I was devastated, distressed with what had transpired
I uttered nothing, thought in an abstract way, acted like dim-witted
I’m in nowhere, don’t know how to react and don’t know what to do
That was the time that I’d almost lost my consciousness as a woman.

The phase of life I considered myself as if I own my entire being
The segment that I trusted the so-called “friends”
The instant, I’ve offered everything in the name of “love”
What a foolish contemplation that I have reflected!

I have despised ”The Creator”.
I ignored everybody; I forgot to call “HIM”
Even the ever Virgin was not given the attention

I was overly absurd and stuck into the darkness of flesh and pride
I even hated myself, thinking for the good of others
Keeping the morale and the teaching of the old
I believed that my actions were right, but I was extremely wrong!

Obstinacy overwhelmed me, I hadn’t control my feelings, and I just fall!
What a foolish thing I’ve done!
It’s true as the proverbs say: curiosity kills the cat
I was the cat! I was caught in the darkness after my nosiness,

That’s why; I’ll have to bring back every piece of me to see the light ahead.