{"id":28,"date":"2007-07-09T01:41:40","date_gmt":"2007-07-09T01:41:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/?p=28"},"modified":"2022-10-26T22:43:02","modified_gmt":"2022-10-26T14:43:02","slug":"fallen-in-the-pit-of-darkness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/?p=28","title":{"rendered":"Fallen in the Pit of Darkness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was devastated, distressed with what had transpired<br \/>\nI uttered nothing, thought in an abstract way, acted like dim-witted<br \/>\nI\u2019m in nowhere, don\u2019t know how to react and don\u2019t know what to do<br \/>\nThat was the time that I\u2019d almost lost my consciousness as a woman.<\/p>\n<p>The phase of life I considered myself as if I own my entire being<br \/>\nThe segment that I trusted the so-called \u201cfriends\u201d<br \/>\nThe instant, I\u2019ve offered everything in the name of \u201clove\u201d<br \/>\nWhat a foolish contemplation that I have reflected!<\/p>\n<p>I have despised \u201dThe Creator\u201d.<br \/>\nI ignored everybody; I forgot to call \u201cHIM\u201d<br \/>\nEven the ever Virgin was not given the attention<\/p>\n<p>I was overly absurd and stuck into the darkness of flesh and pride<br \/>\nI even hated myself, thinking for the good of others<br \/>\nKeeping the morale and the teaching of the old<br \/>\nI believed that my actions were right, but I was extremely wrong!<\/p>\n<p>Obstinacy overwhelmed me, I hadn\u2019t control my feelings, and I just fall!<br \/>\nWhat a foolish thing I\u2019ve done!<br \/>\nIt\u2019s true as the proverbs say: curiosity kills the cat<br \/>\nI was the cat! I was caught in the darkness after my nosiness,<\/p>\n<p>That\u2019s why; I\u2019ll have to bring back every piece of me to see the light ahead.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was devastated, distressed with what had transpired I uttered nothing, thought in an abstract way, acted like dim-witted I\u2019m in nowhere, don\u2019t know how to react and don\u2019t know what to do That was the time that I\u2019d almost lost my consciousness as a woman. The phase of life I considered myself as if [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8,10,11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-composition","category-my-life","category-realizations"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28\/revisions\/32"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}