{"id":205,"date":"2010-02-24T00:48:00","date_gmt":"2010-02-24T00:48:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/?p=205"},"modified":"2022-02-25T16:16:14","modified_gmt":"2022-02-25T16:16:14","slug":"a-little-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/?p=205","title":{"rendered":"A Little Time"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I dont want to blame you<br><br>I have no right to&#8230;<br><br>But it ached my heart more than you should know<br><br> <br><br>You haven&#8217;t seen my life before<br><br>You never experienced to be with me those times<br><br>and I cannot force you to understand me<br><br> <br><br>I never ever regret that I have revealed my whole being to you<br><br>not even a little of doubt<br><br>I trusted you that much that I cannot give such insecurity<br><br> <br><br>But now, you&#8217;ve been so cold and damn so far away<br><br>I cannot even comprehend through my souls<br><br>and my hands are tired to grasp you<br><br> <br><br>Maybe I need this space in life more than of communication<br><br>I need to reevaluate myself why is this  so?<br><br>I  am now, in nowhere and don&#8217;t know where to go<br><br> <br><br>How I wish and pray to God to be with me<br><br>Strengthen me and live within me<br><br>So that I can still see the real meaning of the so called &#8220;love&#8221;<br><br> <br><br>Now is the day, the time for me to asses<br><br>Is it love? Is it mercy?<br><br>I don&#8217;t know, but later or sooner I will know<br><br> <br><br>Maybe I need this space to know my being and to give value to myself<br><br>to see what lies ahead of me<br><br>and finally to let you feel who you are to me&#8230;&#8230;..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I dont want to blame you I have no right to&#8230; But it ached my heart more than you should know You haven&#8217;t seen my life before You never experienced to be with me those times and I cannot force you to understand me I never ever regret that I have revealed my whole being [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-205","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/205","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=205"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/205\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":213,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/205\/revisions\/213"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=205"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=205"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=205"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}