Many years had passed by

I wander from one place to another

I seek the happiness within me

To cover up the emptiness that is hovering my soul

As I pursue my existence

The essence of having that star

Little that I am, I stumbled

I fall, I stopped for a while

I though I was dead

Through the time, I went through the pains

I thought in an abstract way

I hindered the capacity of maturity

Now, I realized that it’s not the end of my journey

It is the beginning of a new path

A way of reaching my galaxy is at hand

It is upon my hands to win the race

Every sleepless night that counts

Every nervousness that I felt

Every confusion that arise

Every doubt and anger I suffer

I never ever thought would come to disappear

Away from my being, away from my heart

It is not yet time to bloom

But it it is the time to start aspiring

Full of hope, I walked through the shadows of death

I felt of no one on my side

All alone, I felt so alone

Thereby, I never asked my Creator…

Why the pain and hell do You care for me?

Why did You abandon me?

Never did I utter such questions

But truly, why is this so?

But I have found my jewel

My precious pearl of my life

In whom, I cannot live without

My God, my Savior, My Love