{"id":6,"date":"2006-08-14T19:42:47","date_gmt":"2006-08-14T19:42:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/?p=6"},"modified":"2022-10-26T22:39:34","modified_gmt":"2022-10-26T14:39:34","slug":"im-in-nowhere","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/?p=6","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019m in Nowhere"},"content":{"rendered":"
I thought I was as strong as I knew \u2018bout myself. I was as wise as the kings, I can do everything in the name of love\u2026. but I was wrong\u2026<\/div>\n
I am not perfect\u2026 I admit I do commit sins. I never imagine prior to what I am suffering right now, all the consequences that might arise.<\/div>\n
I did something I never expected to be happened even before\u2026 but the fact is, I really did\u2026 I\u2019m sorry Lord\u2026 coz I always thought that I was in the right track. I am heartily shattered into tiny pieces of my dignity and personality\u2026<\/div>\n
It\u2019s so painful you know\u2026 I am in nowhere asking if I can be this or that. Am I the one or not?  Am I loving as what he\u2019s expected?  Only God knows how I really feel\u2026 I just pray that I can handle all of the negative forces. I can\u2019t promise anything\u2026 But from now on, I should be more vigilant and fair\u2026<\/div>\n
It\u2019s not easy to have priorities and goals in life, somewhere in the middle of nowhere, you will instantly feel you\u2019re alone and nothing important in this world. I have a lot of things to be done in order to lift up the status of family life. I\u2019m not here to just have work. I\u2019m here for a very good mission God had designed for me. Now, I do feel that I am following the right way of achieving those stars\u2026 To whom shall I run? To whom shall I dare to reach out? No one seems to care and no one seems to listen\u2026 unlike before, when I was in the province, I do feel all people are supporting me\u2026 I have everything, anything and everyone\u2026 What happened to Clarie that I knew before? Was she out of her mind and soul to do something which is not to be, in the name of love? No one can judge me why I act the way I am today\u2026 I know I do good and nothing else. If I\u2019ve done something wrong, I think the reason is I was just human being, I do commit sins\u2026<\/div>\n
How shall I bring back my self-esteem? Would there be anyone whom shall care and love me? I don\u2019t know\u2026 I just pray i can overcome all of these. Thanks.<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I thought I was as strong as I knew \u2018bout myself. I was as wise as the kings, I can do everything in the name of love\u2026. but I was wrong\u2026 I am not perfect\u2026 I admit I do commit sins. I never imagine prior to what I am suffering right now, all the consequences […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8,10,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-composition","category-my-life","category-reflection"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":455,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6\/revisions\/455"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}