Many years had passed by<\/p>\n
I wander from one place to another<\/p>\n
I seek the happiness within me<\/p>\n
To cover up the emptiness that is hovering my soul<\/p>\n
As I pursue my existence<\/p>\n
The essence of having that star<\/p>\n
Little that I am, I stumbled<\/p>\n
I fall, I stopped for a while<\/p>\n
I though I was dead<\/p>\n
Through the time, I went through the pains<\/p>\n
I thought in an abstract way<\/p>\n
I hindered the capacity of maturity<\/p>\n
Now, I realized that it\u2019s not the end of my journey<\/p>\n
It is the beginning of a new path<\/p>\n
A way of reaching my galaxy is at hand<\/p>\n
It is upon my hands to win the race<\/p>\n
Every sleepless night that counts<\/p>\n
Every nervousness that I felt<\/p>\n
Every confusion that arise<\/p>\n
Every doubt and anger I suffer<\/p>\n
I never ever thought would come to disappear<\/p>\n
Away from my being, away from my heart<\/p>\n
It is not yet time to bloom<\/p>\n
But it it is the time to start aspiring<\/p>\n
Full of hope, I walked through the shadows of death<\/p>\n
I felt of no one on my side<\/p>\n
All alone, I felt so alone<\/p>\n
Thereby, I never asked my Creator\u2026<\/p>\n
Why the pain and hell do You care for me?<\/p>\n
Why did You abandon me?<\/p>\n
Never did I utter such questions<\/p>\n
But truly, why is this so?<\/p>\n
But I have found my jewel<\/p>\n
My precious pearl of my life<\/p>\n
In whom, I cannot live without<\/p>\n
My God, my Savior, My Love<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Many years had passed by I wander from one place to another I seek the happiness within me To cover up the emptiness that is hovering my soul As I pursue my existence The essence of having that star Little that I am, I stumbled I fall, I stopped for a while I though I […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-155","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/155","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=155"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/155\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":159,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/155\/revisions\/159"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=155"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=155"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tiarameshkhela.grethz.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=155"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}