Dear Lord:

I can’t sleep. I am still thinking about him. Is there other way I can think of getting rid of him on my mind? Lord, I am very sorry for having offended you so many times. Please release me from bondage… free me from anxieties… I am nothing without You. But, mahirap pala Lord… Please guide me all throughout.. How can I sleep? Please lead me to people who will help me forget the past and foresee the moment and promising tomorrow. I need you lord!!!!

Write this Clarie:
Write whatever in your heart right now. Like your frustrations in life. Your disappointments in life. What are you afraid of? What really matters to you? How would you feel with so much pain. How would you deal with so much sufferings in life? I need you to know who you are, what you are and most especially, I want you to know how important you are. Now, if you are in doubt, look into your very eyes, very heart and mind….

How can I achieve God’s Word? Would it be through married life or being in the convent? Which way you should go? I am with you.. I will never leave you.

now, think about it… think and let your heart decide.. Who you are Clarie? Who am I to you?… I am your God.. if you come to me, you should prepare for a cause. I need you not because…………. but because you are my creation…

You must write and post it.. track down your past.. Learn from it and forget the pain… Live in the present. Follow me. I am your God. If you are tired of writing, remember that i am not tired of taking good care of you.