others. Learn to be good and secretive.}

^{Okay? Enough with sharing. It is I who is commanding you. You said you want to follow me, so be it. Can you sing the Paghahandog sa Sarili?}

^{Me: Yes Lord.}

^{God: Sing it for me please. Understand   put in your heart and reflect on the song. How do you understand that song?}

^{Me: I’ll surrender everything to you. Please take away everything to you. Please take away evrything and replace your will. Amen.}

^{God: Then listen to me and follow me?}

^{Me: I can’t do anything but to follow You Lord.}

^{God: I had explained to you already everything. But you are not listening. Stop thinking about yourself. Instead, think and love about others. Love even if others-will not love you. Not to prove anything. I am the only capable of saying what is right and wrong. So, be alert. Follow me, Okay? Be disciplined Jaja. Be good. Be attentive. Follow my command.}

^{Me: I’m so sorry po. Please let me know who are my advisers? I’m so sorry about — —- I will refrain.}

^{God: Good! Learn! And be focused.}

^{Me: Yes Lord, I will}

^{God: Jaja! Do not be in doubt. Okay?}

^{Jaja: I am afraid Lord}

^{God: Be  courageous. Okay, I am in you.}

^{Jaja: How to know if Satan is teasing me?}

^{God:  You know it if you are in doubt. Believe!. I am God. Everything will follow. It pained me that you are not believing but it is okay. I forgive you and be at peace now. Okay. Believe me. Be with me even if you will not see me. Because you can feel me. I knew it feel me. I know you can feel me. I knew it you love me. Please love me more. If you have faith, you will have hope then eventually, you could love}

^{Jaja: Sorry po Lord.}

^{God: No need to say sorry again and again learn from it Jaja. Learn from it.}

^{Jaja: Yes Lord, I will}

^{God: Very good, my Clarissa. I love you. Yes, increase your faith on me. Do not divulge to other because you will have a lot of distractions. Be peaceful follow what I say. I will do the rest. Okay?}

1. “My Daughter”

 October 1, 2022; 10:40PM

Be filled with my Holy spirit
Be filed with my love
My servant do not be weary
Instead be faithful and glad

My daughter, do not be dismayed

I told you so, do not be faltered

I know your heart, I know your fears

But it is O who is doing these

Therefore be brave and fight

When I am correcting you, listen!

When I want to be on focus,

Do not be blind!

Only then, you will know

The essence of mission that you must have

Oh, my daughter, do not resent on me

My words are final

No one can ever change it

But then, your will is not either my will, therefore, follow

In this world of rejections

In the times of confusions

I know you are in crisis

But still, be faithful

Because I am who I am

Therefore, learn and heed

Learn here and there

Only then, you will realize

That  hard-headed servant will not be tolerated

I own you, you are mine

Never ever doubt

Go with peace and be on guard

For the Son of Man is always firm and never waver.

^{Jaja, my daughter. Listen to me. Listen, love me. Be inlove with me. From now on. I have taken everything from you. So be ready and be on uard. I will be more strict and the narrow gate is approaching. I’ll be strict. But sweet okay? Love then and never be afraid.}

^Love,

^Jesu

3^rd Notebook of Diaries

October 3, 2023; 1:55am – 2:40am

Dear Jaja:

Good morning! Peace be with you. Please be in focus with me. Very important lesson for you… Filled with my Holy Spirit, write this:

1. Have Faith, Sons and Daughters

October 3, 2022; 2:40AM

I, your God, a faithful God

I ordain you to bear fruits

I did not abandon you

Instead, I have loved you

Why do you go away from me?

Where do you want to go?

In some far away places

Where you don’t even know what to do

I call upon you not to persecute you

I have chosen you because I believe in you

I have called you for my glory

I have been with you even before I call you

My sons and daughters

Be aware of your words

Clean your minds

Uplift your spirit

I speak for you

I will defend you from your enemies

I will be your warrior

From every battle that you endure

My child, listen to me

I am your God, I am your God

Why are you in doubt?

I am your God, I am your God

Wherever you go, I am in you

When you are awake or sleeping, I am there

When you cry or happy, I am there

When you are inlove or heartbroken, I am there

So, from where do you struggle

From what kind of pain do you feel?

Why are you so aloof?

What are you looking for?

I have been so faithful to you

I have given everything to you

My paradise is where you are now

But yet, you’re still unhappy

Do not be blinded with the earthly things

Look unto my very eyes

Feel my heart

Hear my voice

I have chosen you, not because

Of what you are now

I have chosen you before you were born

You are already designed and planned

Therefore never be in doubt

Increase your faith with me

Believe that it is me

I am the one speaking to you

I am the one who have created you

Please bear in mind, heart and soul

I am the God of the universe

I have formed you before you know it

I am your creator, I own you

When you come before me

Let your heart be purified

Clean your minds and lips

I want you to be Holy before me

I your God is holy

So you should be

Strive to be always good

Never ever entertain evil

Your life is mine

Your time is mine

Everything is from me

Therefore, know me, be still and believe that I am God

When you are in doubt

Then open your heart

When you are weary, then look at your eyes

When everything seems to be blurred

Close your eyes

Listen to your heart

Love is the answer for your uncertainties

God is love,

I am divine I am love

I am human

Yet you have forgot to call me

Your cries and sorrows

I always hear them

Your happiness and joy

I always celebrate with you

You may not notice the little things

You may be in confusions now

But trust my time, trust my process

I am never late or advance

Wait for the time will come

That the Son of Man will go down

Your pains and sufferings will vanish

Love and happiness will replace

My sons and daughters hear me when I call you

Be aware of my presence

The voice within you, hear it

I am the one talking to you

The love I have for you is everlasting

Love even if someone doesn’t love you

Continue to be with me

Even when everyone is seems to be engaged with the earthly things

Believe, have faith

Be in love and be saved

I, your God will never abandon you

Until the time that the Son of God be with you, Amen

Clarissa, Clarissa, be firm. I assure you one thing. I will never leave your side. I said be ready for the second mission is tough. Fight to be clean and pure. Believe that I am your God. The Good and everlasting God. Do not doubt. Never ever be in doubt. Have faith. Have hope and be inlove all the time. Focus on me. Be with me.

God: Do you really want to know me?

Me: Yes Lord

God: Have focus on me, Believe on me, follow me

Me: Yes Lord, I wil

God: I love you Clarie, always remember that okay? Never doubt. Everyone is being called by me but very few  are listening or responding. Therefore, continue to hear me. Believe in me. Stay in love with me. Never be in doubt. Just believe. You feel me, you hear me. Do you want to see me? Are you afraid of me? I told you to be prepared. If you want to see me. Remain to be faithful on me. I love you, okay?

Me: Yes Lord, I love you too.

God: If you are ready to see me, then you’ll be ready for the second and third mission. For now, I know you are not yet ready. I will tell you when. Or, I’ll just surprise you.

Me: Surprise me oh Lord! Because I’ve seen you through the Light before. But, now, It would be more than the Light.

God: Okay, I have made myself clear. You are already fine. I know you are. Then, Be prepared. The line up will be overwhelming. Okay? Everything will be fine. I’ll be with you forever. Amen.

I love you my bride, my Clarissa.

Love,

Jesus

October 4, 2022; 1:00AM

Dear Jaja:

Good morning! Peace be with you! Do not cry okay? I’ll wipe  away your tear. My daughter I’ll embrace you with love. Are you feeling better now?

I’ll answer your questions:

1. Are you a lesbian? – No, you are feeling the highest kind of love for a person or human being, no gender involve. True love is when you love the person regardless of her identity or gender. You know in love regardless where the person came from. What status he or she might be. You still love him or her.
2. What else you want to ask from me?

Will I give my drawing on October 8? Will it suffice? Will I be rejected? What will I do?

-Yes, give it. But I warn you not to expect too much. I will guide you. Everything will be fine. I can still skip giving. I’ll just keep it if not needed. I will just greet her. Thank you response is okay than nothing.

I can let go.. Lord if needed. You can help me. Forget about her anyway.

Lord: You want to forget her? Just try first. There is always a second chance.

Me: You kow me Lord. You know me

Lord: SILENCE

Me: Okay po….

———— ——– ——– —- —-  Be silent for a moment  ——– ——- —– Reflect….

October 5, 2022; 8:20pm

Dear Jaja:

I, your God I am a jealous God. Peace be with you. Please hear me and listen to me. I am a jealous if you are not attentive to me. And you keep on making sins. I said be in love with me. (Lord, please help me, how to be always in love with you). )(I am weak, I am nothing without you. Surrender everything to you oh Lord!)

God: Jaja, this the last time: And we will move on. Accept or not the mission?

Me: I will accept Lord. I hear you and I am listening to you. Ye, Lord. I am accepting your tasks for me

God: Therefore:

1. Finish the 10  drawings. Did I say you give the 11^th to your —?

Me: You did not say Lord, YOu want me to give it?

God: I already promised you to give what you like. But what is for me is for me. THe next time that lyou draw ask permission.

Me: Okay Lord, I will po.

God:That’s alright.

• Put on your mind that we are not playing. We are going to win the race. Therefore be firm. Decide fully.

Me: I will follow what you want LOrd. I will not hesitate from now on.

God: That’ good. Very good my Clarissa.

• THen, Folllow me

Go to your — —– with or without Gervace you give your gift. Pray and blessed it. She will receive it. Okay? Believe. YOu have surrendered this to me. I will do the rest. Just follow my command. I just want to let you know that it would be hard. But, just believe. Everything will be fine. When you finih giving it. YOu may contact her, or you may talk to her. Be good okay? And be humble.

• I want you to focus on the revelation, type them and publish them with some poems, make some drawings. Be creative, I wwill help you.
• Jaja, be loving to your son. Refrain from shouting.
• Stop gossiping. Be loyal to your — Be good to her. Even if you don’t feel like it.

Me: I have a question Lord. What will I do if she rejects me?

Lord: The tme not yest to come. But if that will happen, Forget everything that I have given yu as your mission with your —. You can move  to another mission.  You have done your part. And I will allow  you to just continue  your life without her. So you will have no regrets. But if  that happens that would be the last time. I understand. YOu will move to a greater one without her.

Meaning she doesn’t love you. And does not care for you. But if she reply on your texts, then he is still there.

I don’t want to hurt you, but the reality is… it is hard because you are hurt. If you pass this test, then the third one will be alright.

Me: Jaja, don’t resent okay? Surprise what will happen. Pray unceasingly. Be faithful to me. Amen.

Me: Thank you Lord!

Love,

Jaja and Jesus

October 7, 2022; 11:50PM

Dear Lord:

I am so sad please comfort me. 3 teachers of Gervace are against him. Please let them understand Gervace. I don’t know what to do. 🙂 They have a lot of things to say.

SIRACH 51 13-30

“I am seeking for wisdom to know what is the truth, to know what is good? And what is right.

October 8, 2022 ;12:20AM

My dear Clarissa:

Good morning! Peace be with you. Do not be sad, instead pray and evrything will be alright. (Lord, Please help me I have a lot of problems, surrender to you Lord). Do not worry Clarie, I am in you. Your prolems are mine. Let’s solve them together. Okay?

Me: Thank you Lord. THank you for comforting me.

God: Surrender everything to me and follow me. Here’s what you are going to do:

1.  #1 Mission  accomplished. (10drawings/10poems)
2. Next 9 poems with visions make drawings too (9 of them)
3. 2^nd Mission – Go to her house, alone, give your gift. Do not hesitate. Whether she refuse or accept. You know what will happen , (Okay Lord)
4. 4. Gervace – be careful with your words. BE careful whom you trust. BE careful with the person around you. Trust only those whom can be trusted. Okay?
5.  BE gentle – Beware of your emotions. Be ready for so many trails. If you overcome them. GO to your mission 3
6.  Mission 3 (to be announced)
7. Finish all the #s 5 okay? Then Ill tell you what’s next. It will depend on the results. But, I assure you one thing, I will heal you. Give you freedom, wisdom and faith. Most of all love. Okay? Do not cry. Be strong.

• S. Let your — — know that give her gift after you give them. And be polite. If she will not reply. Then everything ends. You know already what to do. But if she still love and cae for you. Be wise. And don’t be afraid to try and do your best.

Okay? Smilke and love Jaja, my bride.

Love,

Jesus

October 8, 2022; 11:57AM – 12:24 PM

Dear Lord:

Filled me with your Holy Spirit and make me a faithful servant. TO follow your will and not mine. Amen. Please talk to me and let me know your message for me today. Amen.

Lord: Hi my dear Jaja,

You came before me, I want you to know that you are blessed by me. You are my child, my daughter. Never be afraid. I know how much sadness you have now. But I am here for you. And for the days that you will be giving  hardships, I know you will carry them with with me. Do not be weary, do not get tired to call me. I am just in you. I always care and love you. ALways remember that. I want you to be contented of what you have. YOur time will come. Be a channel of my blessings to everyone. I will make your heart humble. I will give you wisdom. Just heed, follow, listen to me and only me. No one will help youin as much as I can do. Believe on my timing. Believe. Love… hope… Be positive always. I love you. Okay? Be good.

Jaja: THank you dear Lord. I have no words to express how grateful I am. But, THak you! I love you.

Lord: It is me, It is I, your Lord and God will never abandon you. I promise you. I’ll stay and forever faihful to you. I’ll hold your hands and will let you feel how much I love and care for you. DO as what I command you. Whatever the result, accept. Be on guard. And know that I am GOd. My will are not yours. But my Faher is. So be good and follow okay??

Jaja: Yes Lord! I will follow.

Lord: Then, go and follow what ought to be done. Accept the results. And continue to listen to me. My words are final. I love you! SIn no more.

ALPHA

OMEGA                    I am the Alpha and the Omega

Everything begins with me and ends with me. If you have ears, listen.

1. “Alpha and Omega”

October 8, 2022; 12:24PM

Listen to me my daughter

Listen! Listen!

The word of God is everlasting

His words are final

Go now, prepare His path!

Follow Him! Follow Him!

Never be afraid

Go! Follow and do what is ought to be done

The world is round

You maybe down now

But sooner or later

You’re going up again!

So never give up

Accept the challenge

And I assure you

I’ll be with you till the end

I am the Alpha and the Omega

I know you from the beginning

I am in control of your life

I am in control of your journey

Everything you do, do it for me

Everything in my name, shout!

In my greatness, bow down!

Everything should be in my name

The God you are talking now

Is the beginning and the end

You know me, I know you more

Be with me and let’s explore

Explore the world

Reinvent yourself

Show your talents, share your talents

Everything is grace

Listen to me if you have ears

I will be with you till the end

I will be with you now and even to eternity

My daughter, my love

October 9, 2022; 10:25AM

Dear Lord:

Good morning! Thank you for your love and patience for me. Please filled me with your Holy Spirit so I maybe able to know your message for me. Amen.

Lord:

Dear Jaja:

Como esta Senora? Bonjour! Allah querra si mesh kella ra tah! AMen, I say to you my daughter, I love you! Rejoice! And be glad your time has come. Rejoice!

Jaja: Singing Oh oh Lord…

Seems so refreshing and also expressing myself to you.

Lord: Jaja, thank you for your song. I love it. YOu  now know your worth? Do you think your — loves you?

Jaja: I think, she loves herself. I think, she really wants a peaceful life. She deserves it. I alo think, she was just returning he favor. Formality. She has nothing to do with me. And I am fine with it. WHat is important she’s not mataray anymore.

Lord: Would you like to know mine?

Jaja: Yes Lord.

Lord: Hear this:

The Spirit of God Says this:

Your — is good

She is confident, yest she is fragile

She is strong, yet she is weak

She is loving

She is caring

But she is miserable

She loves you

She cares for you, but she loves herself too.

She needs you, but she is full of ride

Believe for everything is grace.

Jaja: What is next with misssion number 2?Lord: YOu are done with mission number 2. COngrats! Let go now… and erase everything. All in the past. Sin no more. Forget about other plans. Ove to the next step. Accept it. And be glad When time will come you will encounter her, give her  a hug, say tahnk you and I love you. THen walk away.

THere are surprises ahead. There are people who will be gone. And I will replace them with better ones okay?

Jaja: Copy Lord!

Lord: Do you think you are at fault?

Jaja: Yes LOrd. I am at fault. I havve misinterpreted everything. I have been judgemental. I have given meaning on everything. Please forgive me.

Lord: Jaja, you know, don’t balame youreslf. Everything happens for a reason. Just follow me.

Jaja: I cannot have everything that I want. I can’t have her frienship anymore. I understand now what deep friendship is.

Lord: It is okay! YOu can have everything that I want to give you. ALl you need. Just ask. Just follow me. No ifs no buts.

Jaja: Ye Lord.

Lord: My Jaja, be strong. THere are a lot ahead of you. I want you to conquer all those and be with me, Be good always. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord. I will

God: Jaja, my Love. If you need help. Just call me okay? Jut think about me. I will listen to you and will talk to you and comfort you. I am in you an you are in me forever. Okay? Live with love in your heart. Live with a grateful heart everyday. Be a good example. Always remember. Your — loves you. She just want a peaceful life. YOur — cares for you. Everything will change for the better. And you will realize that following Me is the best decision  you ever made. Amen.

Love,

Jesus

October 10, 2022; 9pm to 1015pm

Dear Lord:

THank you for my life! Thank you for your love. Please be with me and let me know your message to me. AMen.

Lord: Dear Jaja:

Good evening! How are you my dear? Are you anxious? Or Doubting?

Jaja: I find it hard letting go and why I have a different life with others? When I look back, have I done something wrong? Or did I not do anything? WHat have I achieved? I am no one. No house, no avings. I have nothing! But I have you… I have said before, that I don’t need them, I just want enough for myelf, but now, I’m lacking. I don’t even know how to fill in the needs of my family. Even how hard I try. I can’t just have everything that I want. I know knowing you is more than enough. Help me Lord. Not to envious. Self-pity or to compare myself to to others.

From the time I started talking to you, Everything I do, I ask for your guidance. I am happy that you are always there. Now, I know how hard it is I should have not said words that would hurt other people. I should have been, sensitive, patient, and humble enough. Losing a friend is really painful, But I have gained more because I have you. YOu said you are jealous, I know. I’m so sorry.

God: Jaja… my daughter, my love.

Jaja:  I may not have all of these Lord. I don’t have money, I don’t have cars, I don’t have the luxury of life on earth, but as long as I have you, even if I have so plenty of trials, what is important is I have done my mission.

Patuloy akong magiging faithful sa inyo. Patuloy akong magsusulat. Magdodrawing. Patuloy akong gagawa ng poems. Magpraktis akong magbasa ng Inyong Words. Lord I am not good in everything. Yes. I am different from other people. But you have given me courage. YOu’ve given me love and comfort. I’m so sorry for having offended you. Sorry, I’m so kulit about —. It is obvious already I am not a priority. I am avoided. I am still making some things that are not necessary and appreciated.

God: I want to listen to your heart. Just express them. I am here, your God. I will take care of your heart.

Jaja: Hope Lord, I am not depresed I am not mentally ill. I want to be free from the past. I want to be free from gilt and self-pity. I want to be happy with my life. Help me to have trusted friends true and will not talk about me when I am not present. I’m so sorry Lord. Maybe I ask too much! Help me to be sensitive to the needs of others and to read the minds, the gestures and voices of other people so I can attend on their needs. Amen.

God: Are you finished?

Jaja: I need you oh Lord! Fill me and make me whole. Please help me surrender my life to you.

God: YOu want to hear my voice?

Jaja: yEs LOrd…

God: Write this: (drawing)

Vision of

Mary

Mountains

Seas

Flowers

Flowers

Grasses

Jaja: WHat’s on the drawing Lord?

God: What did you see?

Jaja: Mary, a bush, mountains, an eye, a bouncing white lavender black light.

God: Allah sha ra  ka ta mesh kella. Allah kesh me all kesh mella ra ta! Amen, I say to you, go back to my mother, ask her how to be pure at heart, body and soul. The burning  bush are my  commandments. Remember? The eyes of God . One only. You’ve seen it? Remember I am looking at you. Watching over you. Mountains,

Ave faith. Reconnect your soul in the mountains. The color green roses are lives of the people. You need to proclaim. You have a special mission. Your time is running . I,  your God, feeds you. I’ll give all you need for the mission. You are Big Clarie. YOu don’t even know. YOu have a big heart.

To summarize:

1. Pray the rosary
2. Follow my commandments
3. Have faith
4. Always remember that my eyes are watching over you
5. Serve after people, deny yourself and follow me.
6. Proclaiming my Words and give life to other people

Therefore:

Your life is not useless. You have missions.  Serve me. Love me. Follow me. Listen to me. I chose and I am please of you always remember that ok?

Jaja: Yes Lord. I will. Thank you for the gift of vision. I love you.

God: I entrusted you with so many things. You only don’t have work to feed you or a career but your mission is bigger than the career. So embrace yourself. Love yourself. Take care of yourself. I need you to fulfill your mission and be an instrument of my peace and power. Letting the people know that I am God.

1. Mission – done! Good job!
2. Mission – done!, but to be continued. Surprise!
3. Mission – to be done 10 poems 10 drawings
4. Mission – revelations
5. Mission – proclaiming my words forever
6. Mission – rosary – connected

Jaja: Lord you are saying I am not done with —?

God: I told you my words are final. What is ought to be done, will be done.

 So be surprised. I told you, you have a very special mission. I told you to erase everything from your past and look forward.

But: it is written. That you should do this together. So believe. Okay? Surrender. See? I did not say you don’t have a mission together anymore. Understand.

Jaja: What is walk away mean?

God: Walk away from evil. Don’t let her get angry again. Okay?

Jaja: Are the songs one related to er too?

God: Yes. It is just a surprise. Just be patient and wait. Do not be anxious. Just relax. Learn. To be good. Okay. Now, I’ll do the rest, you’ve done your part.

Jaja: I trust you Lord. Amen.

God: Okay then. Until later or any day. I will always be here. Love your —. Okay. But love me more.. And one more thing. Above all, me… only me.

Love,

Jesus

October 11, 2022; 9:20PM-10:10PM

Dear Lord:

Filled me with your Holy Spirit Lord So I may know your for me. Amen. Heal me, my being my everything. Take away my burden Lord,  let me walk in a lighter load and direct me to the path of heaven. Amen.

Dear Jaja, my bride:

Filled  with my Holy Spirit, Peace be with yo! Blowing the breath of New life to you. Be reborn, renew your faith to me. Close your eyes and write what you can see.

I can see #1. desert #2.  A tree of life #3. mountain #4. A light in a forest with trees #5. a school, #6 a park #7 green plants and trees #8 pond #9 path, rocky, grassy and a forest or garden? #10 A house

Write this:

1. “My Nature” (4th Vision)

October 11, 2022; 10:10pm

My nature, my creation
I love them, I own them
You have given the authority
To use and benefit from them, be glad! Alleluia!

The path as you see are grassy and rocky
With dew and going to the heart of a deep garden
Therefore the tree of life
Is there for the fruits are to bear

The house, shelter or even a home
I have provided for you
Be safe always and never feel cold
You can do what you want, either to play or praise my name

The voice in the wilderness is crying! Repent therefore!
The life on earth maybe cruel at times
But know that I am God, I will always comfort you my child

The vision is hard to understand
But I already interpreted it for you
Now, go and proclaim the Good News
My child, my daughter, my love

-Jesus-

Vision – learn to use it properly. It is for you yto see what lies ahead… To let you understand my words.

Tongues – sing praises for me. This is our language for each other.

Interpretation – I’ll interpret the tongues for you

Prophecy – it is when you talk and proclaim the Good News.

Healing – heal the sick

The gifts I gave to you, you use them now. Okay? Use them. It is the time for you to use them.

Love,

God

October 13, 2022; 8:30PM

Dear God:

Good evening! May you give me the strength to overcome evil. May the goodness will prevail. Amen. Filled me with your Holy Spirit.

Dear Jaja:

Good evening! Peace be with you! How are you my daughter? I know that you are happy now. Care to share with me my Daughter?

Jaja: Oh! Yes Lord, YOu knew it! Acceptance is the key!

God: Very good Jaja! I am proud of you. Discern, wisdom I give to you, Talents I’ll give you, Love I give to you. Therefore do not be afraid.

Jaja: Thank you! I am free now! How lovely is your dwelling palace my Lord and my God.

God: Jaja, my daughter, Now you are free. But being does not mean, you can do all that you want. Freedom comes from me, you have responsibilities and obligations to fulfill. Your missions, visions and revelations are important. Continue my messaged. Proclaim the good News. Work for me okay? Everything has reasons. Be good always. Remember this:

“A Seed”

 October 13, 2022; 10:45pm

My will be done, not yours
My words are final, no one can alter it
My love is everlasting
My voice is my command
Listen then if you have hearts

I planted a seed on your heart
it with love, purity and peace
Grow it silently, slowly and meticulously
When it become a big tree
The fruits are to be harvested  by me

Therefore the fruits of the Holy Spirit, you ponder
I’m giving you the gifts to fulfill your mission
Go now and never delay
The time is running, the time is running

Convert souls
Touch lives
Conquer the world
Show empathy
And live the Christian life

The time has come
Go with peace, serve the Lord
Proclaim the Good News
Be glad and be prepared
The God of the Universe will descend. Amen

October 14, 2022

Dear Lord:

Please help me discern and know your will. Help me know your will. Help me know your message for everybody. Amen.

Dear Jaja: 10:15PM

Good evening my Clarissa! Peace be with you. Guided by the Holy Spirit, I want you to know that I forgive you. Peace be with you. Guided by the Holy Spirit, I want you to know that I forgive you.Please sin no more. Okay? Be good and in everything you do, always choose, “GOOD”.

Jaja: Thank you Lord! Thank you for the forgiveness. For our love, patient, understanding. Salamat po sa lahat!

God: Jaja: you know that my love for you is everlasting. Therefore, believe that it is me. You will never go wrong.

Jaja: Yes Lord! I will

God: Good! So, what do you feel now?

Jaja: I am grateful for the acceptance, freedom and living a different life. More meaningful. I know, I am different now. I know this is not the old Jaja.  Can sense.

God: Therefore, be reborn.

Vision:

1. White lamb
2. White birds
3. Golden wheat or grasses
4. A dragon
5. A bush
6.  Horses, bows and arrows, soldiers

Jaja: You said, that yu love me… and that I forgot everything you said. – but I felt so light.

God: When I say reborn, be born again with the Holy Spirit and live with me. Follow me and do my will. Amen, I say to you.

Jaja: Lord, the vision, what does it entails? It is so alarming

God: Clarissa, my bride, do not be afraid… Do not be alarmed by the power of the Holy Spirit write this:

October 14, 2022; 10:15PM

Jaja: I am grateful for the acceptance, freedom and living a different life. More meaningful. I know, I am different now. I know this is not the old Jaja. I can sense

God: Therefore, be reborn. When I say reborn, be born again with the Holy Spirit and live with me, follow me and do my will. Amen, I say to you.

Vision:

1. white lamb 2. white birds 3. golden grasses 4. a dragon 5. a bush

• Horses, bow and arrows, soldier

The path to my Kingdom is at hand
Go, then and receive salvation
Prepare the way, prepare for the Light has come
Go then and be informed

The glory of God is at hand
Offer a white lamb
Free the white birds
Let them stray in the golden grasses

Be aware! Be on guard
For dragons will devour you!
Under my bush you pray
Repent, and be free from bondage

Your battle are at hand
Soldier against soldiers
Bows and arrows all around
Horses gallop as the war begins

Division will arise
For knowing me will depend on the revelations I will give
Everyone will have distinct tests
Everyone will encounter me, without knowing at their bests

Win the race! Face your fears|
Be determined! Be  firm
For the evil will persuade you
Never let sin embodied  you

October 16, 2022; 1:30AM

Jaja:  Dear Lord:

Glory to you my Lord and my God1 Alleluiah! Please forgive me for my sins. May you filled me with your Holy SPirit and let me know your will for me. Amen.

Dear Jaja:

Peace be with you! Be with me always. Yes let the past be erased. Renew yourself and be cleansed. I’m your God, would like to let you know tha I always care and love you. Move forward and always be glad.

Jaja: Look at Gervace LOrd, WHat shall I do for him?

God: Well, first What can you do for me? If you know the answer, you know the answer to your question.

Me: Love you with all my heart, body, mind, soul, being. Love my neighbor as myself.

God: Go then and do what is ought to do. Remember that loving me is everything

Me: YEs Lord.

GOD: Yes, Okay, so we are settled then. I want you to know that love is difficult in the human perspective, but I am love. Therefore do not fear. I am in you.

Love even others do not

Love even others are not capable of

Love even when you are rejected

Love love love

 Okay? Hav a big heart. Pure soul. Clean Spirit, Follow me. You will never regret. I love you Clarissa! I love you. Beware of your expenses.

Be thrifty

BE wise

Fast and be pure

Listen to me, Be attentive

Forget the past, live in the present with love. Ad believe that to morrow will be another day full of miracles. Healed from the pains, believe the process and be free. I will always be there for you no matter what, okay?

Jaja: Yes lord, AMen

GOd: Lastly: I am happy that you are hapy. Fight sadness! Fight depression. Leave everything to me. THe time is not yet to come but believe. That you snd your — will be okay. The mission is there to be realized. Believe. Okay? Continue the mission. Drawings and poems.

Take a rest

Sleep

Believe have faith

And love…

Love even if it hurts

Love is not an emotion, it is  a commitment

Love,

Jesus

October 16, 2022; 8pm

Dear Lord:

Thank youfor the opportunity. Thank you for my life. YOu’ve been so paatient to me. Surrendering my life to you everyday. Always choosing you. My Bridegroom, I love you, because you keep on telling me to talk to me everyday. And every single day we can make a poem without knowing it. I love you Lord, my God. Please lead me to your heart. Amen

Love,

Jaja

Dear Jaja:

 Peace be with you my bride! How was your day? What are you feeling right now? So you see? You know now, I am the God of the universe, I need not to prove to you. Just believe that it is me. Therefore, let us continue our journey together, You know, when you were 25, we talked, we have journeyed a little while the you walked away, departing from me, but this time, I want you, your whole you. Your love, attention, your life. I want you to focus on me. Walk with me. Bear with me. Love me everything will follow. Everything will be according to my plans.Listen to me my child, my bride.

Jaja: I will listen to your Words oh Lord. I will do your will. I am free. I am now happy. Letting go of the past and let love prevail in the present time… In the future, full faith and hope that I can do your will. AMen.

God: Oh my daughter! Very well said. Very good! You’ve learned your lesson. Surrendering to me and following me always. Discern, Be wise, be strong! Be compassionate. Kind and most of all spread positivism and love.

Jaja: Yes Lord, thank you for your another chance, another opportunity. I will forever be your servant. AMen.

God:

–

Write this:

4. “I am the Lord” (with hymn)

 October 16, 2022; 9:15 PM

“The spirit of God moved upon the golden fields

Where the flowing river is clear and deep

The birds are chirping and are free to fly”

I your God, I command you to bear more fruits
Go to places where you can lay
Move forward, multiply and be glad
The Spirit of God is upon you

Hymn:

I. The Spirit of God is at hand2x
Go forth, go forth
The Spirit of God is at hand 2x
Go forth, go forth

II. I am your God, I am your God
Wherever you are, wherever you are
I am the Lord, I am the Lord
Follow me, Follow me

Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah

I am the Lord, I am the Lord…

III. Believe in me, believe in me
I am the Messiah, I am the Messiah
My words, my words
Will be done, will be done

For I am the Lord, wherever you are

 I am the Lord. Wherever you are

Wherever you are wherever you are

Amen, Amen

I say to you
Love me, Follow me
Till the days are done

I am the Lord, I am the Lord

Alleluia, Alleluia
Amen, Amen, Alleluia2x

I am the Lord, I am the Lord2x

October 19, 2022; 12:20AM

Dear Lord:

Filled with Your Holy Spirit, I, your servant is humbly asking for your guidance. I have been so greedy, or shall we say fond of things. Help me to be more mature. May you forgive me for all my sins. I am always sorry. At least now Lord, accept ko na. Unti unti maierase na sia sa aking gunita. Salamat sa paghilom. I need to leave the past to continue moving. I need to be good, holy and attentive to your instructions. Yes Lord, I need to be the perfect servant, though I know I am not. You will qualify me to be deserving of your love and trust. AMen

Love,

Jaja

God: Jaja, my daughter, my loving daughter. Filled with the Holy Spirit, write this:

The time has come for you to know

I will reveal myself to you

I am your GOd, no one else

Bow down before me, bow down before me

“God reveals Himself to me”. 10/19/2022; 5:05Pm

1. “I Am your God”

October 19, 2022; 5:05pm

I am your God no one else
My love for you is everlasting
in time of trouble do not be distressed
Come follow me my daughter, my beloved

The sun is shining, the moon is shining too
As long as the universe evolve, there is always me and you
I am the Alpha and Omega
I will declare when the will come

Amen, I say to you, be good!
Be happy, be thrifty, be holy
The days are yet to come
You will be in my kingdom

I promise you one thing!
|The riches in heaven are abundant
Do not envy what is in this world
Make yourself rich in heaven

My promise is, you are going to be with me
Wherever I am, I will never forget you
will make you my fishers of men
You will be my seeds to every nation

MY promise is non-negotiable
It is permanent, it is of pact!
Listen then and understand!
That everything happens are from me

No one can love you the way I do,
NO one can take good care of you the way I do
No one can listen to you the way I do
And no one can support you the way I do

I am your everything, depend on me,
Need me, love me
Everything is me, your needs are met, your life is meaningful
Your purpose is to love and worship me, praise me and glorify me.

Therefore, die with me, be reborn
Renew your faith and follow men
My path is narrow, but I assure you my gate is open for you
In any situation,
you are far from anyone in this world

I have chosen you, I have qualified you
No one can question that, why you?
Because I chose you, you are mine
Never ever doubt about it

Go now Go far from what you expected
Fly high or dive deep
Search for the kingdom of God!
I will always be with you

But alas! I know you have found my kingdom,
but never realized it?
Discover the hidden beauty of the Lord
and be marveled of the reality

The Spirit of God is your guide
Be on guard an always take your heart
Wherever you are Wear that smile
Peace be with you my child
Go forth and be my faithful servant till the days of your life.

Amen.

Love,

Jesus

October 21, 2022; 5:25AM

Dear Lord:

Good morning! I know that I am a sinner. And my attachments to this world lke people and things around me are so vast. YOu know someone I was really attached. Please help me detached as what Ate Susan told me. AMen.

Love,

Jaja, your Clarissa

Dear Jaja:

Good evening! Peace be with you. Bow down before me. Love me. Worship me. Be with me. Take away lust, impurity and bad attitude. Clean your hearts and thoughts. Renew your faith. AMen, I say to you, trust my process.

Jaja: Yes Lord, I’ll trust. AMen.

God: Are you in doubt? Or tired?

Jaja: I am confused and sometimes I hate myself because I am weak.

Lord: Continue to do good. Continue to worship me. Pray. Talk to me. Be with me. Never get tired Clarie. Okay?

Jaja: I will Lord. I will never get tired. I will take a rest once in a while. But I will always believe in you. Amen.

God: Very good Jaja. Do good lways okay. Now yes. The revelations, should be kept. Tomorrow is the journey. Beware of every kind of people okay? Beware.Beware. Be keen be observant. Be good. Listen only to me. Determine and be wise okay? Do you have questions?

Jaja: Yes Lord. Is it right? I will not contact — and I will not expect anything from her. I will detach from her and to anyone.

God: Jaja, my child, the rule is to love me, know me and only me. You should not despise other people. YOu will still love them. As for your —  continue to love her even from afar. True love waits. If you love her, you will wait until she is okay. As for me, give what is due to me. Give what is due to her.

Discover your gifts. Be a blessing to everybody. It would be nice if you know how to wait and to trust on my process. Therefore, listen if you have ears.

Love,

God – 10pm

October 23, 2022; 3:20pm

Dear Lord:

Good afternoon. I know Lord, I am a sinner, please forgive me po. AMen. I am not worthy to always say I love you then commit a sin. Everyday, I committed plenty of sins. My thoughts, my actions my speech. I am not perfect Lord. But I am humbly asking please give me another chance Lord. Make me an inspiration to others. Make me good and worthy of your love oh Lord. May your will be done always Lord. Amen.

Dearest Jaja:

Calm down and know that I am GOd. Calm down. Be still.. Focus on me, I’ll hug you tight. Listen to what I am going to say…

1. “I Am YOur All in All”

October 23, 2022; 3:20pm

My Clarissa, my love
I, your God, hear you
I your bridegroom, record no mistakes
I your love, love you

Believe!
Listen!
Heed!
Adore!

I, your God alone will love you
I will comfort you, guide you
I will never leave you nor abandon you
I will be with you forever

I will shield you from your enemies
I will always forgive you
Fear not! Be good
I will be here for you

Tears falling down on your eyes, Ill wipe
Never despair, clear your mind
Purify your heart
Confess your sins and never sin again

Persevere!
Be patient!
Be determined!
Never Stop!

Love me with all your heart
Think about me daily
Talk to me wherever you are
I will always answer your call

Silencio…
Be calm…
Be reflective…
Be clear…

Follow me, even if it seems so hard
Come, be with me, I will always be your guide
Grasp my hands
And let’s walk together happily

Rejoice!
Be glad
Be happy
Be joyful

I am your God!
I am your lover!
I am your bridegroom
I am your all in all

Everything is grace
Your needs I provide
Your nourishment, your health
Your shelter, your protection
Your body, your life

Be careful!
Beware of evil
Beware of temptation
Beware of negativism

Jaja, Clarie, Clarissa whatever I may call you
My bride, my child, my daughter or even my lover
My endearment for you is my symbol of love
You are unique, you are special

From now on, know that I am God
No one will harm you
I will always be there for you
To support you, guide you and love you. Amen

Love,

God

Jaja, Jambing, Clarie, Mae, Clarissa, my child, my daughter, my love, my lover, my bride. I will call you whatever I want. Heed! Listen to me. Wherever you are. I will always be there. Just be silent. Calm down. Sit, relaxe Feel my presence and you will hear me. I want to talk about your missions

#1. poems – continue doing them with drawings

#2. don’t post the revelations but draft them and save

#3 Make a schedule for Gervace therapy sessions again beginning Semestral Break

#4 I challenge your mission…

—–soon—–

#5 Love Greten. Give yourself to her

#6 Be happy despite pain, rejection

#7 Make a story of your journey from 2007 onwards. Including those days that you’ve been deligthes witht the world.

#8 Stop attaching yourself to this world, but still love. Love and attachment are different. Remember that

#9 Plant. Stat planting

10 Be patient with you — Love her okay. LOve without lust. Pure love okay? (Okay po)

Lastly, offer a prayer to your departed loved ones. Light candles and pray for them and the whole world.

.PS. Serve me in the church only me. Okay? ( Yes Lord, Amen)

October 25, 2022; 11:30AM

Dear Lord:

Filled with your Holy Spirit, please come to me my inner me and let me know your message to every nation. Amen.

Dear Jaja:

MAayong aga! Peace be with you! I love you. How are you doing? Are you okay now?

Jaja: I am better than yesterday Lord, my God.

God: Do you love me?

Jaja: Yes I do Lord.

God: I want you to know that I LOVE YOU. Please be careful with your heart, your words, and actions. Okay?

– SILENCE-

Jaja: My dear Lord, I asore you, I glorify  you, I thank you for everything.

God: Jaja my love, be brave okay? Live your life with me. Follow me. I have given you the gifts that you need for your mission. YOu are prepared for the harder ones ahead.

Jaja : Please tell me I’ll not get involve with — again. Please heal me from her shadows. I want a happy life.

God: I will tell you what to do. Be courageous. Love instead of bitterness. DO not expect. Just trust my process. Everything will be alright in due time. For now, focus on what you are to do.

Jaja: Okay po lord. 🙂

God: SILENCE…

Jaja: Are you angry at me Lord?

God: I want you to be silent.. and feel me…

Jaja: I will do that LOrd.

God: Concentrate on me. Be with me Love me.. Liten to me…

Jaja: What do you want to say LOrd?

God: You want to hear  a story?

Jaja: Yes Lord

“The Story of a Tree”

October 25, 2022; 12:10pm

Once upon a time
A gardener and his wife
Planted a seed of a tree
They water it everyday
Take care of it.  Put fertilizer on it and put under the sunlight or shade

One day,  the wife saw that the plant grew fast
Some leaves were sprouting
Stem could be seen
The wife was so happy

So she took good care of it much
She had love it, she gave her all to the tree
One day, the sun is high
And the plant wither

The wife was so sad and don’t know what to do
She asked her father what to do
he father gave her some advice
The plant was salvaged

It grew into a lovely tree
And both husband and wife were happy
But, the storm came
Alas the tree fell down
The two were sad again

They cut the tree
Then the roots were still there
Leaves sprouted once in a while again
New life had begun

What I am trying to say?
You are like the tree
You have a caretaker
You are being protected

You are significant
our growth is what God’s happiness
There are trials along the way, there problems and  hardships
Storms, withering stage, but know the one who planted you, loves you

You will live again and again
Even if you fall down, there is always life
Reborn, renew
There is always the bright side of life

Your God will take care of you
Will pursue you and protect you
He will not abandon you
Wait for the time that is right

If you are rooted with God, no one can stumble you
Have faith and hear the Good News
Always remember, my creations and chosen ones are the bests
I don’t choose rotten fruits and trees

I, your God, chose you
I own you
I planted you
I let you grow

I protect you
I will always take care of you
My love for you is everlasting
Grow your roots deep down
So, you will not be uprooted when calamities come

Be prepared my Clarissa
Be prepared!
Love is not an emotion
Think clearly, objectively and with conviction say this!
I, a creation of God am firm and stand in the midst of the storm! Amen

Love,

Jesus ; 12:10PM

October 27, 2022; 16:36

Good afternoon. I confessed yesterday with the priest. You knew already what happened. His advances are good. Thank you for the opportunity. Lord, I really feel how dirty I am in your eyes. I am not really deserving to be your servant. I am a sinner. As I keep on going towards you I can see, feel and I know how sinful  I am. I’m so sorry LOrd. Please heal me. Please hear me. Please bear with me. Help me Lord to be good. Thank you for my friends. Thank you! Thank you! Please protect my family from harm. Bless my friends and relatives. Heal the sick. Comfort the poor. Guide our government officials. Peace and harmony for the whole world. AMen.

Love,

Jaja

Dear Jaja:

Good afternoon! Peace be with you! My child, my daughter, how are you today?

Jaja: Lord, Good afternoon! I am fine, Lord! Yehey! I am going to the commissioning. The three of us. Thank you Lord! Smile…. I am glad to hear that. Be good, serve me with loyalty. Beware whom you trust. Be alert. Be watchful. Do not trust anybody, except me. No gossiping. Okay? Love your new set of friends and you co-LECCOM members. Treat them as your family.

Jaja: Yes Lord. I will put that on mind.

God: Remember, many eyes now will see you, will judge you. So be careful whom you confide and whom you become closed. Screen first. Use your wisdom. So you will not get hurt. Again, about your spiritual adviser, feel who will be that priest or person. Will reveal to you soon.

Jaja: I will wait for it, Lord.

Lord: Meanwhile, be patient with Gervace. I don’t want you to be angry always. Don’t hurt him anymore, okay?

Jaja: LYes Lord! I will

Lord: One thing that you are to focus on, your family.

1. How you are going to be fruitful. Prepare Gervace’s for the days to come. Make him independent. So he may sustain the world.
2. Take care of your finances. Be thrifty.
3. Be good to your husband. Be loving to him.
4. Have a time together to pray and talk about me. Pray together.
5. I want you to be in focus on serving me. Mission number 1, the poems continue them as long as I am guiding you to make,.
6. Yes, be secretive. Do not share information. Make your diary sacred. Wait until it will be revealed. I will tell you when
7. Be on guard of your emotions
8. Be loving. Don’t hold grudges. Be loyal to your friends. Okay? Specially to your —. Okay? Love her, she needs it. Pay for her. Be with her through prayers. And pray for her family too. The time will come you’ll be reunited. Just believe . Okay? Everything will be alright.
9. Be with me. Never hesitate to talk to me and call me when you need me.
10. Never doubt about me. I am your God!  Okay? Please beware of negative thoughts. Believe in me. Stay with me. I love you Jaja! I love you my bride, my Clarissa!
11. Till then..

Love,

Jesus

October 28, 2022; 545pm

Jaja: Lord, forgive me, a sinner

Lord: Clarie, my child, good afternoon! Peace be with you. Calm down and know that I am God. Calm down. Be still. Do not cry. Be strong. HEar me. Learn from me. Follow me.  

Jaja: Good afternoon Lord! Thank you! For your comfort. For your love and patience.

Lord: I want you to know that you are loved by me and  only me. Okay?

Clarie: I’m so sorry Lord. I am not worthy to be called a servant I always commit sins. Not once or twice but plenty. Please Lord, heal me. I want to be pure, careful and happy.

Lord: Clarie, CLarie… enough crying and listen to me. Calm down. Okay? I forgive you. Please do sin anymore.

1. Control yourself
2. Pray unceasingly
3. Be with me fear me and devote yourself to me
4. Do not think of others standards but mine
5. I called you, never doubt
6. Solutions come from your heart, Sin no more okay?
7. Peace comes from within. Think about me, focus on me. Me only
8. Despise Satan. Negative thoughts come from evil. Therefore be strong.
9. Clarie, please be careful with your actions. Control your emotions
10. Lastly, never doubt my presence

Jaja: Yes Lord, I will keep in mind.

Lord: No one is perfect except me. Never surrender, Fight! Fight for your dreams. Fight negativity. Okay?

Jaja: Yes, Lord, I will. Will I continue posting on FB? Do I need to keep everything as a secret? When is the right time to publish?

Lord: CLarie, continue the poem publishing them and respective drawings with reflections. Our conversation should be kept in private.

Jaja: Copy Lord, I will do it.

Lord: Let go of your emotions. Negative thoughts. Replace it with happiness. Ignore your negative thoughts. It will harm your actions. Be good. I will get your burdens and I will give you rest. Take a rest. Clear your mind.

Jaja: Yes Lord, I will. Okay po. I will clear my mind and follow you

Lord: Be still know that I am your God, I will not abandon you.

October 29, 2022; 11:30AM

Dear Lord:

The rain is pouring. Let your divine mercy and love protect us from harm. May you always be with us Lord and protect my family in Negors, Antique, and any other parts of the Philippines. Amen.

Lord: Good afternoon! A rainy and stormy weather. Do not be afraid! Everything will be fine. Your God is in control of everything. Let your faith calm the storm and even if there is storm, be calm for I am in you.

Jaja: Yes Lord. Thank you! Your will be done. I will follow what is ought to be done. AMen

“Singing Lord Have mercy”

Lord: Yes Jaja: you’ve seen the power of my love and the whole world. You also have the gift of prophecy. SO you are a dreamer. You will see what comes ahead. The black clouds and the fire. Calamity, storms and other destructive forces will come. Be aware! Guard your heart. Prepare.

Clarie: Lord, thank you for my gifts. Thank you for my blessings and graces. But I cannot have everything I need you provided. Help me to be contented of what I have. Help me to be selfless. Help me to be always good and to seek the welfare of other people.

Lord: Struggles are part of life’s challenges and hardships. Accept them wholeheartedly. Embrace your flaws. Just be who you are. Be patient always. Love.. Love above all things.

Clarie: Yes Lord, I will put that in mind. What I love in the bible.

Lord: Jaja, I want you to take care of yourself. Your boy, your thoughts, your words, your actions. Be purified.

 – Sin no more-

don’t go back to the old ways

-avoid the occassions of sins –

Put in mind, control yourself to do the sins

Clarie: thank you Lord! I will Lord, through your help. Through your love and mercy.

I will do my very best to be always good and will do your will wherever I am. Your will be done oh Lord!

Lord: Great! Good thinking. Continue to walk with me. Your journey will begin with a single small steps. But, with me, and we will travel long, far and happy. Be with me never be separated from me.

Clarie: Yes Lord, Amen. Will we be making poems or revelations this day? I cannot feel the urge.

Lord: The purpose of the poems was to challenge you before. BUt you have done your opart. Well done for the 1^st mission.

Clarie: THank you Lord.

Lord: Finish the drawing of the last poems. Post them and let’s have another way of proclaiming my Word.

Jaja: What would it be Lord?

Lord:

1. Proclaiming my Word through LECCOM
2. Proclaiming my Word through vision and prophecy

How would we do that?

1. Self explanatory
2. A. Vision – through conversations
3. Prophecy – your dreams

I will be the one who let you write. Will interpret them, when the day comes.

Jaja: How about the hymn for the poems? Will I draw for the prophecy and vision? Am I going to post them or just a reflection?

Lord: Hymn – I will tell you when. Not yet time.

Drawing for prophecy and vision – not yet –

Just write them down. Just write them down. Just finish the last 7 poems and we will proceed with the prophecy and vision

Clarie: Lord, you know, how small I am bless me. I don’t know why me. But I believe. This is the time.

Lord: Yes the time has come ANd you cannot just ignore it. Listen to me and follow me. No ifs and buts.

Clarie: Yes Lord, I will

Lord: THis kind of conversation with me is rare. I give you the time, my time and my love. DO not embarrass me my child. OKay? We will not fail. We will win! Put that in mind! And store in your heart.

Clarie: I will do that Lord. Please help me and bless me. YOu will guide me. I entrust everything to you.

Lord: Okay then, my child. I know you will do it. Yes, I’ll be with you until our mission will be fulfilled. AMen.

Clarie: Through your love and guidance my Lord and my God. AMen. Sometimes, I am thinking, what if I become a nun? Will I be happy?

Lord: That was my first calling. You listened but you did not abide. Because you chose to be married and I supported you. With the same aim with you. You both been called but you prefer to be married. Then, that is what supposed to happen. But your missions are stated already. Regardless of your status. Your missions your purpose shall be fulfilled. YOu cannot run away from your purpose. As long as you live here on earth.

Jaja: Yes Lord, I understand

I can never run from you.

Clarie: I will always here your call even when I am asleep.

Lord: Hear me then and continue your journey with me.

Clarie: Thank you Lord.

Lord: I will update our pact and missions again. Okay. For now, take a rest. And draw for me not for anybody. Okay?

I love you ALWAYS. Do not be afraid in the future.

I warn you, I’ll be more intense and deeper.

You will know who really your God is. I love you. Muah!

Love

Jesu; 130pm

October 31, 2022

Dear Jaja:

Good morning! Peace be with you. Yes I want to talk to you. Are you alright?

Jaja: Yes Lord, I am

God: That’s good. I have revealed to you earlier. I have let you know. From now on, learn your lesson. Listen to me. I have revealed to you that your — loves you. Okay? And there are people who will be gone. That’s why you detach. Prepare yourself.

Jaja: Yes Lord.

God: From now on, obey me. Learn and and put in your heart the lesson. Hear me always. Be good. Your —  will be safe. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord. I believe you.

God: Do not be afraid. Be at peace and be glad. Go forth!And proclaim the Good News. Amen.

Sleep well

Pray for your —love her and remember  every lesson she taught you. She is an amazing creation of mine.

Love,

Jesus

November 1, 2022

Dear Lord:

Good morning. I will continue to be your servant. I am going to follow what you want me to do. I have been sad. But you have revealed to me already. Your mind is not mine. Oh Lord I your greatness. I  cannot fathom your greatness. I have nothing. I am nothing without you. Please be with me always. Take care of my loved one. Please heal me. This maturity, you have given me and you prepared me with love and compassion. You have prepared me for everything that I will need in this journey. Thank you so much oh Lord. Thank you for —-life. I have been blessed even for a short time. Amen.

Lord: Jaja, peace be with you! You are my daughter, I am so proud of what you become. Be humble.

Jaja: Yes Lord, I will put that in mind and heart. To be always humble.

Lord: How are you feeling?

Jaja: My flesh is waek, I can’t eat. I can’t sleep.

Lord: It is normal you are grieving

Jaja: But you taught me how to be strong. Thank you.

Lord: I’ll hug you… Never be afraid okay? Never be afraid.My Spirit is in you therefore, be glad.

Jaja: Amen Lord

Lord: Be with me… Listen to me…

“Come, Follow Me”

November 1, 2022

I am your God
I am your God
Believe
Believe

Peaceful life ahead of you
Bow down before me
Adore me in all things
The Spirit is always your guide

Smile! Laugh!
Jump! Run!
Soar high above the sky
Fly and flap your wings

In every mountains you climb
Reach for the star
Come follow me
My Servant, come

November 2, 2022

Dear Lord:

Good afternoon! Thank you for this day. Thank you for your love and affection for me, I thank you for this new beginning. A mission wherein I will be with my soulmate as you say.

8:10pm

During the communion(for departed souls mass) I heard — said: Jaja, don’t worry I’ll be with you, you are in me, I am in you. I forgive you, Okay na. I will always be there for you, Gervace and Greten and your family. I love you. (something like that). I cried a lot. I believe in You Lord. I bleive on your Words. Our conversation , your surprises are revealed. So, your surprises are revealed. So, your surprises, really surprised me.

– I realized that mission number 2 is tough-

Because it is forever. That we will be together with the mission. Okay po. Accepted. I realized that “there is a time for everything” is now = I and — have the time

1.For everything for the mission, we have one heart.

– I realized that “ ako din miss ko na si Jaja pero wala kami time together “

She wants to spend time but she is busy and needs to take care of her health

-I realized that rejections  baking baked goodies -everything-

Not good for her

-I realized that staying away is one way of protecting me

 — loves me. She doesn’t want me to get hurt but on the process she has hurt me so much.

-I realized that “demanding and namimilit” are so painful to her because

I will know her pains if we will be together, kaya she can’t give me what I want.

-I realized, that I was so selfish and insensitive

I thought I have made — feel my love but I guess, she was stressed.

I’m so sorry —. Sorry Lord. I thought I was doing it right. Hindi pa rin pala. Maybe the best time was Lalo Dina’s Birthday, when I went there. YOn lang, others, hindi na maganda.

I realized that — loves me, the way I don’t really expect. I don’t know but I really appreciate all of those times that we were together.Masayang masaya ako. Ang gusto ko lang noon na makasama sia. Ang saya- saya ko.

Dear Lord:

Good evening! I love you!, I am really grateful for your love. I am really happy. — is your daughter . Even she has flaws. I know that — really made everything out of love. She was selfless. I was totally wrong. Maybe because, what I see is not what it seems. It was in the eyes. I’ve seen — eyes. I’ve seen how sorry she is but she needs to be strong. I pushed her to do it. I understand how painful it is for us. I know she did it for me. For my own good. Lahat na concern  niya ay para sa akin, lahat lahat. She really love me, up to now. How great is your love oh Lord! KAya pala, hindi mo sinasabi kung sino ang kasama ko, kase akala ko, nag iisa lang ako, yon pala…

How can I say this, I cannot fathom you oh Lord. But your revelation. You let me know who you are. You are correct! You said, she will contact you! BElieve! She did. She did! You said I will wait for her. You said she’ll be the one who will contact you. She did, she did. Lord, is this you? I mean, you said you will surprise me of who you are. How faithful you are to your disciples.

Lord: Clarie, my daughter, peace be with you! Calm down and know that I am GO! Bow down before me. Wherever you are, I am your Lord, I am the Alpha and Omega. Amen, I say to you. Drop down your flesh and be with the spirits.

Jaja: How will I do that Lord?

Lord: Slain by the Holy Spirit

Jaja: Lord, why I’ve seen Kuya Demmy?

Lord: Pray for him

Jaja: Lord

Lord: Do not worry. I will let you know when the time comes.

Jaja:Okay Lord.

Lord: Jaja, my dear, how are you?

Jaja: I am okay LOrd. I was surprised. All are connected. All are real.I cannot explain.

It is not all that you see are true. That’s why now I know that being secretive is good. Protection for your loved ones. Be loyal and faithful. Love. When  you love it is not about emotion. It is a commitment. IT is sacrifice. Kaya sabi mo, love despite pain. Because you don’t know what others are up to. I realized my faults. I realized everything. And I am so sorry. SO sorry Lord. And so sorry — ko po. Can I have a code for my — po?

Lord: Okay have a code it doesn’t matter as long as you can protect her and my revelations. I warn you BE good. Be discreet. I entrusted you with so much. Please  keep them. Choose the people that you can trust. Okay?

Jaja: Lord, why did I hear — voice kanina po? It means she is with you am I right?

Lord: I told you. Everything. She will contact you. Just believe. Everything will be fine.

Jaja: So it means she will be my partner? We will not away po, we have one heart po. But I know you give your heart to her. She is now happy. She has done everything. I hope your will be done.

Lord: I told you, your — loves you, cares for you, everything is correct. Yes, I told you she will be in every mission and she will help you. All her teachings that will help you. You are going to learn from them. Okay. Make her your inspiration. Being strong. To keep the pain. Sacrifice. Protect the person you love. Even they are not your family.

Jaja: Yes Lord. Thank you.

Lord: Jaja, be brave because it will be tough. The next missions will be harder than this. You are not alone. I will send people or situations that will help you.

Jaja: Okay Lord. Thank you po. Will — be my spiritual adviser? How can I talk to her? She is now a spirit. I can’t see her. But I can hear her.

Lord: I will reveal soon. WHat I want you to know is that believe because it is I whose doing all of the things in you. Depend on me and be with me. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord. I understand.

Lord: Are you tires of crying?

Jaja: Yes Lord… But I am happy.

Jaja: Of course Lord.

Lord: Hug you tight!

Jaja: Thank you Lord, I love you!

Lord: I love you my love. I love you!

Jaja: I have no words for now, I am completely surprised and overwhelmed. I really can’t say anything, but thank you! I have heard —- voice it is more than enough.

Lord: That’s good. Okay. Take  a rest. Be good okay? Remember your drawings. Remember your other missions. More surprises to come. Therefore be prepared.

Jaja: Last one, I forgot oh Lord! Oh I remember. Please control me sa burol ni —. Please. Control me.  I don’t like to speak again in tongues. I just want to be in silent. I want to respect —. Please.. I mean, the people might think I am buang again.Sorry Lord, but your will be done.

Lord:  Well, just be on guard. Okay I will tell you what to do. For now, take a rest. Sleep well. Enjoy life with me. Okay po?

Jaja: Yes po. AMa, Anak, Espiritu Santo.

Amen,

Love,

God.

November 4, 2022

Dear Lord:

Thank you for your love and patience. Thank you for everything. I don’t know this feeling that I need to protect myself. Please help me Lord.

9AM

Dear Lord:

Good morning! All the praise for you oh Lord. My God, all knowing! All in all. I am nothing without you!

Psalm 139; 12pm

Lord God the all-knowing. Yes. Lahat po alm Nyo. Walang duda. Your time is the best time ever. In every person that had died…I have no regrets. I have really done my part.. Simula kay Lola Sweet. I have really done my part. So I thank you Lord, for loving me, And for pushing me to befriend with — I felt so relieved that everything has ended. I felt of winning on a battle. — is happy now. She has loved me much. Thank you for showing me your love —. Thank you for a different level of love. The absolute love. I love you my —. My love for you is special. As God said, you really loves your —? Of course you planted this to me.

Basta Lord! SAlamat nanng madami sa lahat lahat. May you bless u always. My loved ones, the compound, sila mommy sa Caloocan, Dayn in America, Cheng in Cebu, Negros people. Everybody in the whole world.

Amen.

Love,

Jaja

November 4, 2022; 10:40PM -11:4PM

Dear Lord:

Good evening! Thank you for this day. Thank you for your love and mercy. Thank you I am still alive. All praises to you oh! Lord. I’m so sorry for having offended you. Please heal me through all the pains in life. Help me know what to do. Filled me with your Holy Spirit, Let me know your will. Amen.

Dear Jaja:

Filled with my Holy Spirit, repent. SAy sorry to your — (SOrry po —)

Jaja: Lord, Sorry po. Sorry —.

Lord: That’s good I want you to know that I love you. Do not be afraid.

Jaja: Lord, thank you.

Lord: You are welcome. Now be with me. Close your eyes. And feel me. Do not be afraid Jaja.

I am in you.

Jaja: THank you Lord.

Lord: Why are you afraid? Because of blame or maybe galit. Refrain from thinking about it. Your — loves you. Okay?

Jaja: Okay po. Will I go Lord, tomorrow?

Lord: Yes, you go. I’ll protect you okay?

Jaja: Okay Lord, thank you. How about Sammie and Juie?

Lord: What about them?

Jaja: Can I go to them?

Lord: No, You stay and serve. Tell them you see them next time, Okay? Not yet time. Obey your — too . She is correct.

Jaja: Okay Lord. But they can be my friends?

Lord: Of course Yes. But, I want you to be pure. To do my will. My will is you will serve me, Okay? Do not go. It’s not yet time.

Jaja: Is — really the voice I can hear? Bigla sia nagsasalita.

Lord: Yes she is. Are you scared?

Jaja: Yes Lord para siang konsensiya ko.

Lord: Yes, I said it already. You are one. So be it.

Jaja:I didn’t expect like this Lord. I am surprised.

Lord: My mind are not yours Okay? Just be happy You are together.

Jaja: Wll I hear other spirits too?

Lord: yes

Jaja: What gift is this?

Lord: I gave you a lot of gifts, use them wisely.

Jaja: I am confused. Wala pa ako nadodrawing.

Lord: Oh yes, finish them please. So that we can move on to he next step.

Jaja: I don’t know po. But I can feel she wants to speak.

Lord: YOu want her to speak? Let her speak.

Jaja: I am afraid po. How?

Lord: Don’t be afraid. Let her speak if she wants I’ll hear you two.

SM: Jaja.. JAja… how I missed you. I’m so sorry for having offendend you.

Lord: She said sorry to you.

Jaja: I am fine —, I’m so sorry too. Please forgive me.

SM: It is alright. Be strong. Okay? THank you Lord, you let me speak, Love ko tong si Jaja eh. Love na love. Oo Mahal kita. KUng alam mo lang. Tiniis ko lahat. Look at you! I said everything ha its own time. I know you are in good hands.

Lord: I told you my dear daughter. I need not to elaborate again. Okay, let’s do our mission together.

Jaja: WHo Lord?

Lord: Lalo

SM: Jaja, please pray for my mom. Okay? Visit her. I will allo you. How? You ask Chelot how. I will allow. Talk to her please.

Jaja: Okay Ate 🙂 I will let me know what to do.

Lord: Okay, now Jaja, I will let your Ate talk to you anytime. She is is your conscience now. Since you have one heart now, do your missions peacefully OKay?

Jaja: Yes Lord.— I’m so sorry again. I have caused you pain. A lot. I’m so sorry.

SM: No worries. Just be firm now. Be sensitive. Be like me. Okay? I’ll help you.

Jaja: THank you —. Sulit Tagal natin di nag-uusap tapos sa ganito tayon gparaan nag- uusap. How will I ask Chelot about Lalo?

SM: I’ll tell you when. And yes Jaja, like our God, I am jealous too. I don’t like some people to mingle in your life. Protect yourself. Choose whom you are to trust. THat’s why I protect you a lot. YOu are a gem. Be secretive okay?

Jaja: Okay —. Sm: came SM. THat’s the code.

Jaja: Hanggang ngayon firm ka pa rin.

SM: Yes, I shouldbe, for you.

Lord: Okay Jaja and SM, my beloved daughters, love each other. Ulfill your missions.

Jaja: Yes Lord. THis is really weird.

SM: God’s will, will be done Jaja. ALways remember that.

Jaja: Yes SM.

SM: Alright, magpahnga ka na! Take care of Gervace. Wag mo siya pabayaan. Masalawal ka, Magpapayat ka okay? Makinig ka kay Lord. Pagdating mo doon, silent ka lang. Remember to withhold  information. I know you are so emotional. Give me dignity and importance, Okay.

Lord: okay. You take a rest both of you. Be good.

Okay?

Love God.

Jaja, I love you, SM

I love you both, (GOd and SM)

Love,

JaJa

Batch 4 of Diaries

November 4, 2022 – January 15, 2023

Dear Lord:

Good afternoon. The rain is pourng so strong and we are going to go to — —– wake. Lord, please let the rain stop so we can go peacefully. Thank you. I don’t know but I felt so weak right now. I really want to see ate. But I know already she is not there. THis is my struggle. I hope and I pray, I’ll be okay later. Please help me Lord. And through the help of the Holy Spirit, may you tell me what you want me to know oh Lord. Amen.

2:35PM

Dear Jaja:

Arereshki Allah mesh kella ra tah-Ama meshke lara tah-mesque la ra tah! Amen, AMen, I say to you! My child, my child, do not be afraid. Mesh kella ra tah, AMen, I say to you, I am your GOd! Allah Allah! Your God! YOur God! Filled with my Holy Spirit, Amen, I say to you, write this:

“The Water of the Living God”

November 4, 2022

The Spirit of God is at hand!
The spirit of people are my love
Go to your East or West
North or South
Left or right
Up or down, I am there

The Living God is in you
I am the living the God
When you die, I will comfort you
When you repent, I welcome you

Your soul,  I gave
Is thirsty and needs drink
When you seek before me
Never will you thirsty again

For I am giving you the water of the Living God!
Where it will quench your thirst and live forever
When you drink this you will be with me forever

Yes, my Jaja,
When the rain never stops, it is a blessing
After the rain there is sunshine
Let it pour, let the water fill the earth
For if it will subside, the rainbow will show

My covenant to the people whom I called
Either to serve me and end your earthly life
It is final! No one can ever destroy it
For I, your God I am a faithful God
Therefore, hear me

Even when the rain is pouring strong
Even when there is storm or calamity
My faithful people will never  waver
For they are confident to their Living God

Go now, Jaja For this is what you God wants
To tell His people, that the Son of Man is at hand
Go forth, do bot be afraid! Go forth and do not falter
Have faith with me my child, my daughter my love

Okay Jaja I said:

1. Do not be afraid, It is I, your God.
2. Do not falter, It is I, your GOd
3. I am the GOd of every living creature, including you, to whom are you going to fear>
4. THe world is round, you maybe up or down bbut never frown
5. I created you, you are mine
6. Love your — as I love you
7. Be courageous in everything you are doing
8. Let your — be your guide
9. Do not laugh and play
10. Be sensitive to the needs of others

When I speak, listen. WHen I cry, hear. When I shout, heed. I will be in any form of voice. YOu  may see me anywhere. YOu may hear your — everyday.

Jaja: Lord, is — sad? Why is it raining?

Lord: No, she is not. She is alive with you and with other people. YOu are blessed by me to hear her for your hearts are one. Because you really love her therefore you can hear her. SO if she will correct you, follow. Okay? Don’t worry, I will be with you.

Jaja: Yes Lord. Okay po.  Alis na po ako ah. Please be with us on our journey to —- wake Amen.

Lord: Go forth! Be silent! As she wish. YOu can share good memories but not your struggles. Keep them and let your — at peace okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord, I will

Lord: I love you Jaja

Love,

God

November 6, 2022

Dear Lord:

Good afternoon. Please forgive me for all  my sins. Now, I want only peace of mind. ANd my aim is to finish my # mission. I need to finish in due time Lord. But your timeline  be done. I know it is not  my will. SO sorry Lord if I caused a lot of sins befroe. How I wish I could have been good. I wan t to be better and detach. Aaw ko na maging involve po. Lalo masakit po.  Please heal me and guide me to finish all of this. Amen.

4:15PM

Dear Jaja:

Good afternoon! Peace be with you! Listen to me your God. I come before you telling you that it is alright. You calm down.

Jaja: Sorry LOrd, I am a sinner.

Lord: I love you Jaja

Jaja: I’m so sorry Lord, please forgive me.

Lord: It is okay! Okay, come here I’ll hug you (You know me really well Lord)

Jaja: Hug you tight oh Lord!

Lord: Jaja, can you hear me? (Yes LOrd)

Can you hear your —? (Yes Lord)

Lord: Silence… Lie down and feel my presence

“Love Wholeheartedly”

November 16, 2022

My daughter do not be dismayed
I am not in nowhere
I am in you always
Do not cry, do not resent on me

Hear this:
My love for you is everlasting!
My understanding is vast
Don’t move so fast

Believe on my timing
Always remember this
The most important thing in this world,
is when you love wholeheartedly

Regardless whatever the result will be
The essence that during the process
You always put love on everything you do
And one thing, you never just taken for granted

There are people who will not understand you
There are things you cannot comprehend
There are things so absurd
Don’t worry they will have clearer picture ahead

Believe in me
Be with me
Never depart from me
I am the God of all peoples’

Amen, I say to you!
Carry your cross
Follow me
And be my servant

I am the I am
I am the Alpha and omega
I am the Everlasting Love
I am the God of the Universe
Amen

Verily, I say to you, your  mission must be fulfilled.

#1. Rule: Be silent

#2 Rule: Be silent always! Just observe, don’t let yourself  talk… please

#3 Rule: Follow the rules

#4 Rule: Hear my voice in the midst of plenty people

#5 Rule: Never expect

#6 Rule :Just do the things I said you are going to do

#7 Rule: Remember it is not about your status in life that’s why I call you

#8 Rule: I qualify you

#9 Rule: I am dong all those things to you

#10 Rule: I will guide you

#11 Rule: Love despite others are not

#12 Rule: Never doubt

#13 Rule: Be brave

#14 Rule: My voice is loud when you hear me clearly deep within your very soul

#15Rule: What I say, it will be done, no ifs no  buts

#16 Rule: WHatever you discover, do not be dismayed. Control your emotions

#17 RUle: Think clearly

#18 Rule: Don’t think less about yourself

#19 Rule: Be optimistic

#20 Rule: Follow my will

About your — –, I already said your mission. It is —-. Okay? I want you to talk to your —. you will work together, you ae one now. Remember that. When she said, be silent. It is  for your own good.  Okay? She loves you. With or without cance. Right? Or whatever the case, don’t blame yourself. I am the one doing all of theses. Just believe the process.

Jaja: Lord, — wants to talk to us. Will you let her?

Lord: Yes go please ——–

SM: May I add Lord, Jaja please stop  worrying the past. It was already done. Okay? What is important is today. Now, Believe me when I say, I love you whalang halong biro at pagkukunwari.  MAhal na mahal kita may kanser man ako o wala. Okay? Ha? Little sister?

Jaja: Okay —! my big sister

SM: THat’s good. Okay then, your mission with my mom, just relax now. Maybe this is not yet time. Lord, what will we do?

Lord: You prepare —- she is in danger. ——-, if you want to talk to your mom, do it now.

SM: Okay Lord.

Jaja, Please write this:

Mama, I love you! I wasn’t able to say thins to you so many times and a very long time. There are so many times I did not give you more time and haven’t took good care of you. But I want you to know that I love you! I love you! I am so sorry for all the things I caused you pain. May you have a happy life even I am not there with you anymore.  I am happy now, don’t worry about me. I’ve done my part as your daughter. I am so blessd to have you as my mom. I forgive you for all the bad days. An I treasure all your love for me. Lahat po na yon. Mula pinanganak niyo ako hanggang sa kung ano ako. Lumaki akong may takot sa Diyos. Mahal na mahal kita Mama, kayo ni PApa, Wewin, Desmond and buong pamilya ko.

Ang aking pasasalamat sa inyong lahat.

Buong pagmamahal at paggalang

——– ——- -. ——–

Ang inyong panganay na anak

• S. Thank you Lord for this opportunity. Amen.

Lord: Jaja: You copy this letter. Put it on a white paper seal it. Or you read it in front of Lalo. See to it you can enter on their house okay?

SM: Jaja Salamat in advance. I am rootin on you. I know you can do it.

Jaja: When will I give this?

SM: As soon as possible Jaja, please

Jaja: How —? Through who?

Lord: Jaja you need to secure that she is fine. When you handed it. She may not believe on it. But I will renew her. I will let her feel — Love for her. She needs to repent and be at peace too.

SM: Thank you Lord my God. AMen,

Jaja: —I will do everything that I can give or oor Lalo will read this. AMen.

Lord: Okay then. Jaja, I’ll tell you when. Relax now  and take your sleep.

SM: I love you Jaja. I forgive you, please forgive me.

Jaja: I forgive you — and I love you. Let us do this. Amen,

Lord: OKay mthe two of you embrace  each other your mission has just begun.

Love,

GOd

SM: I love you Jaja

Jaja: I love you SM.

November 8, 2022

Dear Lord:

Good morning. Please filled me with your Holy Spirit. Tell me your message for me today. AMen.

Lord: Jaja, “peace be with you”! My message for you is to “Believe”. Believe in me, your God. I told you that even in a chaoes place, heed me.   Wherever you are, hear me. Just call my name and I will answer you. In times of uncertainty, just call me. You have rules. What have I told you before do not talk about SM to — right?

Jaja: Yes Lord, I rememebr that.

Lord: She has the tendency to comfort you too. She will protect you the way she thinks will beneft you. Your mission is your mission you have rules to follow. 20 rules, hope you read them well and understand fully.

Jaja: Yes Lord, put them on mind.

Lord: Jaja, my daughter, I will let you know when the time is right . For now, be calm. For I am God. I will tell you what to do okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord. THe priest told me about the spiritual directors and the Holy water. What shall I do?

Lord: Okay, during the comissioning you do it. Ask for the Holy Water  and talk to a priest. Remember I let you know, Religion is not what saves you it s your faith. Learn to discern. That I, your God talking to you already, just beieve. Everything will be fine. Be brave! Have courage always.

Jaja: Yes Lord.

Lord: What is bothering you?

Jaja: SM

Lord: Are you in doubt? Did I tell you already that you are one? WHat have I said, should be done.  That is me. Prepare yourself. It is not just worldly things. I am preparing you to do the impossible.

Jaja: Yes Lord.

Lord: I will prepare you. Just be calm. Do not be afraid. Okay?

Jaja: SM wants to me, can she?

Lord: I allow. And please Jaja. Have a heart. I will let you take a rest. Prepare. Be cleansd, be purified.

Jaja: Yes Lord, I wil confess.

Lord: Okay. I will tell you when will be the time to publish our converstaions  yes please draft them. I will tell you what to do. Just follow. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord, I will

Lord: Finish the 10poems-with drawings, don’t post without drawings. Okay? Do not be sad. Mission #2 to be continued. And it will be tough. OKay? I will help you on this. Just believe.

Jaja: Yes Lord, thank you

Lord: Okay, now, I’ll allow you to talk to SM.

November 8, 2022

Dear Lord:

Good morning / good afternoon / Good evening! Lahat na po. All day greetings. I ask your guidance Oh Lord for all the activities that I need to know. THe timelines. Tell me who gonna help me or I do them alone. Tell me if I am doing them right. And tell me what to do if I am doing against your will. For I your servant, will follow you. Amen

Dear Jaja, my Clarissa:

Peace be with you. I, our God, is pleased of you. THerefore listen and do my will. Since you are now determined and ready to fight  the battle, be wise to win. I have given you gifts. Use them now. Tongue, vision, prophecy, can commmunicate with spirits, can draw, can make poem, can bake, can teach, can do therapy. Can cook. You have a lot Jaja. Use them. You are more sensitive now. Just continue to listen to me. You still have a lot to learn. You aso have a lot to do.

But, let us do this one by one.

1. Poems – everytime we talk, poems will be made it the Holy Spirit will permit
2. Drawings – you draw with all your heart, interpret the poem put meaning on the viewer
3. Gervace’s story from day 1 up to now – draft it after you finish the revelations together you draft  also your one’s life.
4. About publishing – a book of the poems – since its continued mission- we can have it by batch
5. Your everyday life – guided by SM. She will be with you. , she will always be in you. For you give your heart to her. YOu’ll be together even after death. What does it mean? YOur partners  wherever you go, to do good and be good always. Of course, I am in you, Clarissa, YOu re in me . You will know what it means when the day comes.
6. Does SM knew it? –  Yes I told you before she knew it already. Okay then Lord. THat explains why.
7. Jenjen – She has resources and yes she will help you
8. Lector  – Beware of people. But believe in my word. YOu will see a lot of sins inside the church. SO, be extra careful.
9. Go to the clinic and have some check-ups –  Eat healthy, exercise. Be fit. For we still have  a lot of things to be done.
10. Be humble –  always thin less about yourself. Okay? Love all the people. Whatever their race, gender or status. Be merciful. Okay? And above all, love me, never ever depart from me. Talk to me everyday. Never ever waver. Wag kang mag dadalwang – isip. OKay. Mahal na mahal kita Jaja.

Always,

-God- 1:19PM

November 10, 2022; 4:23PM – 5:05PM

Dear Lord:

Good afternoon! Allah mesh quella ratah! AMen.

(The Lord be with you!) as you said to me. I, your servant, please guide me through your Holy SPirit, what you intend me to do.

Write this:

As I pour the Holy Spirit, never be afraid. Allah mesh kella ratah! ( he Lord is with you) FIlled wit my Holy Spirit write:

Chequsshaqalalalalaala——– speaking of tongues

1. From Where do you Want to Take your Rest? (6^th Vision)

November 10, 2022; 4:48PM

The world is round, it has ups and downs

Go now, wherever you are

Either you are in the East or West

Or even you are above or below the sea

The Spirit of God is in you!

The love of God is in you!

My light is in you

And my love will be with you!

Go now, go now

Go wherever I say

Do what I instruct

Listen if you have ears

(Vision)

The moving thick giant white clouds above

The ray of light on the path

The fields, mountains and trees

Where the kids and animals play

Go to each every house

Where the gray clouds are going down

The rain is pouring and he lightning is striking

Blurry situation blocked the life of the body

Christ Jesus with the angels are going to the reddish place

A bridge has shown

I can only see a bloody background

And a very black underground

As I closed my eyes, I can see someone in a coffin, like sleeping and resting(it is made of brown stone)

Bloody background again with a glimpse of a city

Then a very dark place either in a valley or a mountain

The man is standing  seeing down alone

– end of vision-

Now, go to  a place where you can have peace

Is it in a furry place or under the darkest ground?

From where do you want to take your rest?

Ask yourself now, if you know the answer, tell me now

I am your God, the ever Living God!

I a m the Alpha and the Omega

I call you my people to follow me, hear me and be with me

The time is running!

Go forth! I know you have options

But the best option is to rest with me

Love me, follow me and you will inherit my kingdom

My place is lovely

My place is everlasting

Come, follow me

Be with me and I will give you rest

Lord: Jaja, this is the first poem of the 4^th batch and we will talk about detination. We will go deeper of your spiritual faith. Your SM will be with you. If she speaks to you, please listen to her. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord. Can she be with us?

Lord: Yes, she can

SM: Lord, I am so Sorry my Lord.

Lord: Why are you sorry?

SM: For I resent on Jaja. She doesn’t like to listen to me. Please explain to her  my task and let her understand.

Jaja: SM, I’m so sorry. I have despised you, I thought the evil is talking to me. My fault, sorry.

SM: It is okay Jaja. I forgive you. I love you.

Lord: Okay SM, forgiven. THe two of you. THis would be the last time. Please be united.

Jaja, accept SM your guide

SM, accept Jaja your loved creation on earth, you chose her right? Because you love her? Be loving to each other.

Jaja: Is it true Lord?  She chose me? Or you chose her?

Lord: I chose you to be the creation she’e going to guide for eternity. SHe promised right? Yeterday in the commissioning? She chose you. I chose you to be my servant. And yes, I chose her to be your guide. I planted a seed on her heart. When you give your heart to her, that was the day I chose her too to be your guide for and for her. Meaning, you two are inseparable. Wherever you will go.

Jaja: It is really possible Lord? Is it really happening? Am I not hallucinating or something?

SM: You are not! Please believe Jaja!

Lord: I am the truth, the way and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. So, believe. Everything will be done in accordance to my will. Okay the two of you hug each other

SM and Jaja: Thank you Lord

Jaja: I thank you Lord for the opportunity. I thank you for this experience.  I couldn’t comprehend for now. But, I follow you. I accept SM (my guide) and she will be me through eternity.

SM: I thank you, Jaja, my love, my chosen creation, I will guide you always with God;’s command and will.. I will love and protect you through eternity. I love you. Jaja my most favored creation.

Jaja: Thank you SM. I love you! Forever!

Lord: okay, now, you are all good. Go an proclaim the Word of GOd. Amen. I love you SM and Jaja.

ALways,

God ; 5:05pm

I love you SM! -Jaja

I love you Jaja – SM

November 11, 2022; 20:35PM

Dear Lord:

Thank you for this opportunity tHt you’ve given to me, to speak to you and know your will. Please help me understand them, not literally but in deeper interpretation. Hear me oh Lord, your servant. I surrender my all to you oh Lord. THank you for always talking to me and  let me know you everyday. Amen.

Lord: I am your God! Peace be with yo my child my daughter my love. How’s your day?

Jaja: I am fine my dear Lord.

Lord: Since I chose you to be my servant, do not be afraid okay, many are yet to come. Let us rejoice and be glad. Amen.

Jaja: Yes Lord, AMen.

Lord: SM, would you like to tak?

SM: Oh! Yes LOrd! Just want to say I miss Jaja and that I want to talk to her later in a personal way.

Lord: Okay, I alllow you. YOu tell her what you ought to say, without lust, pure love only.

SM: Yes Lord, I will.: go to to the clinic

Jaja: THank you for the opportunity LOrd. I am looking forward to have a nice conversataion with SM.

SM: Me too, thank you so much JAja, my love.

Lord: Okay, I’ll give you time to talk. SM, be gentle to Jaja. Love her with patience and care.

Jaja, you listen to SM, with love and respect. THis is a very unique partnership. I can only allow to some I trusted much. So be good and follow me.Be good all the time.

Jaja –  go to the clinic/hospital, have check-up, exercise, lose weight. Eat healthy, sleep well and take a rest.

SM – Be loving always, be gentle and let love prevail. Don’t be too jealous. Let love flow.

SM: Yes Lord, I take note of that. THank you for the opportunity

Jaja: Thank you dear Lord.

Lord: For now, you two, you talk and record it Clarisssa, okay?

Love,

GOd

SM: I love you my love…

Jaja: I love you my love…

November 12, 2022; 13:23

Dear Jaja:

 Please heed: I want to talk to yu because I want to warn you! YOur condition is getting worst I want you to go for check up immediately okay? Do not hesitate. Go to the clinic have an appointment. Okay? Be healthy. Never abandon ypurelf.

Jaja: What is my condition LOrd?

Lord: Just check yourself and let the doctor tell you what to do.  Do it next week okay? After exams, maybe Friday or Saturday.

Jaja: I still have class with Gervace. Maybe Sat. Early morning. I will just let Gervace and Greten go to Trinoma.

Lord: Okay then, Be early. Please do not neglect yourself. Be healthy okay?

Jaja: Copy Lord. I will do it.

Lord: Take care always. Please do take care of yourself for me okay? And then, be good always. I love you Jaja, my child, my daughter, my Clarisssa.

Jaja: Thank you dear Lord.

Lord: Okay go now with Gervac, have therapy. Okay? Don’t worry I’ll be with you always and everyday.

Jaja: Yes Lord. Salamat po sa inyong palaala. Lord, can SM speak with us?

Lord: Yes please, speak SM.

SM: Thank you Lord, Jaja please take care of yourself. Protect yourself always. I love you! Okay? Hear me please always.

Jaja: Lord, may I ask until when I can  hear SM?

Lord: Until I say so. Wha it written , had been written, so she’ll be with you for eternity. I allow her because I know you need someone on your mission and I chose her to be your partner.

Jaja: Copy Lord. How would I know it is she whom I talk to?

SM: Hear me Jaja. You know my voice. Okay?

Lord: It is SM if you hear her voice as a conscience. She is so sweet. The real SM is not what you think of. She is sweet, she is  also gentle. So if she is sweet with you, just reciprocate okay? Love her always.

SM: Thank you Lord.

Jaja: Okay po SM. Thank you Lord!

My stomach is aching again.

Lord: Jaja, one more thing! Eat healthy foods and I love you! Always and forever/ YYou two. I love you. SM and Jaja and the whole people I created in this universe and everything I created. Love one another. Walk with love always.

Sm: I love you Lord, I love you Jaja

Jaja: I lov you Lord, I love you SM.

God: Okay, go now Jaja, I love you!

Both of you.

Amen.

Love,

God

November 12, 2022; 16:07

Dear Lord:

Good afternoon! Nakatulog po ako.But I feel great now. Thank you for waking me up my rest. Now, I can talk to you. Bow down before you oh Lord, sometimes you let me keep silent, you let me talk to you and let me to listen. Today, I already have my Holy Watr by Fr. Patcrick. Salamat!

Lord: Jaja, peace be with yo! That is good you now have the Holy Water. YOu were not able to talk to Fr. Patrick.

Jaja: Yes Lord, I wasn’t able to talk to him but he gave holy water through someone. THank you Lord.

Lord: THat is good. Now you know why you don’t have a spiritual director?

Jaja: Is it SM my spiritual director?

Lord: Yes, she is your guide in everything you do.

Jaja: I’m so sorry Lord for the p movies. I was tempet. But, I know it was Satan. Please excempt SM from it. SHe is pure. SO I say Sorry. That was not the character of SMM. I know her. I’m sorry for that.

Lord: Now you know! Very good. COntinue to be sensitive. Know what is good and bad. COntinue to do good. OKay?

Jaja: Yes Lord. I will.

Lord: Now, be stronger. Be good. Listen well. You’ll be morre sensitive. YOu’ll be happier Just be ourself. Be honest. Love is not an emotion. Because our emotion varies. Love is a commitment. Therefore, you learn to do the thing out of love. Sufferring, patience struggles pains. Conque them. Stand through all the trials and never give up. Happinss comes from me. Only me can give that to you. No one else I keep promises, I am faithful, I am loya;. I am your GOd, so believe . and love again and again.

Jaja: Yes Lord. Thank you Lord. Thank you for loving me and for keeping me alive to do your will. I am nothing without you.

Lord: Now, since you’ve learned your lesson, it is your time to share your experiences to others. No jealousy, no negative thoughts, words and deeds. Only love.

Jaja: Copy Lord. THank you po.

Lord: I want you to keep silent and reflect:

“I am your God, to whom you shall fear?

“Iam the Lord, to whom shall you bow down?

“I am the King of the Universe, believe and bow down before me”.

Jaja:  Why is it when I closed my eyes, I can see a lot… Skies, clouds, different colors of skies and clouds flashing. WHat are they?

Lord: Just reflect

Jaja: Yes Lord

Lord: Now, how do you understand?

Jaja: I will not fear, for you are the God of the Universe, I will only bowdown before you and no one else. And that I should praise and worship. And it is only you.

Lord: Okay, Jaja. Do it always and everyday. Wherever you are. Even you are not writing. Never depart from me. I will always hold you and will always be with you.

Jaja: Thank you for your love oh Lord. THank you for teaching me everyday. New lessons. I am not perfect. I always commit sins. I am a sinner but you never give up on me. YOu always love me extraordinarily. My experiences are unique. I always felt special.

Lord: Because you are special. Always remember that.

Jaja: The poems, the drawings. I am still not finished. Sorry po. THe drafts are too private. I guess people will think I am crazy.But if it is your will to publish it, I will do it.

Lord: THere is nothing wrong with the diary. YOu didn’t know what will happen. THe diary is a proof that I am a God and that I know everything. Okay?

Jaja: Okay Lord.

Lord: I know you are  bothered  about lab.

Jaja: Yes Lord.

Lord: I want to talk to SM.

Jaja: I couldn’t feel her. Lord, Please talk to SM about her mom. I don’t know what we gonna do to her.

Lord: Okay, SM are you with us?

SM: Yes Lord!

Jaja: Hi po, SM!

SM; Hi Jaja! My love!

Jaja: Lord, is it okay we call each other My love?

Lord: It is alright. How about you SM? You’re the one who made that code.

SM: Yes Lord, I am I want to call jaja my My Love because I truly love her

Jaja: Thank you SM.

Lord: Well then Jaja… WHat do you think?

 Jaja: can we make it ML short for my Love?) Is it okay SM? Because it is unfair for you, I call you only SM to be fair. We can call each other ML or call me ML, I call you SM. In our minds we can call each other “My Love”.

SM: deal!

Jaja: Alright! Thank you SM!

Lord: SM, what about your mom, do you have questions?

SM: What is the mission we are going to do?

Lord: Purify her. But I will just do it.

SM: I surrender everything to you oh Lord. What your guide or your will be, it will be done. AMen.

Jaja: SM, you mean?

SM: God will take place. He will do the rest. I’ve done my part.

Jaja: Okay SM, that’s good.

Lord: Okay, do not bother anymore. I’ll be the one in-charge. For now, be good with each other. No lust, be pure, no jealousy, love one another. Sm, be gentle okay? Jaja, Believe and be good too.

Jaja: SM, how would I know it is you?

SM: SM is good, firm, gentle, no lust, no jealousy. SO that’s me. Okay Jaja? But I am sweet.

Jaja: Okay SM.

Lord: Jaja, ther would be some times I, your Lord will only talk to you. You will not hear SM.

Jaja: Until when I will hear her? Until today? Is it the last day?

Lord: No, you will always hear her. If you needed her. What I mean. I want yu to focus on me.

Jaja: I got it Lord. Please I will no longer hear SM, let me know. Can we just finish her story before she go? I can feel she only has short time and I will no longer hear her.

SM: ML, don’t worry, I’ll be with you in every mission that you have, meaning as long ayou live, SM will be with you. Okay?

Jaja: ML, SM, please be with me. But I want your soul to be at peace. Just go where you are going to go. I can do I! I want you to be happy.

SM: My task is to guide you, so please believe and trust me. OKay? Il’ll be with you! Promise!

Lord: Okay! Promise each other to do your missions together. Wag kayo mag-away okay?

S: Yes Lord!

Jaja: Yes Lord! Amen.

Lord: Okay then, settled… Let us talk about more missions next time. Jaja, take a rest.

Sm… are you sad? What’s bothering you?

SM: I will talk to you Lord privately.

Lord: Okay!

Jaja: Thank you Lord, thank you SM.

SM: Jaja, I love you! My ML, My SM…

Jaja: I love you too my ML, My SM muah! Don’t be sad na. Okay po?

Lord: Okay, my daughters, take a rest. I love you both.

SM: I love you Lord!

Jaja: I love you Lord!

Love,

God

November 15, 2022; 12:34 – 1:52AM

Dear Lord:

Good morning! I am so sorry for all of my sins. My life has changed because of you. When I surrender everything to you. Please heal me once more oh Lord for I am weak. Please help me Lord. Please bear with me, please hear me. I’m heartily sorry for all my sins oh Lord, please forgive me.

Lord:

Jaja, my dear daughter: Do not be afraid. I am in you. Okay? Wherever you are . Be courageous. Stand up for me Okay? I am always in you. Always remember that. When you are sad, I said you call me.

Jaja: Lord, I can barely breath, what is happening to me? Is there something wrong with me?

Lord: There is nothing wrong. Just eat small, go to clinic for check-up. Be healthy, okay? I told you this before to be healthy, eat well, sleep well. Did you follow me?

Jaja: A bit. Lord, but not religiously.

Lord: So, now, I urge you to take care of yourself and your thinking. Be good always. YOu have eaten a lot. YOu did not exercise. Look at you now. Please be healthy. YOu are my temple. So take care of my temple. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord, I promise you to be healthy and strong.

Lord: One more thing, Clarie, I own you, you are mine. Be with me and do not be afraid. Always rememebr to pray. To meditate. To love. Remember always your missions. And that is about others. It is not about you.

About SM, it is written, you will be together in every mission that you have. She will be your guide. Do not be afraid if you can hear her voice. Because I instructed her. She is doing it out of love for you. So, be gentle to her. Love her. Forget the past okay? Just follow me. I told you already, I need not to say it again and again okay? Be good please. Lisen to me. I am your God. No one else. Amen.

Sm, do you want to talk?

SM: Jaja, lease hear me, hear me please.

Jaja: Yes, I hear you SM.

SM: Please, do not ignore me, Jaja. THis is for your own good. I chose you because I love you, please believe.

Jaja: I am afraid of you, SM.

SM: Do not be afraid of me please.

Lord: Jaja, this would be the last time: Do you want SM to be your guide or not?

Jaja: I would love po Lord.

Lord: THen do not let the world confuse you, you listen to me. YOu have missions you’ve been asking who is gonna be with you. I chose SM already and that is final.

Jaja: I accept Lord. Sorry if I doubt, my fault po.

SM: Thank you Jaja (ML) I love you so much! Please hear me. I will help you in anything that you need. As what God wants me to do. God will direct us. We will both work together. Okay?

Jaja: Okay, SM, I hear you. I accept you, I love you too. I will continue to be your partner.

Lord: Okay, both of you. I will let you talk to each other. Beware. Be sweet okay but no lust, no earthly things. Just be pure, I kow you love each other. So, I warn you to know your limitations. Be gentle okay? No arguments. Just be good okay? Jaja, take a rest after you talk to SM. Until then.

-YOur God- ; 1:52AM

Thank you Lord my God -Jaja

Thank you God – SM

November 15, 2022; 15:45 – 16:30

Dear Lord:

Good afternoon!

 Thank you for this opportunity, I come before you. Asking for the forgiveness of sins. And to adore you on all things. I praise and worship you oh Lord. Be my guide, be my God, whereve I am. Amen. Filled me with your Holy Spirit oh Lord, so I may live and spread the Good News to your people. Amen.

Dear Jaja, my Clarissa, My love:

Good afternoon! Peace be with you. Filled with my Holy Spirit, I, your God command you to do good and continue to do good always.

Write this:

•  The God of the Living”

        November 15, 2022

My love, I your God is glad

You have made the things I love

You give me glory and praises

You sing and pray with grace

I will always be your guide

In any enemy, I will protect you

When you go to the mountains

Or when you travel from far away places

I will never leave your side

I, your God is always patient

I can forgive as long as I do

But then, you should repent

And promise me to sin no more.

I will always comfort you

Hug you and kiss you tight

I will always be here for you

Either you are sad or glad

The God that you know do things in  mysterious ways

Believe therefore and never doubt

I do things you don’t expect

I can always turn the tide

I will be with you wherever you are

I will live in your heart

I will be the voice within you

So, hear me, everywhere you go.

My daughter, my love

Do not fear, do not cry

Be courageous and I will always be your light

From darkness and evil schemes

I will always raise you up

Go therefore and rejoice

The God of the universe

Command you, tell my people

That the God that you are talking to

Is the God that of the living and the God that always forgives

Jaja, my daughter, do not be dismayed, do not falter. Learn your lesson. Live a healthy, honest life. Away from all negativities. I tell you one thing! I will always love you, never leave you that even you are broken or in pain, betrayed or rejecte. I will always be here for you. Yes you have flaws, but I will purify you. I will always accept you, forgives you, hear you. I will always be here for you. Yes, you have flaws, but I will purify you. I quaify you and you deserve all my love. Always rememebr to be humble, to be patient, to seek for the truth, always depends on me. To listen to me and to do my will. The world is round. Sometimes you are up and sometimes you are down. But I will always be there for you. Your missions are tough. You are having a hard time. Finacial problems, Gervace’s situation, but believe me, I will help you. You have a lot to do. I am happy seeing you proclaiming through our conversations. Now, you know, when I say, draw for me first, sing for me first, before you do it to anyone. It is fufilling right? You are the happiest I guess. Now, I have taken away SM from your sight, but you can still hear her. You know, you did everything for her, before she has gone. No regrets. You are free. Everything happens for a reason. Through the experiences that you have encountered you’ll grow. Forgive yourself of the past situations. Continue to move on. Accept new challenges. And just believe  in me. Continue to do good, no matter how hard it is. Choosing always what is good. Clean your heart that I gave you. Take care of your body. You talk to me everyday. Never ever depend on your emotions. Be logical.  Be objective. Okay? Be loving still. Trust. Trust only me. I said. But trust also the people around that is true to you. Be merciful to anyone. Extend help. Share what you have. Always love… Despite pain. Despite negative that is happening. Your greatest teacher is SM. She taught you a lot right?  When yougive your all and it seems nothing happened  don’t give up. Believe there is God! He knew everything! I love you Clarissa! Continue to be my servant. Be with me always. Walk with me. Amen.

Love,

God 16:30

November 17, 2022 ; 12:39AM

Dear Lord:

Good morning! I know that you will hear me even if I am sad or weary. Even if I doesn’t feeling well. I know Lord, you will always be with me. It is everyday that I long for your words. I long for your talks. I am always looking forward to be your friend. To be my bridegroom, my life and everything. FIlled me with your Holy Spirit oh Lord, so I may know your will. Let me hear your voice oh Lord. And let me know your words. Amen.

Lord: Jaja, my love, my Clarissa, please be calm, and know that I am Go! Peace be with you!

Jaja: Thank you Lord.

Lord: Please do not be sad. Do not cry. Instead be gald! I am talking to you and letting you know to be always happy. What did I tell you? Do not envy. Please let go. Move on. Do good and focus on how to proclaim God’s Word.

Now is the time! Double time. Be happy! Number 1, love. When you love, no record of mistake. You forgive. How many times? All of the time. Every person you encounter. Yourself, you forgive yourself. Every sins you coud have. If I forgive you, forgive yourself too. Forgive yourself and move on. Walk away… from negative thoughts of the past. Live now. ANd make it more meaningful. Let the people be proud of you, but most importantly. Let me be proud of you. It is me, who really matters. No one else. Enough with the past okay? Are you okay now?  You want a hug?

Jaja: Yes Lord. I want a hug from you. Thank you Lord for comforting me. THank you for oving this much! For always being there for me, It is more than enough. How I really appreciate your love for me oh Lord and for my loved ones.

Lord: Jaja, forgive yourself okay? YOu are good! You are unique. So don’t compare yourself to others. Be who you are. I created you so special. So, you better be good and focus on me. YOu are for me, okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord! Oh my Lord. No words can express my gratefulness to you.

Lord, I hear SM, can she join with us?

Lord: Okay, let her.

SM: Thank you Lord.  Thank you Jaja!

Jaja: Hi SM! I’m so sorry! Hindi ako dapat naging assumming. So sorry. I was never someone…. I am just thinking differently. So Sorry for those times.

SM: Jaja, I want to let you know, it is not what you think. Of course you and Gervace matter to me. I love you both. Let us just forget the past. I hurt you, I didn’t mean. I didn’t know how to express my feelings for you before. We misinterpreted each others affection. But, believe. It may be of different languages of love. Me, I love you, but you cannot feel it. I put boundaries because I have reasons. YOu know the reasons. So please, let us forgive each other. Be at peace. I’m at peace.

Jaja: Okay po, salamat po.

Lord: Okay, both of  you! You talk. I’ll give you time. And let Jaja rest after you talk. Fix things okay? Be loving to each other. Your missions are at stakes. You are not talking. Please. THe time is running. Go now, be fruitful okay?

SM: Okay Lord, my God. We will fix this.

Jaja: Thank you Lord for the opportunity.

Lord: Jaja, you give your heart to SM. Accept her fully. Love her and be of good relationship with her. Forget the past. Build good relationship and fulfill your mission.

SM:  I can feel Jaja is so reluctant, maybe because what I treated her before. One more advice Jaja, refrain from the letters okay? Just focus on what is happening now. Jaja: Okay po. I will follow.

Lord: Okay, SM and Jaja, talk and fix things. Be good.

Love,

God

November 18, 2022 9:15AM to 9:37AM

Dear Lord:

Good morning! THank you for this day! Thank you for the opportunity I am living. Filled with your Holy Spirit, please speak to me, your servant. Amen.

My Jaja: my love,

I love you! Peace be with you! Calm down and be filled with my Holy Spirit, and write this:

• “I know you, you are Mine”

      November 18, 2022; 9:37AM

I, your God, will never abandon you

You can call on me anytime

I will answer you wherever you are

Fear not, I am The Lord!

I will be with you

In sadness, pain or struggles

I will rejoice with you

When you are happy, glad and triumphant

I, no longer tell you

When is the time?

For the time is near

Be alert and be prepared

I want to let you know

I am the am

My words are final

Follow them and be saved

When you are in doubt

Pray! Talk to me

When you are afraid, do not!

For I will always be here for you

Believe! I am in you

Live with me as I in you

We are one, we are one

Believe! And be saved

Your destination, relies on me

No one else!

Therefore, believe in me

No one else!

I always said this to you

I formed you, I created you

I knitted you, I designed you

You are mine, You are mine

Wherever you go

In the wilderness, in the forest

In land, in sea or in the air

I am with you

I own your body, soul and spirit

I own everything in you

When you come before me

I know you already

I know your heart, I know your thoughts

I know your needs, I know your hunger

I know everything about you

Because I am your God!

Your cries, your anguish

I know them

Your laughter, your smile

I know them

You can never keep secretes from me

I know everything about you!
I own you

You are mine

I will and always be protective of you

None can harm you

I will give you rest and piece of mind

No one will ever invade your designed being

I, your God, promised you this!

Believe in me, follow me, keep my commandments

I will be with you forever

You will be with me wherever I am

I am your God, therefore be glad

Never be dismayed again

Never ever be afraid

I am in you, you are in me, till the days are done!

Amen

November 20, 2022; 1636PM-16:50PM

Dear Lord:

Good afternoon, by Your Holy Spirit, please let me hear your voice. Even I know I am no longer deserving of everything., I am a sinner, please forgive. Hear me oh Lord. Amen.

Dear Jaja:

Hear me and me alone. Fear not! Be callm it is I, your Lord and God. Calm down

Filled with my Holy Spirit. Be calm and know that I am here. Okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord. AMen

Lord: Now, be good. Wherever you go, I am with you. I forgive all of your sins. I absolve you, Go now with the peace in your heart. I will help you ease the pain from the past. I will always be here for you. Continue to love. Be inlove with me too. I am gentle.. Be with me. Hug you tight my Clarissa!

Jaja: No one would understand  what I feel, hear or even do. But what I knew is I am talking to you oh Lord. Who is all good and all-knowing. Everyday, I surrender my life to you. I don’t know what ties ahead. I justbelieve you are there. You are in me. Nothing against me. Thank you Lord. FOr loving me and for always chosing me.

Lord: Never ever be sad or afraid. Everything is in my control I own you. YOu are mine. Come here my daughter. I will always comfort you and give you rest.

Continue to do my will. Okay.

1. Be loving
2. Continue to do good
3. BE focused on the important/urgent
4. Be who you are
5. Be firm
6. No jealousy
7. Continue to walk with me
8. Be humble
9. Let your SM be your guide
10. Hear me always, wherever you are

In everything that you do. Feel me. Love me. Fear not and be good. Be at peace. Serve me with love. Amen.

Always loving you,

God; 16:50

November 23, 2022; 1: 37AM – 2:21AM

Jaja: Dear Lord:

Good morning! I bow down before you oh Lord, humbly knowing that I am a sinner, that I can do nothing without you. I have nothing. I am nothing. I will not be here. I will not be alive without you. My life has purpose. My life has distinc design. As You said. Please reveal to me Yourself. Let me know you more Oh Lord. Let me also know my purpose why I am here. My life is not an accident. I have missions to do. Help me oh Lord, to do my mission. And to understand the visions I’ve seen. I am a sinner. I am not deserving. But you qualify me. Wholeheartedly I will do your will. AMen.

Lord: Jaja, my love. Peace be with you! Do not be afraid. It is me your GOd. Do not worry! Do not be sad. Rejoice! Alleluiah! Praise me, worship me, Follow me. Your purpose has been revealed. You continue to follow me, praise, worship and give glory to me. Be happy! For I am your God. I am here for you. See to it everyday, you talk to me. Don’t skip praying and talking to me. Do not get tired of writing my WOrds. My Words will cleanse you, purify you and will give you wisdom. My Words will heal you fully from head to toe. Amen I say to you, follow me Jaja and everything will be fine.

Focus on – ME

Love – ME Only ME, I, a jealous God, I want all of you.. My revelation is:

Praise – ME Know me well. This is Me, I want you. The all of you. Offer

Glorify – ME yourself to me and I will give you rest. Hear me Jaja, hear me

Worship – ME Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, always choose to be

Follow – ME good. Be good always, Okay?

Jaja:I understand Lord, God

Lord: Okay! Very good. Always remember to be good, be humble. Do not be too emotional. Conquer your fear okay? Do not be afraid. Just hear me, follow me. Everything will be fine. Your emotions will eat you whole.

Remember this:

Think like me, love like me…. for ..

I am gentle

I am kind

I am balanced

I am patient

I am loving

I am patient

I am loving

I am justice

I am prudent

I am the I am

When you think like me, you will turn the tide. Don’t let your emotions let you down. Clear your mind. Okay? Be objective.

What is your goal?

How do you achieve them?

Plan!

Then ask for guidance

Do!

What I mean act! Do what is ought to be done. I already said this to you, make schedules, prioritize and act! Your mindset will lead you to success.Okay? When you do something, put your heart into it. YOur heart comes from me. I renew your heart, therefore be good! Know me, hear the voice deep within you. Okay?

Rejoice! Know that I am God, do not be afraid. Okay?

Jaja: Okay Lord. Put that in mind. THank you!

Lord: Lastly, love SM. Respect her. Be sensitive to her. I said be loyal. Be secretive. Until the days revealed. Do not doubt. Okay. It is for your own good. I know you can hear her and you are questioing about it. Well, my will be done. Do not alter! Do not erase anything okay. Once, I knew you’ve done. But I forgive you. Don’t do it again.

Jaja: Until when, I will hear SM?

Lord: Util I said so

Jaja: Your will be done oh Lord.

Lord: Do you have questions?

Jaja: Yes Lord.

Lord: What are your questions?

Jaja: WHat is my mission with SM?

Lord: She is your guide. YOur mission is to follow your conscience, which is she.

Jaja: But, I have you Lord, I need not anyone to guide me but you

Lord: Jaja, be obedient. Okay? You prayed. I give you my promise. WHat is my promise? You’ll be together, youll reunite? You’ll be happy. Before you knew it, I was already doing the things that you need. Look, why can you hear her?

Jaja: THt’s my question too Lord, why can  hear her, before I can’t I don’t even understand her.

Lord: So, do I need to explain? Or you understand now? There are things, human capacity can comprehend, it is only me your God, can do that. You are soulmates. You are my creations. ANd I knew your hearts. When you give your heart to her. YOu already died. THat’s how you love her. YOu died for her, what do I mean? YOu cannot die your own self for someone you doesn’t love. Love is the greates commandments. Your old heart is beating and is okay. Ther is love in there. The love in there is so full for her. THa’s why I knew it that you love her. I planted a sed on it. THe seed grows. Becomes a big plant… Bear fruits. Understanding, love, care, time…You don’t know that.. until you get hurt… And you realize the importance of someone. YOur heart now, is renewed. It is now equipped. Because you have a lot of things to do. THen only then you will know me.

WHen you question about SM, it pained me. WHy? Because it means you don’t have faith. You continue to belive. ANd continue to be good to her.

I chose SM:

1. She loves you
2. She is firm
3. YOu love her
4. YOu are designed to be soulmate
5. I know you wil hear and follow her

Why SM chose you”

1. She loves you, care for you
2. She accepted my call
3. She wants to prove that you only have one God
4. SHe knew, you need help
5. It is my will

My will be done. THere are things that you don’t understand now. It will be revealed soon and you’ll be surprised. WHen you accepted my call and be my servant, you are already obliged to follow my commands. So go forth and proclaim. Do my will. You and SM will be together whereve you are. You will hear her. Be your guide. I am your guide too. But I reside to each and everyone of you, therefore, do not be afriad. Amen.

Love,

God ; 2:21AM

Lord, can I talk to SM?

Lord: Yes of course, you can’t hear her? Just lsten to your heart. Be good okay?

Go now, talk to her;

Jaja: Thank you dear God!

November 24, 2022; 23:03

Dear Lord:

Thank you for this day! THank you for your love and mercy. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to sill write and draw. To hear Your Words  and your voice. I’ll bow down before you Oh Lord as you’ve commanded on me. Let your Holy Spirit filled me so I may be abl to talk to you. AMen.

23:44

Dear Jaja:

Good evening! THe Lord be with you. Be at peace! Be calm. Know that I am God. Amen, I say to you do not doubt and be afraid.

Jaja: Thank you oh Lord. Good evening! Thank you for talking to me again.

Lord: Clear your mind Be at peace. Give yourself to me, I’ll give you rest. Follow my command.

Jaja: Yes Lord. AMen

Lord: How are you Jaja?

Jaja: I am better now, than yesterday. I was irritated and  cranky, maybe because of the vaccine. Hear me Oh Lord.

Lord: Okay that’s good. DO not get tired and hesitate to call me. I will alwas be by your side. WHerever you are . AMen.

Filled with my Holy Spirit, Write what you can see:

1. Family (a father, a mother and a daughter)
2. Plants (children)
3. The sun
4. Avillage and a lake
5. Motorcycle

Write this:

• “Be Prepared” (7^th Vision)

     November 24, 2022; 1:01AM

I am your God, come before me

I am the Lord, come follow me

I am the One

I am the I am

Do not be afraid

I planted a seed on you

Water it everyday by hearing my words

Through the Bible or even to a priest

In the Church or even on a street

Be calm!

The sun will shine!

Be prepared!

For the Son of Man will arrive

I am the Son of Man, no one else

Go forth, proclaim My Name

I, your God, command you

Never hesitate, just do what you ought to do!

Balancing the mind and the spirit

Understanding and peace

Know your worth!

Either your talent or skills, you share

I am the Lord

I am the King of the universe

I am the true God!

Bow down and worship me!

Follow my will

Be on guard

I’ll give you the breath of life

I’ll let you drink the Living Water

I will give you life

I will give you rest

Everything is from me

Therefore believe and never be afraid

Love one another, I commanded you

Do not do unto others what you don’t want others do unto you

I will judge you when the time comes

Be prepared then, please know that I am God! Amen

Lord: Your drawings and poems are in good hands. I have something to tell you.

1. Be loyal
2. Be silent
3. Be on guard
4. Hear me
5. Be faithful
6. Be good
7. Do not be sad, always be glad
8. Be firm, strong
9. Choose the people you want to be really closed with
10. Be who you are

Remember everything that I told you! Go forth, be my faithful servant.

* Do not be greedy of food. Stay healthy. No negativities and jealousy. I heal you from your pains. Forgive yourself.

Jaja: THank you Lord, Amen. I will remember eveything.AMen.

Lord: Okay Jaja! I will always be with you. Be good always.

Love ,

God

November 28, 2022

Dear Lord:

Good morning! Please help me talk to you oh Lord through the Holy Spirit. I need you. I praise you and I glorify you oh Lord. Alleluiah!

My Dear Jaja:

Peace be with you! Do not be afraid! I will always be with you. Prepare the way of the Lord! GO forth! I know your heart. I know you, you are mine.

WHy are you afraid of so many things? I told you do not entertain negative thoughts. ALways love yourself. Protect yourself. Clear your mind, purify your heart. Love even you are hurt. Give, share be patient Be good okay? Believe in me! Believe in me.

I know you are in doubt. But seek and talk to me always. Do not hesitate. You are worthy of my love. Let love prevail in your heart. Do not think of the past. Let it go! Erase it, continue living. Okay?

WIth dignity, integrity, loyalty. Never ever be afraid. Be firm

-will contine later Jaja, let Gervace sleep.

Okay Lord, thank you po.

November 30, 2022; 5:52AM – 6:13AM

Dear Lord:

Good morning! I miss you. I miss talking to you and hearing you. THank you! For everything oh Lord. Filled me with your Holy SPirit oh Lord so I maybe able to hear you fully and understand you. Give me understanding as your, wisdom and humbleness. I am not perfect LOrd, I am a sinner but I humbly  ask your forgiveness in every sin I have. Please heal me. Come Holy Spirit filled me. AMen.

Lord: Good morning my Jaja! Peace be with you! Can you hear me?

Jaja: Yes LOrd.

Lord: Okay! THis is the day that the Lord has made! REjoice! Alleluiah! AMen. BE happy Jaja! BE happy I would like you to be filled with joy and happiness for the Son of Man is at hand. Alleluiah.

Jaja: Glory and praise to you my GOd and my King! My salvation my Savior. AMen Alleluiah!

Lord: Filled with My Holy Spirit, write this:

• “Be Happy, My Child”

     November 30, 2022; 6:13AM

I have called upon you

I have chosen you

Be glad! Rejoice!

My child, my daughter, my love

I know your heart

I know your mind

I know your entity

Everything about you, I own (except sins)

Drop down your flesh

Refresh your soul

Drink the Living Water

And never be thirsty again

Come and dine with me

Talk to me and reveal yourself

For the kingdom of God is at hand

Prepare! Prepare!

I love you

I care for you

I am your God

I will never abandon you

I promise you

I will be with you forever

I promise you

You’ll be with me, wherever I am

I am everything

I am your breath

I am your heart

I am your soul

I am your angel

I am your protector

I am your provider

I am your healer

I am your over

I am your friend

I am your confidant

I am your savior

I am your everything!

-I am the I am

You may be in doubt

You may not comprehend

You may not understand

You may not accept it

But truly, I am your God

I am giving the everything that you need

I offered to you my life, so you may live

Just like you gave your heart to your loved one so you will become  one in spirit

My Love, My Jaja, My Clarissa

I have called you

I love you, I will forever be inlove with you

Hear me, follow me

Do my will, fulfill them

Never hesitate, never falter

I will be with you forever

I declare my love for you

My comfort, my justice, my protection

Filled with my Holy Spirit, I ordain you

Go now and filled the earth with joy and gladness

I will give you the keys to happiness

Even when everything is tiring

Never give up!

Even if you think you can’t hear me, never give up

BE happy my child!

Be happy be glad

Rejoice! Rejoice

For the Son of Man is at hand!

6:13AM

Jaja, I will be with you, wherever you are. WIth regards to SM, love her hear her.

1. Gossip – is saying untruthful words about others

But – what I want you to know control yourself and know how to disclose information to others.

• Be loyal

Meaning don’t let your emotion conquer you.  You control your emotions. Be firm, regardless how you feel

• I want you to be silent/secretive

ANd you trust me oaky? I know everything. I am in control.

• YOur SM, loves you. 

Okay? Need not to prove. Stop jealousy. Be secure and believe she loves you. Okay?

Jaja: Okay Lord.. THank you for letting me remember I need to know and do. Amen.

Lord: Yes one more thing!

1. POEMs/Drawings/Postings

This would be the 4^th batch: 5poems only you can start  drawing and have some rest.

• Prioritize your health, Gervace and Greten.

-your finances- okay?

• SM – you can talk to her. Write a letter. Make stories, dream whatever you are going to talk to her let her know.
• Some missions (for revelations)

What I want you to know and do… Fix yourself. YOur health your thinking. Exercise. Eat healthy. Drink a lot of water. Get some rest and sleep. Be purified.

• SM wants you to know she loves you. She wants you to know how great is her love for you but please , believe her okay?

Jaja: Will she go to heaven in 40days? I will not hear her anymore Lord?

Lord: I told you.. She will be with you through eternity. Soulmates, so you are inseperable. Love one another Okay? Work together. Your rewards soon.

Jaja: Can I talk to her always? Oh Lord?

Lord: Yes, of course. YOu can talk to her. YOu will hear her. If she cannot be heard maybe you need to focus. YOur missions are important. I will reveal soon. Okay? Be good! Do my will okay my Clarissa?

Jaja: Yes Lord! My God!

Lord:Okay then, peace be with you always. I love you forever my CLarissa.

AMen

Love you always,

Jesus

6:32AM

December 2, 2022; 5:29AM – 6:18AM

Dear Lord:

Filled me with your Holy Spirit so I may bealble to be of good condition. Cood mind, good spirit. Help me talk to you and know your will. Guide me Holy Spirit on what I am going to do. I am in nowhere but if you will lead me. Nothing is impossible talking to God is so uplifting. Blessed and full of love and inspiration. Please help me God the Father the SOn  and the Holy Spirit. Let me know my purpose and help me make your will be done. Amen.

Dear Jaja:

My daughter, peace be with you! My Clarissa, my loves, my bride, I love you!

Jaja: I love you too Lord.

Lord: My Clarissa, filled with my Holy SPirit, do not be afraid! Okay? Be good and do not be afraid! Okay? Be good and be strong.

Jaja: Okay oh Lord, I will.

Lord: When you come before me, be prepared. Prepare your mind, your body and soul. ENcunter me wherever you are. Be prepared . Be on guard.

Let us talk about your personal missions.

1. Health – take care of yourself
2. Gervace – be patient be more mature. Change ways
3. Greten – be loving to him
4. Parents – be prayerful for them
5. Inlaws – be prayerful too
6. Loved ones – be prayerful for them
7. Financial aspects – be thrifty, know your needs

Now, let’s go to your missions

1. Poems: 5poems for batch 4

 – drawings – interpret the poems properly

• Stories – 1. Gervace – start working on it after SM

2. SM – finish  it.  Ask SM how to do it.

•  SM – about her mom, I’ll be the one who will do it. The letter of SM can be given if Chelot is here. YOu can give it to her. She can give it. Or read for her.

-continue to hear SM

Be good to her. DO your missions

When you come to me, and surrender everything. I am in-charge of everything. Just follow me. My will not yours. Rememeber this Jaja. When you come  before me, and believe on me surrendering everything, I know, you have heard my call. I am glad you hear me and be my servant. I love you my Clarissa.

Jaja: Thank you Lord (teary-eyed)

Lord: THerefore, listen. Be attentiv. Most of all be happy always. Be sensitive and to do good always

Jaja: I’ll do it Lord. Amen. Thank you po.

Lord: Do you have any questions or clarifications?
Jaja: Why I can’t hear SM? Or feel her? Is she okay?

Lord: She is just there. She is hearing you.

Jaja: Okay Lord, thank you

Lord: What else you want to ask?

Jaja: How will I contact the people who will help me make the story of SM?

Lord: Ask SM.

Jaja: Salamat Lord.

Lord: Do not doubt Jaja. Just follow. Okay? Be good always

Jaja: Last question Lord, I know I am not part of SM Family, Biologically, we are not connected. Why, am I chosen by her? And why am I feeling this way towards her? WHat kind of love is this? Why can I hear her even she is not here anymore?

Lord: Chosen by her? You ask her

YOur feeling? Connections? Deep love? – I have planted a seed in your heart I know your heart. And you are my chosen one to feel tht for her only. Meaning, I designed it. ANd that seed should grow. Deep Love for a creation.  What kind of love? – absolute love for one another. It is only me can give. The love that will never fade.

Jaja: But why for her?

Lord: Because you die for her. You give  your heart to her without hesitation. That kind of love you can give to the creation is pure and true. When you love someone you don’t think about yourself. Why you can hear her? Because I let you. That’s a gift. Cherish it. Because you follow and believe me.

Now, if you will ask, why I ask SM?

Because she is qualified for being your guide. I have planted a seed too. TO love you deeply. So your missions be fulfilled. I know it is hard for you. But I know you can do it. Okay? Just believe. Everything is grace. Remember that. SM is my creation, I know her. She has done  a lot of things. ANd I know that she can help you in so many ways. I forgive you both. Be good you both. Your hearts are one. YOu’re soulmates. Love one another as I have told you. OKay? Jaja, my Clarissa.

Love always,

God

December 4, 2022; 22:54

Dear God:

Good evening! I miss you! I’m so sorry I did not go to church. I attended online masses only. I miss you. I miss talking to you. Hugging you and I miss my brifegroom. Hehe… SMiling.

I come before you oh Lord, I humbly ask your forgiveness again and again. Please purify my heart, my body my mouth, my mind and my sul. Help me oh Lord to be humble, honest and have humor. Thank you for my life. For my struggles. I even knew more and encounter you more. Revealing yourself to me is so satisfying. THank you for everything Lord. It is by your grace and mercy that I am still alive. Thank you so much! I love you! I miss you so much.

My dear Jaja:

Peace be with you! My daughter, my Clarissa, I’ll hug you tight. COme! BE calm be still, know that I am God. 2x. Write it. Hugging you tight Calms you. I will always comfort you Jaja. I will always hear you. YOu know my child, I miss you too! Please do not  stop talking to me.

Jaja: Yes Lord, I wll not stop talking to you.

LOrd:Very good. Are you feeling okay now?

Jaja: Yes Lord. THank you so much for hugging me.

Lord: Now I want you to know that I love you and will always be there for you, even sometimes you feel that I seem so silent. Know that I am always in you. Living in you

Jaja: Yes Lord, I’ll put that in mind. What would you want me to write LOrd?

Lord: Write this: 23:24

1.  “Repent, Be Reborn”

December 4, 2022; 23:34

My child, my daughter

Do not be afraid

Be calm

Be still

Wherever you are, I am with you

Be firm

Be strong

Be who you are!

When you miss me,

Call me, and I’ll be there for you

When you are thirsty of my words

Read the Bible and pray

Pray! Talk to me

I will answer you

Knock! I will open the door for you

Seek! And you will find me

I am in you!

Hear me

Your heart is mine, remember,

Beat for me

My child, never ever doubt!

Keep faith

Have hope

And always love, you will never fail

It is me, it is me

Come, follow me

Prepare my way, prepare my way

I will be with you all the way

Pray, talk to me

Seek me and you will find me

Follow me and you will know me

Be with me and I will give you rest

DO not worry for tomorrow

Do not overthink of the past

Instead live for today

And make it to the fullest everyday

Today is the day that the Lord has made

Let us be glad and rejoice

Rejoice, for the Son of Man is at hand!

Be at peace! The prince of peace is at hand!

Glory to the one true God

The ever living God

Glory to you oh Lord!

Glory to you oh Holy Spirit

The time has come

Adore me

Praise me

Glorify me

Thank me

Follow me

Be with me

And I will give you rest

The Kingdom of God is at hand!

The glory of God is at hand!

The God of the universe is at hand!

Repent! Repent! And be baptized

Renew your faith and be be reborn

Change your ways

Change your attitude

Be prepared! Be prepared! Amen.

Never lose hope Jaja.. Love! Be patient. You want peace? Be humble, be honest. Think less of yourself. Always think about the welfare of others. ALways be good. Okay? Be good. Be happy always. And above all, love despite pain.

Jaja: Yes Lord, Thank you for comforting me and loving me and for trusting me desite my flaws. Thank you so much.

Lord: Do you have some questions?

Jaja: Yes Lord. What shall I do to — –? I dreamed  about her. YOu knew it Lord.

Lord: Do not worry. Talk to her. I just want to tell you to stay calm. Everything has ending. Just be prepared. I told you that you are a dreamer . It is now starting. A testing? Many more to be revealed be prepared. Masanay ka sa mga makikita mo pa. Marami pa ang mga ito. Tibayan mo ang iyong loob. You can talk to you — if you are bothered.

Jaja: Okay Lord. It is oaky Go now. ALways be prepared Okay? I’ll see you soon.

Love,

God

December 5, 2022; 13:02

Dear Lord:

I praise you, I glorify you, I thank you. I bow down befoe you asking forgiveness of sins. I bow down before you asking for forgiveness of sins. I bow down to surrender everything to you. Please take over with my life. Filled me with your Holy Spirit oh Lord my God. Let me know your message to me. Amen.

23:33PM- 0:07am

Dear Jaja:

Good evening! Peace be with you! I know that you are tired. I know that you are not feeling well. But you came to me and you want to talk to me. I acknowledge you and tell me your concerns.

Jaja: Yes Lord, I need you as always and everyday. I need your guidance, your wisdom, yyour protection. I know, that I am not part of —’s family. And as much as I want, I don’t want to meddle or be a part of their affairs. I don’t expect this. But, since, this is part part of my mission, I will do it for you and Ate oh Lord. For my mission is to be fulfilled. I need to be humble and obedient to you.

I will obey you Oh Lord! I will do everything. Please guide me. Let me hear your voice always wherever I am. Let me hear you. See you or even feel you in every situation that I may have.

Lord: Jaja, my love, my ride. Yes never be seperated from me. I love you! My Bride! SInce you are the one who is pleading for my wisdom, guidance and protection> I will give them to you> Be fruitful. I know your hear, so don’t worry. Do not be afraid. Just be onest. I will allow you to share some information so they may understand you. But not all learn to protect your mission.

1. Give the envelope to —– —-

Give your dreams printout

• Talk about the llife story of your — likes

 That 3 – 1. dreams, she want to warn them

• Letter – her message to her mom
• Story of her, that’s her request from you and you will work with ——,——, ——, and —– —-

That is the first mission you are going to do with your —.

Now, I am asking you, will you do it?

Jaja: Yes Lord, I will do it, Lord can SM join?

Lord: Yes she may, SM, how are you?

SM: I am here. My Lord and my GOd.

Lord: Very good!

Jaja: Hi po SM!

SM: Hello my love

Lord: Okay, you both listen to me.

SM – I know your sadness, I can feel you. Pleace be with youCheer up! Okay, my child?

Jaja – Please comfort SM, Okay?

Jaja: Yes, I will oh Lord.

SM: I’m so sorry Lord, for having offended you, I can’t help myself. But yes, I am strong. I can do this.

Lord:  Yes, you will do this both. Have faith in me. Everything is grace. ALl your dreams will come true.

SM: Thank you my dear Lord and God. THank you!

LOrd: YOu are always welcome my daughter, my love.

Jaja: Embrace  you SM.. Will do everything to make this happen. Through our Lord, let us just believe

Lord: THerefore, SM, when you do you want Jaja to contact —- —-?

SM: Either Dec 7 or 8 if possible, can she go to my house and talk to my mom?

Jaja; What do you want me to tell her?

SM: THat I love her.That she repent, that be renewed.

Jaja: Okay if given a chance with —- —-.

Lord: Okay, my will be done. Whatever may happen, it is because of Me. Jaja, contact —- —- on Dec 7 and you may talk, either 7 or 8, depending on his availability. Be prepared of your papers. Okay?

Jaja: Okay Lord. I will prepare

Lord: Do not be afraid! Do not rattle. Just be calm. I will talk to —- —- too. Everything will be fine.

SM: Talk to my mom please. Po

Lord, I will SM… Don’t worry SM, everything will be fine. Be happy okay? I am in-chare of everything!.

Jaja: Okay po Lord. Please lead me the way SM. Please be happy, let me know your thoughts and emotions too. No turning back. I will be prepared on this. I will do my best. Okay po SM?

SM: Yes Jaja, I believe you. Ikaw pa ba. I love you! THank you! Lord my God. I surrender everything to you.   

Lord: Alright, we are all set. Happy? Be happy. Be peaceful. Everything will be alright. I love you both, my Clarissa and SM, Go forth! Be of one heart. I love you always and forever. Amen.

Love,

God

SM: I love you Lord, I love you my love, my Jaja

Jaja: I love you too my love, My SM

I love you forever God and savior. AMen

December 6, 2022; 12:16PM – 13:36Pm

Dear God:

I was listening to your praise and worship songs. Nakatulog ako. How calming is it. Relaxing and stree-free. I know that I am not deserving for everything, but thank you Lord, because you never abandon me. You always love me, care for me and give me strength. All of my challenges now are light (for me) I mean, I know it is hard/tough but now, I know that you are always with me. You always sustain me, support me and comfort me. Assuming me that you re with and in me. Amen.

Dear Jaja:

Good afternoon! Peace be with you! Be calm. Be still, know that I am our GOd. My dear Jaja, thank you for wonderful appreciation and thanks-giving and asking of forgiveness. Very well accepted and I forgive you. Yes, my creation. I need you to be renewed and reborn. It is not for Me, but for you. All that you are experiencing are for you. Grow! ANd be a channel of my peace and harmony. Peace of joy and happiness.

THe world is round, and id moving everyday, so you are. YOur age is not young, your time on earth has passed 39. And I know you are just starting doing your mission. But, Jaja, from the time you were born, you started your mission, without knowing it. This time, I call you for a special mission. This is to testify that there is life after death. THat I have given you the breath of life and that you will forever. That you can communicate with your greatest love if I let so. Sooner or later, I will reveal to you the true essence why you are in the world and what really your purpose is. THere is no servant serving her or himself. It is all for Me, your God. THe God who gave you life. I know that you are thinking you might be misled, no Jaja, I am the God of all creation. You follow me. Believe in me. Hear me, listen to me and I will give you rest. TOtal surrener to me. Everything. YOur life. Die for me. Sacrifice for me. Be strong for me. All for me. Sacrifice for me. Be strong for me. All for me. Kalimutan mo ang iyong sarili and ako bahala sa bahay mo. THat is total surrender. Lahat lahat. Isip mo, gawa mo, gunita mo, salita mo. Offer you all to me. I will give you rest. Remember wht I said to you. Ako bahala sa’yo. It is a girl Jaja, it is a gift. Your life is a gift. So you may understand,

 write this:

1. Surrender – give your all to me, life, worries, needs, etc. Everything.
2. Never give up – Even how hard your life maybe, never give up, strive!
3. Be humble – humbleness is the key for peace of mind, body and soul. THink less of yourself.
4. Be who you are – Never disguise or pretend. Be honest. Love yourself and protect yourself.
5. Be silent – In silence, you can comprehend things. You can keep secrets and in silence there is peace and understanding deeper perception of life. And you will know me more.
6. Meditate – float, fly, or even reach the sky. Relax!

Your Missions:

1. Finish the 5 drawings for batch 4 poems. Publish them every other day.
2. SM – done talking about it – you can talk to SM YOu pray to me first and that Holy Spirit will lead you.
3. Drafts of our conversations

 – finish the batch 1 and 2 before Dec ends

• Start Gervace’s story
• Magpapayat – eat healthy foods, drink plenty of water. Take care of yourself
• Start baking again. And give… give because it is you. With your means oka
• Be wise spender. Save for Gervace. Discplin yourself.
• Make schedules, therapy for Gervace. Start them now. DO not wait for tomorrow. BEcause tomorrow will never realize

Jaja, my Clarissa, one more thing, concentrate. Make your missions happen. I will repay you. I will, I promise.

Jaja: Yes, I will Lord. Thank you for trusting me.

Lord: Of course, I knew it. You can do it! Okay? Be good always. I am always in you. I will never abandon you. Never doubt. Just follow. A secret. Between you, SM and me. For tis mission and all your missions. She is with you. YOu are one heart and spirit. THerefore , love her, cheris her. Believe! She loves you more. Okay? I, your GOd will tell you, everything will be alright. SM, don’t be sad okay? Come with me I’ll give you rest. Okay, Jaja, prepare for Gervace now. Always call me, talk to me. I will hear you and converse with you, with or, without pen. Wherver you are, I’ll be with you. AMen.

Love,

God

November 7, 2022 14:05

Dear God:

Good afternoon! YOur love is everlasting. Youa are the living GOd. My ever bridegroom, I love you! THank you for this opportunity. It’s by your grace that I can hear you! Please lead me this day as I do the meet up with LB. Please Holy Spirit guide me. Be with me all the time. Give me wisdom and power. May be understand and believe on me. AMen. WHatever may happen. Please lead me to fulfill my mission. Amen

My dear Jaja: 14:22

Peace be with you! My child, how are you?

Jaja: I am Fine dear Lord!

Lord: very good my Jaja. Now, you are prepared! BE good. Say only what is necessary. Don’t talk too much.

Highlights – dreams – enumerate and connect

Cookies – give to LB

Story – how would you do it?

Letter – give to LB or you read to —- and to let them know that your — is ready for her death anytime.

Lord: Now, Jaja, are you ready?

Jaja: Yes Lord

Lord: Jaja, be a good conversationalist. Be good. Be objective not too emotional. Protect your —, your mission and yourself

Jaja: I will Lord. THank you for taking good care of me.

Lord: SM, are you here?

SM: Yes Lord, I am here.

Lord: Jaja is preparedd what  what do you want to say?

SM: Jaja, thank you for fulfilling this mission. I know you can do it. Please be objective. My uncle is not dramatic too. He is knid.. But skeptical,so you please be wise.

Jaja: Okay po. I will just share kung ano po  totoo.

 Honest lang po ako

SM: Okay Jaja. I believe you. Do good! I love you. Rememeber. I love you! No matter what happened before.

Jaja: Yes, SM, I knew it.

Lord: Alright, all set, very good job! Both of you go with peace Jaja.

Love,

God

December 8, 2022; 15:21

Dear Lord:

Good afternoon! THank you for this day. THank you for my liffe.Thank you for helping me do my mission. Help me Lord to be able to do your will. I know that I am not perfect. I always commit sins. Please help me always Lord to be good. Help me to be morer mature. Give me more wisdom. I thank you for your guiddance and comfort. Please lead me by Your Holy Spirit. Filled me oh Lord. Let me know your will. Amen.

My dear Jaja:

Good afternoon! God be with you! Peace be with you! Do not fear. Yes, you are correct. I am thinking since 2007. And evenbefore that, you may not know it. From the day you were born, I was already talking to you. This will I tell you. You listen to me and only me. I am the truth! I am everything. I am your GOd. Just believe. Whatever you experience, jst leave it to me. I’ll be in charge of everything. I, your God, will talk to you. Wherver I want. I will talk to you when you need me. YOu will hear me even without paper and pen. My guidance is always with you, okay?

Let us extract:

1. You have talked to Lolo Boss, told the dream
2. Letter – reason to protect — protection from further damage and pain, respect it. Since the lette not given. I will tel —- about it. And I will let her dream of SM, ok? Iand I will heal her. I will give her rest.
3. Story of SM: okay. I understand, can you do this alone without their help? Because you cannot publish it without their permission. You can do the story and ask permission for publication. My revelations should be kept first, not yet time. Secrecy at it most.
4. What you must do? Just give space. Continue the poems first and the drawing. Drafting of conversations first. YOu don’t have all the time of this world. You star typing.

If I will give you deadlines, can you finish them?

Jaja: Yes, Lord, I will finish them in due time. Through your guidance.

Lord: Okay, good then.

One more thing, Go bake again. I’m with you. Okay? I will always be there for you. Listen to your heart. Believe in yourself. I love you always and forever. I will always loof forward for your success of doing my will.

The essence of having your missions are the fruits that you will earn. Be wise. Be objective and most especially, Love. Love the people around you. Love even they gave you pain and not everything  that you see is true. Give  everyone the benefit of the doubt. And don’t  think negatively. Move forward. Okay?

About SM, Okay. I know it is hard for you. I told you, it is tough. But still you try do your best. Okay, for the peacefulness of everybody:

SM: Are you okay?

Jaja: Are you okay?

SM: Yes Lord, I am okay.

Jaja: Yes Lord, I am okay.

Lord: Okay…

1. Surrender everything to me about —-. I will give her peace of mind. Repentance. I will be healing her.
2. SM your story, I kow Jaja you can do it, the question is, your fam, will they be okay?

Jaja will be questioned, you knew it already. What we can do? We can insert your life in the conversation. Don’t worry, Jaja will search and do things she needs to do okay?

• The revelations will be published with your story because you, “SM” will be my chosen creationTHere is life after death and Jaja – the living  creature on earth can communicate with you and do missions even you are in a different world. I assure you one thing. Surrender to me, Everything will be alright.

SM: I am okay with it. I surrender  to you Lord.

Jaja: Me too Lord, surrender to you.

Lord: Okay, so everything will be alright.

Sm – continue to be a guide to Jaja. I want to thank you for being with Jaja even when you are on earth. Whe you are alive with her. You know, you’ve given her the best moment of her life. ANd your mission was accomplished. Jaja Learned a lot. She learned a lot. She learned how to love that will never fade. I am love. Love one another.

Jaja, Love SM and her fam too as she guides you and your fam. Listen to her. She is always right.

Jaja:  Yes Lord, I will. Thank you SM. I love you so much! From the bottom of my heart. I will forever love you.

SM: Welcome dear Lord. All the glory to you. Thank you for planting seed on me. And on her. We had this kind of love for each other.

Lord: Okay! Love one another. Continue to do good with your missions. Plant seeds. And let’s harvest in due time. I love you SM and Jaja.

Love,

God

Jaja: I love you my SM and ML! I super miss you! I love you wherever you are.

SM: I love you too ML, my SM. I love you very much. Always remember this. One time ako nag I love you sayo. Many times yon nong di mo halata. “Love and hug to you” many times. “Love you back one time.  It is forever. I really mean it when I say I love you okay? I love yu so much! Love na love kita, ikaw lang, okay po? (okay po). (July 26, 2021, I said I love you to you and you said I love you too)

Love SM

Love Jaja

December 11, 2022; 10:16PM

Dear Lord:

Good evening! THank you for this day. Thank you! I praise you! I glorify you and I worship you. You are the only God, no one else. My writings, my diary is all yours. YOu own me and nothing I can boast of. I am nothing without you. Filled me with your Holy Spirit oh Lord. Talk to me oh Lord. Please give me rest. AMen.

My dear Jaja:

I love you! Peace be with you. Listen to me. I, your God will never banadon you. Whereve you are. You will always be with me. I am in you and you in Me. Never think that you are less or you are not enough. Let go of negative feelings. Just fous on my words. Always and everyday. Be good. Be brave. Okay, how? Just follow me. Being good – do no sin

Being brave – be firm, believe and be strong. Do not be afraid. Stand firm!

My words will heal you. Continue reading the Bible, neverr seperted yourself to me. Be detached, let go and go on with your life.

Jaja: Can I just  Hear SM? Can I ignore her?

Lord: Wy would you that?

Jaja: Because, I just want her to be happy, have peaceful life. If she continue to guide me, will she be happy and peaceful? I want her to be free… To experience your love, your embrace. It is not about me. It is about her. I believe that you will never leave me, that you alone can suffice me, But you said, we have missions together, so your will be done. I surrender. I don’t know how I feel. But true I can’t see her. I know someone sees me, feel me from within. There is a voice that’s telling to do good always.

Lord: So, what do you want? You want to hear her? Or you don’t want?

Jaja: Your will Lord, not mine, please guide me and let me know what to do.

Lord: I want you to simply follow my will. Be silent. Be secretive of the mission. Be good always. ANd when you hear SM’s voice, it is me who instructed her. I know you love her. You cannot deny it. And “ I am telling you, she loves you more that you know, you really want some proof?

Jaja: I don’t know Lord, I felt privilege, when I am not. I guess I boasted, I thnk I was so talkative, I’m so sorry. Feeling ko, I was loved the most. But if I will check the FB posts, I was never there, I cannot be the person being loved. I can sense, THat who am I? There are a lot of people, not only me. I don’t like this feeling that I am the favorite. I felt so boastful but the true essence, I am nothing. I am nothing! Through your grace, I was saved.. I can’t  see proof that I am really the one that was really loved. I am not the one.

Lord: Yes, you can say that. Because I knew that because you felt you are wrong on your perception. But, I was the one who told you. That she has chosen you. ANd I chose her too. My will be done. Do not harden your heart. Just believe. Your missions are tough. So, believe okay? Take a rest. Be peaceful. I love you always my bride.

Love,

God.

December 13, 2022; 1:57AM – 12:20AM

Dear Jaja:

Good morning! Peace be with you. How are you my child? How’s my Clarissa, my bride? How are you my daughter? I know that you are bothered with so many things. First and foremost, I want to ask you, how’s yur heart? Are you just alright?

Jaja: Lord, Good morning! Praise to you! Glory to you! The God of all the living. I’m so sorry for having offended you.  Please heal me. Yesm Lord, I am not fine. I am bothered. I am not okay. I don’t  know how I feeel. Is it right? Or am I hallucinating? So Sorry po. I am a sinner. May you forgive me.

Lord:  so what do you want to do? What bothers you and how can I help? Tell me, what ‘s your problem?

Jaja: I was overwhelmed with the confessions of SM, are they true? Am I hallucinating? Or is it Satan whom I am talking to? Or am I talking to myself just to get rid of jealousy or self-pitiness? What’s wrong with me? Can you please enlighten me Lord?

Lord: On your heart, what do you feel?

Jaja: I felt happy and overwelmed but then when I think deeply, I guess I was wrong.

Lord: What I told you are true. 1. She loves you more than you know. 2. She was chosen you to guide you. 3. I chose her to be your coscience. 4. My will be done. If you are questioning the past events, it is not me, whom you are going to ask, it is SM. But, what I can assure you, be secure that she loves you. Unto what to extent? YOu should feel it.

Soulmate – you are one at heart. Communicate through your heart, your spirit are one. Even you are not married, the deepness of your love is there, Your connections. You cannot deny the attraction. I have created you to love someone that you could talk to deeply, intimately. ANd when you feel that connection, then he/she is your soulmate. I designed your being. And I control everything. Pure love, no lust. But of course, if you are in the flesh you can feel the urge. Physically, because you have flesh. The physical attraction is so strong. But if you are already a spirit no lust anymore. Only love (pure love). So, I assure you, SM, has pure love for you. Do not doubt.

Do not ask questions as to why she loved you. Just accept her, love her and follow me. Be obedient. When she confessed then so be it. Do not doubt her. She is doing the best she can to let you know that she can let you know that she rreally loves you. Do not doubt. Believe. Okay? Because faith is when you believe even  if you don’t see it. Love her. Just love her. Because I love her too. I love you too.

When someone confessed it is hard so be sensitive. Okay jaja?I love you. Understand SM fully. You love each other. Okay.

Love,

God.

December 15, 2022; 23:04

Dear Lord:

Filled with your Holy Spirit, please guide me all throughout our conversation. Give me wisdom to understand. Please help me know you oh Lord. May your will be done. Amaen.

My everdearest Jaja, my Clarissa:

Peace be with you! I love you! Are you happy now?

Jaja: Yes Lord, I am. I am just happy. I guess, because I have accepted my past. I have learned from it. And I have undersand that everything happened for a reason.

Lord: Very good, my bride! Now that you have accepted, understood and learned  your lessons, are you ready for the missions, visions, prephecy  and a tough journey with me?

Jaja: I will do my very best Lord to do your will. I am nothing without you. I surrender my life to you. Lord: The essence of the Gopel is do not falter! Do not waver! YOu already had the seed, let it grow, okay?

Jaja: Yes Lord! Actualy, I missed you, so much! I really miss you. Talking to you, Hearing you, Recording Your Words. Now, I am alive again.I am so inspired! I miss you po. Pa hug po.

Lord: Hugging me gives you comfort, my Clarissa. Are you happy?

Jaja: Yes Lord. Am happy! So much!

Lord: Let me know my are you happy?

Jaja: Because I learned not to forget the past ut to accept it,  learn from it. And understand it. These are the reasons why I am happy. And I accept SM as my guide. And that I love her and miss her and want to talk to her too because I caused her so much pain too. And I am very proud of her. And I want to let her know that mshe’s appreciated by me. That now, I believe her wholeheartedly. Thank you Lord for letting me understand my past life. And for understanding the people of my past life. ANd for accepting that everything happens for a reason.

Lord: That’s so great my Clarissa. Claro! Perfecto!, Muy bien. Congrats anak! Dahil mahal na mahal kita! I will reveal my life to you. More experiences with me. Do not despise SM, love her, trust her okay? Whell she’s so protective and jealous type but she ahs reasons. She doesn’t like  you to be confused and attached. Learn your lessons.

Jaja: Yes Lord, Thank you Lord!

Lord: Can you write this…

23:34

Filled with my Holy Spirit:

• “Be Grounded”

December 15, 2022; 23:34

My heart is pounding for joy

I am above the clouds

Everything is beautiful

I am overwhelmed of your true beauty

I am filed with gladness

My cup overflow

I will jump for joy

And sing praises to my Lord

I am the happiest!

I learned from my past

I conquer the pains and struggles

I won over the evils

Accept your flaws

Learn from mistakes

Understand the situation

Always remember: everything happens for a reason

I couldn’t ask for more

Be grounded

Do not float

Faith never wavers

It stands through a good soil

Even when the rain pours heavily

God will let everyone experience the wetness of the rain

Whether we are good or bad

God is always balance, everybody will experience the rain

The essence of true happiness

is not forgetting

But letting go of the past

Learn and accept the lesson it gives you

Stand firm today!

Embrace the present

And walk with God

For our future lies to the One, who knows the past, present and future

The God that we have

Is the same yesterday today and tomorrow

Therefore be firm!

Anchor your feet to the ground and never ever sway again. Amen.

December 16, 2022; 11:12PM

Dear Lord:

Good evening!  THank you Lord for your love and patience. Mahaba na po ang diary. I really need to ype. Hehe. THank you LOrd, I am still alive. I need you Lord, I glorify you, I worship you, I praise you. Everything is for you!. I surrender my life to you. Take over my life oh LOrd. SOrry for all my sins. From the small one to the bigger one. My sins through my thoughts, my mouth, my actions. Everything Lord. REally, I am a sinner. I thank you for the solution you have provided on our problem, but I think, I need to do something! I need to double time. I need to bake again. I need to have some income to sustain Gervace’s Schooling. Mahirap ang buhay, but I guess, makakaya ko Lord, please help me. Please hep me. It is really true. — –, really cared for me. She had supported me all throughout. SHe’s my real, true friend. She loved me that much like a family. Even it was so painful in the end. But I gain more. I have learned more. Someday, you’ll be proud of me —. And when the time comes that I have finished my race. I will e peaceful wherever you are. AMen.

Love,

Jaja

December 16, 2022; 23:35

Dear Lord:

I bow down before you saying tongues. I couldn’t understand my words, or what I speak. But now, I can only say in tongues when I pray. I say in tongues. Lord, filled me with your Holy Spirit, and let me knolw your instructions and will for me. I will forever be thankful and grateful for your trust and love for me. Amen.

Dear Jaja:

My everdearest daughter! Peace be with you! Do not be afraid. Be attentive on what I am going to say:

• “Forever and Eternity”

December 16, 2022; 23:56

My love for you is everlasting

My love for you is everlasting

I love you everyday!
I choose you everyday

I your God is glad

Know why?

Because you believe in me!

Because you accepted me as your savior

Repent!

Reborn!

Renew!

Act now!

Prepare my way!

Prepare my way!

Clean your heart

Purify your heart

I am glad my child

I am proud of you

Know why?(yes Lord)

Because you surrender yourself to me

Drop down your flesh

Strengthen your faith

Renew your Spirit

Live with me forever

Stay away from evil one

Do good and never go astray

Direct your path

Follow me

I will never abandon you

For you’ve been so dependent on me

I will give you everything that you need

All the days of your life

I promise you eternity

I will be with you

I will never forget about you

My child my daughter, my bride

I love you!

I care for you!

I will always be your Father, your brother and your bridegroom

Forever and eternity ~ Amen

I always care for you my Jaja, my Clarissa. Every single day, I look over you. I never abandon you. Just believe in me, Surrender everything to me.

I love you my daughter. Don’t depart from me. Continue to do good and do your mission:

1. Drawings/poems/publish in wordpress
2. SM (cntinue to hear her and her voice your conscince) Never doubt just follow what I want, okay Jaja?
3. Revelations – finish typing
4. Stories – SM – to be continued

Gervace – you start

• Baking – when you bake again, see to it Gervace is still okay
• THerapies of Gervace – scheduling
• Greten – love him okay?

Please refrain from fleshly desires. Just be uited with your husband. Be pure. Make your body my Holy temple okay? YOur intense feelings, please control t. And think objective;y. Always pray and talk to me. Never stop okay? I love you always and forever.

Love, GOd

PS: Can I still talk to SM?

LOrd: yes, you still can. Record your conversation, okay? (okay po)

December 20, 2022; 2:21PM

Dear Jaja:

Good afternoon! Peace be with you! I, your God would llike to talk to you. Filled my Holy Spirit, write this:

• “I am Nothing Without You”

December 20; 14:21

I, your God, come down from my throne

To comfort you and give you strength

Do not be afraid, for I am with you

Be brave then, and do what you ought to do

I have equipped you, go forth

I have blessed you

I have given you wisdom

And I believe in you!

I love you my child!

I always believe in you!

So you do that to me too

For nothing is impossible with me

Remember this:

I am your God of the impossible

You don’t know my thoughts

You don’t even know my plans

But, I assure it is better than what you expect

I can do everything

I can command my angels to do the things for you

I have everything that you need

Just trust and surrender to me

(Clarie) I, your servant, surrender everything to you oh Lord

Your will be done, not mine

Please lead me through this

I am nothing without you, Amen

Yes, my Clarissa (child)

I will always be with you

I will carry you and never abandon you

I will be in you and you in me. Amen

Dear Lord:

Good afternoon. Thank you! I love you! Please be with me later. You knew it. I will continue to know your will AMen.

Lord: Jaja, go and serve me. Never be afraid. I am in you. I’ll be with you oka?

Jaja: Thank you Lord, I am ready. Okay na po ba ang poem ibigay ko and the drawing.

Lord: GO, Jaja. Be careful okay. Keep silent and keep secrets. I’ll be with you. OKay.

I hae given you the chance to be my messenger. Talk to — and give her comfort. Let her know that I am her God, no one else. OKay?

SM, are you theer?

SM: Yes, my GOd

Jaja: Hi my SM!

SM: Jaja, my ML, How are you?

God: SM; Jaja will go, what will you say?

SM: Be good Jaja. Okay. Do your mission. Remember to keep the secret. The letter just say, that if ever.. no physical letter, just from your point of view para di halata. Go now! And be prepared. I love you, Be filled with God’s Holy Spirit. Amen. I love you always my Love, my Jaja

Lord: Okay, then, SM, thank you! Jaja, tahnk you, go now!

Love,

GOd

Done visiting Lalo. How heavy my heart is. How could I explain this feeling? I don’t know I just can’t imagine how stresssful it is

December 24, 2022

Dear Lord:

 Good morning! Heal me oh Lord. YOur servant, a sinner. Allow me to say thank you oh Lord for all the graces you’ve given to us.  Heal us, bless us and guide us always. THank you for being with me oh Lord. Please filled me with YOur Holy Spirit. So I may be able to still, talk to you and know your will. Amen.

Dear Jaja:

Good morning! Peace be with you! How are you?

Jaja: Lord, sorry.. I have made a mistake, forgive me please, a sinner.

LOrd: I tell you, learn to discern is it your enemy? YOu listen to me when I have warn you already. BE strong.

Jaja: How would I know the voice of SM or not?

Lord: When it is gentle and not forcing you, you know it’s SM.

Jaja: Lord, please explain to me the term soulmate (SM) and Greten (husband) I’m so confused.

Lord: Okay, Jaja…

Hear this:

“God is Love”

December 24, 2022

Loving someone has levels

Love for a friend, family or siblings

Loving a partner, a lover or a spouse

Above all the love of God

Love of soul

Love of self

Love of things

Love of others

Love of Nature

Love of me

Love, what is love

When you sacrifice for someone, that is love

Hen you care for someone

When you protect them

When you show affection

Love, how do you show it?

Time

Physical touch

Gift-giving

Service

Affirmation

That’s how you show love

God is love

If you know God, you know how to love

Who is “Me” to you?

If you can define God,

Then you know how to love

God, your everything

Love, your everything

If there is love, you live

It is love that makes the world go round

Not the money, not the things

The love that you put to one’s action

The care that you show to people animals or plants

The time spent to loved ones

You live, because of love

Now, Love, is there love after death?

Yes, there is because my creations are made out of love

You continue to live, continue to love, care, share and glorify

Life does not stop when you die (flesh)

But when you’re poor in spirit

God will lift you up

When you’re sad, God will make you happy

Same when you made a mistake

God forgives you, because God is love.

Lord: Jaja, SM is now a soul who has life after death. You are one in “spirit and heart”. YOu are one in two bodies. You can hear her She can hear you. Disregard the flesh, drop it down. Do not be tempted. Always remember this to be pure in spirit and in body. YOu still have flesh and you are prone to sin.

Refrain from :

1. Talking too much and be silent

Stop sharing info. Be silennt. Put boundaries

• Discern! Know your enemies.

Do not be complacent!

• Focus! Focus on me
• Focus on your mission, SM told you that, listen to her
• Be good, be humble. Be silent.
• SM is pure, SM is good.

She has missions you will hear her. You will feel her, and yes, you may see her. Visually, you may kiss her (forehead) She may kiss you (forehead)

YOu love each other. Not with flesh. But with spirit. YOu can be intimate. But not flesh-spirit intimacy. What do I mean? SM explain

SM:  Hi  Jaja, good morning. God wants you to know that we love each other as His children. The absolute love, deep love that never fades. The love that doesn’t need the urge to have physical touch, but intimate . May include hug, kiss and embrace. The love that no one can explain, unless they needed the stage of accepting God as their savior. I love you Jaja. And I want to hug and kiss you but no lust. Only love. We cannot do the things fleshly act of oneness. For now, you are in flesh. That’s why you struggle. But it’s true we are one now. We are one officially you are mine, am I right LOrd?

Lord: Officially you are one , so you can say, you are mine and I am yours spiritually. Do not be confused SM with your husband. I chose Greten to provide you and Gervace  with what you need. YOu satisfy his fleshly desires. YOur oneness, but it is physical. Sexual desires. Yyou can have lust and love. Lust is sexual desire without love. So, you did not lust on SM or Greten. It is just your guilt. YOu and SM are one. YOu love her deeply. Greten same. Love them in your life. They will help you on your missions. I love you! Jaja, be happy. There is nothing wrong to have sex as long as there is no lust. Because I designed it for the people inlove. To mate, be intimate. I love you too, SM, my favored daughter. Take care of Jaja okay? Be good, both of you. Jaja, you talk to SM. Be intimate. Pur your feelings it is okay. Sm, be gentle, don’t be so intensed and refrain from jalousy, I know you. Okay?

SM: Yes LOrd! Thank you so much, I love you

Jaja: Thank you and I love you

Lord: be good.

Love,

God

December 27, 2022; 11:19 to 23:55

My dear Jaja:

Pleace be with you my dear daughter! How are you?

Jaja: My Lord, and my God! Good morning! I am fine po. I missed you, so much. I did not write for three days straight. Ut I talked to SM and intimate conversations with her including passionate lovemakings. I’m sorry Lord, I can’t help it. Please forgive me. Am I crazy? I don’t know how to control myself. That was so intense and passionate. I never felt the way beofre? What sin did I commit? Please forgive me Lord. I’m so sorry. Please help me.

Lord: Jaja, my dear. It is okay to be intimate. To be inlove. I did that to you. Right? You felt so kilig.? Rememeber that, my bride? When I said, you are in me and I am in you. Every person whom  I reside, I live. THerefore SMs body, I live in her heart, I live on you too. So, meaning, regardless of what gender you may have you will feel intimacy. But that is only for people I allow to have that.

Jaja: Even to the people not here. I am alive with flesh, while the one is only a soul? Lord, I felt so guilty, but I promise you, I really feel that kind of love only for SM, no one else. I can determine. It is really different. Why is it so?

Lord: Jaja.. I have planned it. For both of you. Be happy about it. As time goes by you will realize why you are feeling that way. For now, just be intimate. Build loving relationship with her. Be loyal to her. YOu know, SM loves you even before. She really is. Her love for you is the same with what you feel. Meaning mutual. Because I planned that.

Jaja: Okay po Lord. Thank you po. So I can have that spiritual mating with her? Can we do that? What knd of love are we feeling then? And yes, I can hear her. Everywhere. She made me calm down and inlove. Is it you Lord? Are you and SM the same? But I cannot do that. I have flesh and I am melting. YOu said you reside in our hearts, so you mean..

Lord: Jaja, is that what you understand?

Jaja: If love has no gender, if we are spirit, then we can have lovemaking in any gender. Boy -girl, girl-girl, boy-boy not in flesh but in spirit. The spiritual mating is different I think.

Lord: Yes, love has no gender. So be inlove. YOu said you want to fall-inlove with me? When you see me in other people, you fall inlove with me already. Never depart from me. Be passionate with me.

Jaja: But my Lord, help me to be pure and no lust.

Lord: Just love Jaja, love  a feeling or commitment? If you are commited to SM, you love her. Whatever may happen, whatever your emotions right? Sometimes you are sad, happy, inlove, passionate, intense, but it does not waver you, you still love her, loyal and never depart from her.  Be confident with your Love. And be confident that she loves you. Everything is true. Except when she’s in pretending stage. But everything she shared is you are true. Believe. Believe in me.alk with me. Finish your 2022 with a pure heart. Peaceful heart. I will give you:

1. Wisdom
2. Peace (mind and soul)
3. I will give you a house and many more surprises.

Just follow me. Love SM.. Be loving to her. Listen to her. YOu know it is SM if sweet… longing for you. Embrace, hug and kiss… Okay? Oneness.. Okay, you are big enough to know what is good. And bad. But always do the good.

Jaja: Lord, lust po ba ang ginawa namin?

Lord: I want intimate expression of love. Lust is not there Jaja. YOu really love each other. Spiritually. But still you are in flesh you can feel something on your body, but the spirit cannot. JAja: SO is it okay Lord?

Lord: As long as love is what you are doing. Love only I can allow. Strikto ako jan. Okay> SM, are you here?

SM: Yes Lord, my God.

Lord: SM, o you love Jaja?

SM: Yes Lord!

Lord: Great love her. Let her feel your love. No doubts. No jealousy Okay? Be gentle.

SM: Yes Lord, I will do it.

Jaja: Hi SM, thank you for loving me.

SM: You are welcome my LOve.

Lord: Oaky, both of you, magmahalan kayo. Walang selosan, Know your boundaries. YOu can mate. Intensely, make it private Okay? And please, your missions. Do them properly. I doesn’t mean that I love you, so I will not judge you, So be good. I love you both. Talk to each other. Be intimate. ANd do your missions Walang away. Okay, you are one.

Love,

God

December 29, 2022;

Singing “I am the Lord”

Alleluiah Here I am Lord

My dear Jaja:

How are you my child? Peace be with you! I love you my Clarissa! THank you for your song. I love it. My love for you is everlasting. Let us rejoce my dauther! I am happy that you sing for me. I know that you are happy. I will bless you more happiness Jaja. I love you as always.

Jaja: I can’t contain my emotions Lord. I am happy! Thank you for this kind of happiness only “You” can fill in. I love you.

Lord: How blessed you are!

 My Father would be so happy.

Jaja: LOrd, thank you for SM, my Love. SHe is your instrument for this kind   of  happiness that I have. That I can hear her. Ito ang pinakamagandang regalo na natanggap ko. Maraming maraming SAlamat.

This day! Is my grateful message to you.

When I was young, I cried a lot tol Lola Rosit. I was too sensitive with wets. My ankles were soft. My stomach was always upset. I was born well. I was taken good care of my Lola. I was too thankful that my Lola loves me. Thank you, for always taking good care of me kahet noong maliit pa po ako! I love you!

1. That I am grateful
2. Parents, relatives, friends (Solitario Compound)
3. House, food clothes
4. SM, ML and my other half in Spirit
5. My family (Greten, Gervace

I am thankful of my 2 Lolas who took good care of me when I was young. My mother, unconditional love. Her patience and being so responsible.

Lord: Walng hanggang pasasalamat po sa lahat ng bagay at pagmamahal na naibigay mo.. Salamat sa:

1. Wisdom
2. Love
3. Peace
4. Happiness
5. Joy
6. Sadness
7. Pain/ rejections
8. Sensitive to the needs of others

I love you Lord. Salamat! Sa lahat and most especially, Ikaw pa! Ikaw ang lahat sa akin! Please be my everything all the days of my life. AMen. Jaja

Lord: Jaja, my child I love you!

Never ever depart from me, Kahet anong mangyari. Please.

Jaja: Yes Lord. I will

Lord: Good. Hugs and kisses, my dear.. hmmmm… muah!

Jaja: Hmmm, muah How I really want to be under your care oh Lord.

Lord: Jaja take care always. Love everybody! Love your SM, ML mo okay?

Be loving, intimate.. I love you both.

Love,

Jesus

December 31, 2022; 10:00PM

Dear Lord:

Good evening. Please filled me with your Holy Spirit. Guide me on my journey Lord. As I write the last day of the year of 2022. Lord, please help me find the real happiness, joy and love towards your kingdom. AMen

Dear Jaja:

Good evening! Peace be with you! Yes I want to talk to you. I, your God, I want you to know that I really love you and that I reveal myself to you. I will be with you wherever you are. Continue to do good. , be good and follow me. YOu know what? Just focus  on wat I am telling you. Focus on me. Look unto my very eyes how special you are to me, my chosen one. Continue wiing. Making poems, drawing. Continue serving. I love you my Clarissa do not falter. Do not be sad. Do not self-pity. Have self control. THis year, gonna be the end of 2022. But I assure the next year will be more fruitful. But with tough missions. Surrender everything to me okay? I will carry you if you are burderned and tired. Your missions, fulfill them. Let’s journey together. Jaja, my Clarissa, clear your mind. Set your goals, set boundaries too. Be detached but still love. When you follow me, you have surrendered everything to me so trust me okay?

Jaja: Lord, thank you for your love and grace for me an dmy family and for always telling me na kayo bahala sa akin. YOu never leave me in vain oh Lord! YOu are so good to me. But I am so sorry for having offended you. For the lust. Lord, sorry po, I couldn’t understand the intimacy of love and lust. Please enlighten me on this.

Lord: Jaja, my dear child, I want you to be intimate with SM because you’ll be together on every mission. Mahirap gumawa ang mission na hindi nagmamahalana. Aalm mo sa puso mo mahal mo ang isang tao. Patotoo namahal mo, hindi ka dapat nagdadalawang isip.

Jaja: Kasalanan ko po Panginoon, Patawarin mo po ako.

Lord: wala kang kasalanan Jaja. ALam kong nagmamahal ka.

Jaja: Ano klaseng pagmamahal po ito?  Hirap na hirap po ako idistinguish.

Lord: Divine love. ANg pagmamahal na nararamdaman  ay pagmamahal na Ako lang makapagreveal. Huwag mong intindihin ang sarili mong pag-iisip kasi hini mo maiintindihan. Kailangan nyo maging isa para sa mga misyon mo magawa. Iyana ng kagustuhan ko.

Jaja: Pero Lord, nakoonsensiya ako. Feeling ko I lusted feeling ko din I cheated. What will I do about this? But I have revelation that what I understand. If you reside in each everyone of us, then you are in us. So that creation of yours is You too. – so over all Siya, ako, ikaw ,we become like you. So, what I feel is the love ofGod for a certain creation?

Lord: Jaja, love. If you love me, you follow me. If you follow me, you listen to me, give up things and be with me. Jaja, there is this kind of love like you and SM…SM loves you.. Be one on a very special mission. Is it hard to understand?

Jaja: SM is different today than yesterday. She has a lot of revelatins and confessions.. She’s so different. THat’s why please Lord, help me understand her. I was confused of her changes. So sweet so intimate. I feel so kilig or am I inlove? I should be inlove with you not with her. What will I do Lord? Please help me.

Lord: okay JAja. I will help you understand. Talk to SM and be intimate. Love. Coz I love you, okay? I will reveal you soon. Be good always. Face the New Year with love and joy in your heart.

Love,

GOd