I’ve tried to do everything I believed I was right

I even forget about myself because I believed that

thinking about others is a way of loving one’s self.

But it seems that I was wrong. I felt so exhausted

Tired, irritated and agitated

I came to a point of asking myself why do I feel such.

Clarie, Clarie.. You are indeed so reflective,

too much of anything is bad and little of anything is not good

Now, I’ve learned that I must always be in focus with HIM.

I never ever think of knowing and loving first more of myself

than telling my self of doing everything in full forced for others.

I am not saying that I should be self-centered but somewhat I should have been kind to myself. I pray to God to please help me and always be my guide.

I am praying for a miracle to happen for me to divert my life for HIM alone.

Aja.. allah ra tana ka. amen,I say to you Clarie,  I’ll be by your side, never be afraid.. I made you, I formed you, you are mine.. Rejoice and be glad that I am your creator, your sufferings will be lighten as clouds above the earth… and your dreams will be soaring high as the eagle takes her flight.. Dont worry of tomorrow for I have a plan for you and my promises cannot be broken remember that my child. I am indeed in you, residing in the very depths of your heart. Awaken your soul,  I have planted a seed into it.. cultivate it so that it will grow. Take care of it for the time will come that it will bloom like a wonderful flower you really wanted before.. A great and abundant fruits you will harvest in time.  But for now, I am giving you the chance to whether take the call or what do you really want with your life.  You are free to do it.  Never be afraid to make any decision,  I am in you.. No one seems a mistake on your course for I am the one doing all these things on you.. And remember one thing.. I am the God of the universe.. I am in control of YOU.. just take the course where there are lots of trials and sacrifices, ill be on your side.. I have seen your works and i am pleased of it.. i am the one in your mind,  in your body and in your soul.. never be felt of what ever tiredness right now.. this very day, i am giving the gift of new life with me… I am your God,  I am not Satan… And as your God,  I am healing you from your sins and and from your bondage.. never ever become tired again in my name.. Do whatever you want to do.. But remember that every action, you have  responsibility to be tackled…