Lord,

You said that I should be here, what I gonna do here? Study everything about YOU as you said. How? Humbling myself and being kind to your name… I just believe I was being cleaned by YOU but it seems like I’ll have to learn a lot about YOU, and in knowing YOU, I should have knew and examine myself. To love myself first and forgiving myself, accepting everything who I am, despite my flaws. I need to be strong and positive in every aspect of life. i really need to be the person you want me to be.. it takes time Lord, really it’s hard following you, but i am happy and filled with joy in my heart that You are always there comforting me and telling me that I should be strong, persistent along the way of trials.

I’ve learned a lot from this experience. More than anything, I realized and I was a witness of what true LOVE really means. Love is not jealous, it is not rude, it is not proud. It is kind, humble, patient, self-giving and Love really has all to restore and preserve the relationship.

If there is Love, everything is possible. I have love less, I have been self-centered. but, I assure You Lord that the next time, I will love again, I’ll be a better person. The belief of every person really have to do not with the events but with the feelings of certainty that they have encountered during that time and holding on to the truth of believing that that was the principle it have made out of the experience. And it means a lo0t to have hardships in life, It increases my faith and trust in YOU.. I must follow your will, for I can do nothing about, but please, lead me the way.. I am pleading to You, to please guide me all through out. I miss you So much… I really love you deep within my heart. I will follow your will..I will just believe in your promise.. whatever it is..

I am certain now, on what course to rely.. I want to have a family of my own Lord, but, I will continue to serve you in a different way. That is my will, but if your plan for me, is not parallel with mine, let your will be, in accordance with your plan. Nothing more is the best plan from your greatest fate for me… I am believing unto you… And I believe you are the EVER LIVING God…

I LOVE YOU LORD, I PRAISE YOU and I GLORIFY YOU GOD THE FATHER, THE SON AND THE HOLY SPIRIT, One God Forever and ever AMEN!!!!…

Mensh kella ra tha na ra kella mash… !

Note: It’s almost 8 months, and I feel the same way… Lord, I am pleading for your guidance and voice …